you can't wake up {pafp} this is not a dream

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    Your character (male) is the leader of a paranormal society, a well known society of a small group of people who investigate hauntings. Astrid is fairly new to the team, and her and your guy don't exactly...get a long. See your guy is extremely closed off, doesn't seem to open up to anyone, keeps to himself. The others on the team tell her it's because of something in his past, they don't really know what but they know enough about him to know something happened to him. (Up to you but, perhaps murder of his family, something like that to fit with the theme, why he is a ghost hunter? Etc).
    Anyways, Astrid can barely get any kind of emotional reaction out of him, he's got this wall built up. Sometimes she'll get a smile or two out of him, a chuckle, but it's hard. Little does she know, your guy likes he constant pestering. The others leave him alone but, not Astrid. She gets under his skin, and he almost likes it, but still, they really don't get along. Astrid, despite the other team members telling her to leave him be, finds herself intrigued by him and develops a little crush.
    Anyways, when the two of them go to investigate an abandoned mansion on their own before the rest of the team shows up, they get locked inside the house by the spirits inside, who proceed to mess with them and get in their heads, bringing out dark memories of the past, forcing them to experience their worst fears. The two learn more about each other than they ever thought possible, and grow close (maybe even begin to like each other romantically). They have to find some way out before they are both driven to insanity...


    Notes Alright so, this is going to be kind of a difficult plot, so I'm going to need someone creative who will bounce ideas off the plot and help me out so I'm not the only one running the things going on in the haunted house. And of course, a back story for your character will help things out.
    Second thing, I'd like to start out a little before they go to the haunted house, so the characters at least interact with each other, my girl sort of developing a crush on your guy, since every once in a while he'll show a shred of emotion towards her, something. But he will obviously open up more when they get to the haunted mansion.
    In the beginning it would help if you could rp at least one other ghost hunting team member. I'll rp one or two as well.
    I would like someone for the most part active. I'm on often and would like someone I can rp with a lot!
    Lastly be semi adv to adv. I want to write paragraphs and if you can't handle more than one paragraph DO NOT JOIN.
    alright now all you have to do is post a faceclaim and we can begin to roleplay! If you have any questions please ask.

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    Hi! And nope go ahead!

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    That's okay, I give you a starting post to bounce off of for later!

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    Early to mid twenties. Young but adults.

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    Okay I have the starting post ready if you want me to post it or wait for your fc?

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    [Ooh nice!!]


    It had been a while since I'd been in the ghost hunting business. When I was in high school, my friends and I would go around with our hand held video cameras and sneak into abandoned places. We'd video tape, record, pretend we were actual ghost hunters. We never really found evidence back then. After high school I went to school for computer science, learning about all kinds of technologies and what not. My boyfriend and I in college did actually ghost hunt, for people occasionally. However, the relationship...ended and I moved on with my life, working as a tech for a computer company for my first year after college. But then, there was an opening spot for a paranormal society, as both a techie and an investigator. I jumped at the opportunity, missing the thrill of hunting for evidence of ghosts. Oh I was definitely a strong believer of ghosts, the paranormal, other worlds. It fascinated me an I was eager to know more, soak up all the information I could. And I so...so badly wanted to encounter a ghost, talk to a ghost.
    Anyways, I got into the little group of paranormal investigators. I still kept my tech job, part time, and then did the ghost hunting on the side. It wasn't exactly what I was expecting, since the lead investigator was so...stern. He was so closed off and emotionless, at least to me. I don't think I'd seen him smile once since I became part of the team, which has been about two weeks now. I've been part of two investigations since, mostly going over the evidence, and that's what I was doing now. We were all in the little office space, each of us going through the videos, audio, etc anything else we had to look through. It was tedious and usually took hours to go through it all. We were looking at stuff from an old asylum we investigated the other night. It had been so fun - I was partnered with Casey, one of the researchers on the team. He was a little quirky for my liking, brown spiky hair, square black framed glasses, blue eyes. He was cute but, definitely not my type, but at least he was good company. He gets scared pretty easily and it's the funniest thing I've ever seen, I can't help but scare him sometimes on investigations.
    Casey was one of the investigators pretty welcoming to me. In fact most of the team was welcoming, except the head. He...didn't say much, we have only really ever spoken during interviews or when he's telling me to grab equipment. Casey tells me it takes a while for him to open up to people, get used to them, but even at that, he's not really too close with the team. It makes me curious, and I wonder about him sometimes, why he is the way he is, so boxed up.
    I find myself staring at him now, instead of the video I'm supposed to be watching, and I shake my head, rewinding back a few minutes, before staring at the screen, with a sigh. Suddenly, something moves across the screen and I frantically rewind the video again and watch it at a slower frame. Shockingly, there's a shadow in the corner, lurking. I double check to make sure no one was in that room at the time or near it to make the shadow and I pull off the headphones, tapping Casey next to me. "I found something!" I exclaim and he gets up to stand behind me and watch. I wonder if the others will come over and see too.

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    ** ASTER REED **




    Believing in the paranormal wasn't hard for me, considering the fact that I had been seeing things all my life. Some of the things I saw were nice and I actually befriended them. Other things wanted to hurt me. They wanted to burrow into my head and haunt me. So, from a very young age, I learned how to ignore the good things and focus on beating the bad things. The good things still stuck with me, despite me pushing them away.
    The bad things, though... They had taken everything away from me. I watched my parents get taken by the bad things j watched my nine siblings be taken. They made me angry; made me hurt people. So I shut everything out. I'd grown to rely on myself and myself only. Letting people in at all... That wasn't good. The bad things would take them away. I couldn't let anyone else be taken from me. It wasn't fair to them. If they died because of me, then it would only add on to my crushing guilt.
    My schizophrenia really came in handy here. I could see things that other people couldn't, and I could tell whether they were my imagination or real. My imagination only made strictly black shadows. What was real, though... Didn't see them as apparitions. I saw them as people. Sometimes it would take a while, but I could usually discern why a ghost was there and doing what it was doing. And once we had enough evidence, I was usually able to coax the ghost into a form where everyone else could see them too; whether they were an actual person as I saw them, or just a misty blob.
    A routine meeting where we were watching the footage. My onyx colored eyes were locked to the side of me, where I stared at the ground, not really interested in whatever they were doing unless my name was spoken. Nobody really tried to get close to me. I shut them all down very quickly. Any female who tried to flirt with me was immediately rejected; and any make who thought I would be his "bro", was given a stern talking to.
    Hearing a voice claim to have seen something, I glanced up, stalking forward silently. Everyone crowded around and marveled, but i was focused on the space behind the figure. A small elbow touched my ribs and I glanced over at Riley, who was a blonde surfer and out lead cameraman. " there's something else, isn't there?" He asked softly, making everyone look at me. I glanced back to the room and counted it how many people I saw.
    "Old man. Looks like a war veteran," I informed briefly. I grabbed Astrid's chair and scooted her out of the way a bit, touching the screen to the darkest corner of the room on the camera. "Right there."


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    I've had a fascination for the paranormal world for as long as I could remember. When I was little, three or four years old, before the fire that killed my mom, I remember playing with the little boy who lived in the forest behind my house. My mom thought he was just an imaginary friend but, the little boy was real. Only when I was a little older did I realize he was a ghost. Once I grew up, I stopped seeing them, I guess just as most kids grow up and don't see the ghosts anymore. But then the fire happened, and my mom died. I frantically tried to contact her, to try to get her to come back to me as a ghost, come talk to me. But I never felt her presence. After she died, I went and lived with my father and his other family, and I grew up like that up until now, at twenty two with my own apartment. I still try and talk to my mom, try to get her to show her presence, but she's probably fully crossed over.
    Wen everyone came over, I glanced up at Riley when he whispered to Aster, asking him if there was something else there. I had been told he saw things, things we didn't, and of course I believed that. It's an amazing gift to have, but...when it comes to evidence, relying on him was hard. People like hard evidence, like videos and EVPs. When Aster came over and pushed my chair away I gave him a small glare, but let him move me as he made his way closer to the screen, checking out my video evidence. He pointed to a different area of the video and I squinted my eyes, leaning closer to the screen - to him. "So the veteran isn't the shadow?" I asked in confusion, and rewound the thing again. I wish I could see what he was seeing. "What's it doing?" I also questioned, wanting to understand further what he was seeing.

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    I looked at the stopped footage and blinked a few times, my eyes widening ever so slightly. "The shadow is hiding..." I said quietly, then pointed at the screen. "See how he's backed against the corner as far as he can be? And the veteran is all the way over here," I pointed to where the old man was. Why would the shadow be hiding from the veteran. "Where was this at, Casey?"


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    I frowned again as he moved her hand out of the way. She knew he had to so she could see but, still he could have asked. His touch though, made her skin tingle the slightest and she moved her hand to her lap with her other one as she sat back and watched him analyze the scene, him seeing something we didnt. I found myself staring at him instead, not the screen as he described what was happening. I shook my head though, when he asked questions, asked us if we saw how the shadow was cowering. "I can't really tell it's a he, Aster. It's just a blob. But I guess it's sort of crouching," she shrugged and narrowed her eyes as she tried, somehow, to gain Aster's ability to see this soldier.
    Casey was tapping his pencil against his face as he nodded along with Aster, and he jumped a bit when he was asked to figure out where this was. He looked at the screen for a moment, looking at the sides of the camera screen to determine which camera it was, and he grabbed the list that said where each was set up. "This was uh...one of the sitting areas of the asylum. Like a social room, where the inmates would sit around, socialize, or not, read," he explained.
    "Why would a veteran soldier be intimidating to this shadow? You can't see what the shadow is?" I piped up again. Unfortunately we couldn't exactly use this evidence that Aster was coming up with, we'd just have to deal with what everyone else could see - just the shadow. "Casey check for any EVPS at this time," I said, and gave him the time of this particular moment. We had a recorder in the room was well. I knew it was usually Aster's job to order them around but, maybe a voice phenomenon could help us figure out what was going on. Casey rolled back over to his computer and slipped on headphones, searching for the audio.

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    I hooked my ankle around a chair and pulled it towards me, sitting down and scooting closer to the screen. I purposefully let my knee rest against Astrid's, but I pretended not to notice. She didn't think I notice all the little staring she did. I gripped the mouse and keyboard, shifting it towards me and zooming the picture in to the shadow. Clearing the focus, I narrowed my eyes. After that, I zoomed on the soldier.
    "I can see him!" Riley suddenly spouted, his eyes wide. "I can see the veteran! He's in an old Confederate uniform!" I looked back at Riley quickly, startled. He was right. The veteran was flying the Confederate uniform with the Confederate flag stitched above his breast.
    Shaking my head, I looked back at the shadow. Did that mean that the shadow could be a Union soldier then? "Does Casey have anything yet?"


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    I busied myself with writing down what was going on at this time in the video, documenting it like I documented anything else I found. He pulled a chair over and slid into my station, and I felt his knee brush against mine, staying there. My attention turned back to him, wondering if he even realized what he'd done, but he was working on zooming in on the screen, oblivious. He drove me absolutely mad sometimes, and I sighed, continuing to finish the sentence I was writing. I didn't move my knee.
    Only did I glance up again when Riley exclaimed that he saw the veteran, in a confederate uniform, and my eyes bounced back up to the screen. "Oh my god," I said, the figure now there in focus, and I did see the uniform. This was...I had never seen something like this before. Aster...was a lot more mysterious than I thought. Aster asked if Casey found anything and I turned to the guy next to me, intently listening to the audio. I tapped his shoulder and he looked up, clearing his throat. "There's something. I think I can make out a "go away" but the rest, it's hard to understand. It's very quiet, no matter how high much I isolate the sound," he took off the headphones and handed them to Aster, the cord more than long enough to reach him. Made sense, giving him the headphones. If he was that good at seeing the ghosts, maybe he could hear them too. I stared back at the screen, amazed at what was there, but then I returned my attention to Aster, to see what he could hear.

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    I could easily make out the same "go away" that Casey found, but there was something else. I swiveled over to Casey and reminded the tape, looking back at the picture as I listened, rewinding the tape as I needed to. There was a lot of static, but there was something underneath the static. Something sinister. Something that sounded like a whisper in my ear.
    Where is Astrid?
    Freezing, I looked over to the girl, playing the tape over and over and over. It was unmistakeable. I carefully took the headphones off, my expression making Riley squirm nervously. "'Where is Astrid?'"
    Riley blinked, pointing to the girl. "Right there..."
    Looking up at him, I shook my head. "That's what the soldier said. 'Where is astrid?'"


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    Everyone was pretty much staring at Aster, waiting on what he was hearing. At least it was an excuse to look at him now. Anyone, man, woman, whatever, they'd all admit he was pretty attractive. But the fact I was even looking - it was foolish and stupid. First, he was my boss, and second, he wouldn't give me the time of day. And anyways the last relationship I had...I honestly didn't ever want to think about what happened ever again. It slipped into my head sometimes, like now. God I had already been through enough therapy to make myself sane again - I couldn't go back down the road of letting the ptsd drag me down into a pit of darkness.
    Aster saying my name, asking where I was brought me back to the present and I tilted my head to look at him in confusion before I realized he was repeating what the recording said. I gave Riley a look, like "really?" When he pointed out I was right there. No crap, Riley. His expression was pretty funny though, him being all scared. I looked at a Casey, him too, they all were freaked out, and Aster looked shocked himself. "Okay so? The ghost said my name. That's awesome," I said, smiling a bit, glancing at the screen again. "Casey, you and I had been in that room half an hour before this apparition appeared. This means this in an intelligent spirit, interacting with us. That is SO cool," I explained to them.
    Casey stood up from his chair and clapped his hands together. "Yep I'm freaked out, break time for me. Who wants pizza? Riley?" he asked, as he adjusted his glasses and disappeared out of the room, phone in hand.

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    Riley nodded and stood up, glancing at me when I put the headphones back on and continued listening and watching the tape. I knew he wouldn't bother to ask me if I wanted food. I wouldn't end up eating it anyway. I had a weak stomach and could only eat certain things. So, when Riley left with Casey, I just assumed that I was alone in the room. Not that I was going to do anything besides look at the tale and continue listening. But still. It was nice to know I was alone.


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