Kain ignored her shoving him so hard Cameron fell to the ground. "Kian" Cameron groaned. Andrea tried to pull him back but he easily shoved away from her
{Distance Won't Keep Us Apart}{Male Needed|PAFP|SemiAdv-Adv}
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Oh God. This wasn't going to end well. As soon as Cameron fell onto the ground I jumped in front of Kian, trying to block him.
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Kian tried to shove past Azalea and managed to do so without hurting her. He got Cameron up by dragging him up by the shirt collar slamming him hard into a wall.
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Why were they even here? Did they not think of what would happen if Kian saw them in his apartment? What if someone made a noise complaint and the police came? Then Kian would get in trouble again.
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when Kian had put Cameron in a chick hold Cameron had shoved Kian off and called the coos. "Cameron just walk away" Andrea kept saying "come on Cameron are you kidding put the phone down" Andrea was saying. No more then ten minutes later the cops came and Kian was forcibly slammed into a wall and handcuffed because he was risisting a bit. "He's on mess he doesn't know- he can't control his ang-" Jc was saying. "Show me he medication" the officer said. He looked at Kisn who wasent moving he sat on the ground where the office has told him to. Jc opened the cabinet and took out kians mess showing them to the cop. "You two are free to leave" the officer said to Cameron and Andrea and they left Andrea not speaking to Cameron as they left. "One more strike like that Lawley and you will be charged with assault" the officer said releasing him. Two hours lAter Kisn sat up in his room the camera on. He was telling it why he didn't go on YouTube in such a long time and was planning to upload it.
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Two hours after everything happened, I was sat alone on the kitchen counter drinking a soda. I was glad that Kian didn't get in trouble, but I was still very concerned. The pizza I had ordered sat untouched.
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Kian decided to go downstairs and Make himself a coffee. He sat his laptop down on the table as his video was uploading. He make his coffee and took a sip.
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I stayed quiet as Kian got his coffee and sat on his laptop, my earphones in so it didn't seem like I was being silent for anything other than listening to music and scrolling through my phone. I figured that maybe he didn't want to talk.
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After a hour he clicked delete he chose not to post it. He wasent ready to do he wasent going to, even if his fans needed an explanation m, they'd gry not eventually. But today is not the day.
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I had finally ended up heating the pizza. Hopefully it still tasted good. While I was in the kitchen I texted Kian.
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"No" Kian said. "I'm not hungry" kians hands were still shaking from punching Cameron and he stood up and walked to the medicine cabinet desperately looking for his anxiety pills but he couldn't find them
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There were some pill bottles on the kitchen counter, which were most likely all mine, but maybe Kian had left them out there. I didn't know that he was looking for his anxiety pills though, so I didn't care to look as I took a slice of warm pizza out of the microwave.
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Kian wa appending a bunch of bottles looking into them not bothering to look at the counter. After he couldn't find them he sunk to the ground.. Sh*t panic attack. There were a few bottles that had fallen to the ground so in his desperate need to get his anxiety pills he just began opening three three of the bottles taking a pill out of each one. He grabbed s water with his shaking hands but couldn't open it due to his hands shaking so badly.
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I heard what sounded like pill bottles dropping and went to see what was happening. As soon as I saw Kian on the floor with opened pills I rushed over.
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"I can't find my pills, I can't find them" Kisn was saying over and over his knees drawn to his chest forcibly trying to open the water bottle he had in his hand. He looked through the pills again stressed and shaking throwing the containers all over the kitchen desperate to find them.
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I ran to my room, knowing that I had my anxiety pills in there. If he couldn't find his own, maybe he could just use mine. I looked at my bedside table, rummaging through a few bottles of pills until I found my anxiety meds. As soon as I grasped them, I ran back to the kitchen, holding it out to Kian. "Kian, here. Take mine. "
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Later that day Kian,Azalea, Beth and Jc sat on a plane flying to New York to vidcon. He had his plan to go for more than a year and he didn't want to dissapoint his fans anymore. The day after that was the first day of vidcon and Kian would be speaking at a panel. He began to speak, he was on stage talking "As most of you know my younger sister Lyla passed away in Septemeber.. loads of you have asked me how do I feel about my sister passing, how I'm getting through it. I'm not over it, and to be quite honest I don't think I ever will be." Kian said. "If any of you here are suicidal, and you're still breathing I want you to know I'm so fu*king proud of you" Kian says into a mic and sees a girl wih tears in her eyes smile. Kian points at her and tells her to come up to him. He puts an arm over her shoulder and turns off the mic whispering into her ear he says. "I love you so much. You are so strong I don't know your struggles but I hope you know I'm here for all of you" Kian says hugging her holding her. Jc smiles he Beth and Azalea stood to the side watching.
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Sorry! I've been dealing with schoolwork and sick siblings and wasn't able to get on.
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As I stood with JC and Beth at Vidcon, I was really proud of Kian. He inspired so many people, and seeing him tell that girl, and all of his fans what he said, I felt myself tearing up. I smiled, wiping my eyes gently as I watched him speak at the panel. Beth looked over and saw me, giving me a smile because she knew that he had also helped me a lot with being my best friend.
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Kian had taken a picture with the girl wiping her eyes before it was taken. He had 20 minutes before his next panel so he walked off the stage. He walked on the other panel getting tons of questions which he answered before a question hit him hard. "What happened between you and Andrea?" Someone asks. "She and I.. We broke apart, there was no huge fight we just both decided it would be better off for both of us if we stayed in a bussinuess relationship not a romantic one"
OCC: don't be sorry! I understand