I GUESS YOU COULD CALL ME LUCKY )) open + amnesia stuff

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[fancypost bgcolor=white; bordercolor=transparent; borderwidth=; overflow: auto; width: 340px; height: 20px; margin-top:20px; opacity: 0.80; font-family: baskerville old face; color: #151515; font-size: 18px; line-height: 18px; text-transform: lowercase; letter-spacing: 2px; text-shadow: 0px 0px 2px black; text-align: center]i'm not sick but i'm not well ![/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=white; border: none; width: 360px; height: 100px; padding: 10px; overflow: hidden; margin-top:20px; opacity: 0.80;][fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width: 360px; height: 100px; padding: 0px; padding-right: 27px; overflow: auto][fancypost bgcolor=; border: none; width: 360px; min-height: 100px; padding: 0px; font-size: 10px; line-height: 12px; text-align: justify; color: #000000; font-family: verdana]feeling abnormally adventurous, the cream tabby decided today would be a perfect day to risk his luck. the tabby had reluctantly left the security of the eerie hospital he now resided in to wander amongst the trees in the forest that cloaked the territory. swerve past the other little homes and such to follow a calling stronger currently then the romantic love he held for devlin. now, considering the love potion's strength, was not an easy thing to overcome. but he trudged onward, paws smashing leaves beneath them as they carried the tabby to an unknown source. and the farther the oracle trainee padded the headache that drilled and pounded loudly in his cranium increased, causing his face to twist with pain. he couldn't put a paw on it. why was he still walking?

when the sudden thought hit him he froze, and the pain melted away from his brain, leaving him alone in a minuscule clearing. there. there in front of him, amidst the dried leaves was a shirt. one that appeared to have belonged to a young boy not all too long ago, and the sorrow that overtook the feline stung like wasps all over. the flaxen furred tabby reached forward, swiping up the pine green material to examine it. yet, as soon he made contact, his vision blurred and images danced before him.

they were fleeting, the pictures of another life. a boy with ebony hair and icy eyes, a parakeet, a guinea pig, a boy of darker skin and honey visionaries and one who had soft brown hair and even softer brown eyes. the distant memories burned, and feelings of regret and angst washed over him, but along with the negatives came overwhelming happiness and curiosity. boyhood curiosity. love too. love directed at another kid, the one with jet black locks and blue luminaries, one who he could fondly recall for just a moment.

and then they were gone.

everything was gone and instead replaced with a steady flow of tears.

tears and tears and tears obscured his sight, and he clutched the shift firmly, curling into it and wishing he could go back. go back where? he wasn't sure, but he wanted to go back.[/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost]
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god he was angry. he didn't know why, really. did he ever have a clue? the fact he couldn't explain his own emotions only made the rage bubble, and that only made the questions pile even higher.

abruptly, within a flash, the tabby stood, pedaling away from devlin and madleen with the shirt in tow, eyes wide with something of desperate anger and desolation. guts within his skinny figure coiled with sickness, and he had to admit he didn't feel all too right in the head. he wanted to go back!

"l-leave me- AGH! ALONE!" he yelled, voice cracking as the tears just continued to pour. his frame shook violently with shakes, and his eye contact was shared between the two of them, hazel luminaries darting back and forth at an incredible speed. his vision tore away to bore his eyes into the drab article of clothing, and he looked back towards the seal lynx point with almost apologetic eyes before burying his face into it and screaming. screaming, screaming, screaming.[/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost][/fancypost]
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"i s-said get AWAY FROM ME!" he yowled with a fire in his tone none other had probably heard before, claws unsheathing as he scrambled desperately to get away from them all. to stop their insistent chatter while his head was already buzzing obnoxiously. "wh-what the F-CK makes you thi-ink that's- GAH! a g-good idea? h-huh?" the cream feline seethed at the oracle, tail swishing threateningly behind him. his lips were drawn back in a snarl, and emotions flaring wildly within his scrawny form.

"just g-get away!"

//mobil + ic opinions ahhhh

[fancypost bgcolor=; borderwidth=0px; bordercolor=; width: 375px;][justify]"i said leave, i s-said leave, i said lea-ave, i SAID LEAVE!" the feline howled, wailing in a tone mixed with something of anger and despair, agitation lacing his voice as well. "i-i d-don't have to TELL YOU SH-SH-T! F-CK OFF!" the tabby cried, claws embedding themselves within his own flesh subconsciously, tearing away fur and skin from his shoulder as they were dragged downwards, optics full and vivid with wild emotions. "I W-WANT YOU TO GO AWAY! YOU, YOU, YOU, YOU, YOU! L-LEAVE! F-F-CKING LEAVE ME ALONE!"
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