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    camisado took a deep breath, pacing back and forth on his little island he spent a lot of his time on. The black and silver feline hadn't seen Memphisblues all day, and it was kind of scaring him. He knew running away after they kissed wasn't the best idea probably, but...what else was he suppose to do? He was just scared. He didn't want the past renewing itself. And before he could even say his feelings they were having a full make out session on the floor of his little cave.


    This was all just confusing.


    He needed to get everything off of his mind.


    Camisado went down to one of the bigger main islands and looked around with a little sigh. Hopefully there was someone to talk to, to get his mind off of all of this.

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    Ralac sat and stared down at the world below, he was sitting atop a rock on one of the larger islands, spotting Camisado he jumped down from his perch and padded up "Hello, have we met?" he asked with a smile as he sat down


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    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0; width: 450px; height: auto; text-align: justify;][font=georgia][size=10]Having been taking a little stroll, Kingdompaw glanced up when he heard voices. Camisado... He knew that the bobtail and Memphisblues had been having issues recently. Apparently they had unresolved feelings for one another. The tabby wished he could help, but he was rather inexperienced when it came to love. Instead just offering kindness by means of a smile, he greeted, [color=orange]"Hi, Camisado. How are you doing?"


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    The cheetah had grown a touch concerned when he hadn't seen Camisado, although he had reasoned that was because of his own absence. Nonetheless, he chose to search for the bobtail, and when he didn't find him on his personal island, he swept the larger ones until turquoise eyes caught sight of the familiar figure, surrounded by three others. The male padded closer, a worried frown making an appearance on his maw once he registered the troubled expression on his clanmate's face. He was aware of the somewhat tumultuous relations with Memphis, but he had hoped they would be resolved through some better communication. It seemed that was not the case. [B]"Camisado,"     he murmured, sitting a careful distance away from his side while waiting for Kingdompaw's question to receive an answer.

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    Watching the bobtail pace had Arcade's mind pacing with him. Was this because of Memphis? Of course it was Memphis, the chocolate smoke had ended up in the medic's den just a day ago groaning because he was stupid. Funnily enough, the cameo really was not trained to help psychological of emotional injuries, but he treated them as much as physical wounds. Seeing as everyone seemed to have it covered, the feline simply sat nearby.

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    [spoiler=MOBILE TAGS][justify]GENERAL
    winterfell gaudius | daughter of closework x augustus | loves music/can be a complete rascal | female | eighteen months physically + 26 years mentally | blizzardclan | ex-paladin | alabastrine fur | rose eyes | pansexual panromantic


    POWERS
    all free powers absorption of nine lives, ability to glow, character bond, flavor manipulation + manipulation of pelt and eye color | colored blood (rose/purple/blue will change) | conjuration | shapeshifting | super speed


    BODIES (CURRENT WILL BE BOLDED)
    albino feral white feline anthro mix with rose colored bangs, tail, pawpads & nose, wears oversized rose sweater w/ japanese | albino feline w/ white wings


    INTERACTION
    physically medium | mentally easy | ask for capture/injury | no permanent injury, kill, or maim w/o permission | attack in bold pale violet red | #evergreen

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    Before the feline knew it, a bunch of his clan mates had gathered around him. Teary Amber eyes looked up at the others. Did Memphis possibly get scared away by his voice? He must've. His voice was so...ugly. It had a hint of a Polish accent in it, which he hated as well. He took a shaky breath and went to scratch into the ground shakingly. His hand writing was messy.


    hell o I am o kay he swallowed and turned to Ralac.
    My name is Camisado

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    Ralac was a little surprised by the feline's strange voice, but he found it interesting not annoying, "Nice to meet you Camisado, my name is Ralac" he said as he held out a stone paw


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    "YOU KNOW I'LL NEVER LET YOU FALL APART"


    [size=7pt][color=#F1D38D]Tama would pad over, a smile lacing her lips as her gaze would sweep over each of her friends. Halting beside Mary, she'd wave a paw. "H-Hello Camisa-" The serval would pause, blinking rounded optics as they'd fully examine his. "C-Camisado? What's.. What's wrong? You look like y-you're about to.." Tama would take a step forward, just in case he was to cry, she'd leap forward and brush away his tears as quickly as she could. Concern would cause her fictional brows to furrow, and the head paladin swallowed. She had a feeling that she knew what this was all about.
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    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0; width: 450px; height: auto; text-align: justify;][font=georgia][size=10]It broke his heart upon reading the words 'I'm okay'. It was far too obvious he wasn't. But if he pressed, King worried he might upset the bobtail even more. Instead choosing to aim to press his side briefly against Camisado's in a comforting manner, the ginger tabby murmured, [color=orange]"Whatever it is, we're always here for you." The concern and caring in his bright amber eyes showed he meant it. The paladin would never let his Clanmates suffer alone.


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    Camisado closed his eyes as Tama brushed the tears away. He sniffled and hung his head. He looked at Kingy in surprise, his fur standing on its end but quickly laying flat. He swallowed at his words and silently sighed going to write into the ground.


    im not worth sticking around, seriously.


    He wrote before leaning against the ginger feline in return.

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    "YOU KNOW I'LL NEVER LET YOU FALL APART"


    [size=7pt][color=#F1D38D]Tama's optics would widen slightly. Not worth? No.. No, everyone was worth being around. Tama had never met someone who 'wasn't worth it', 'wasn't worth sticking around'. She hadn't met anyone but herself, who wasn't worth it. Yet, even if she thought she wasn't worth it, her friends stuck around, they.. They looked as if they were happy to see her around - as if she was worth it. And that fact alone made her believe.. Everyone was worth the while, even her hopeless self. Everyone.


    The serval would squeeze her eyes shut, shaking her head. "N-No! Camisado is worth it! All of Tama's friends are worth sticking around! T-Tama couldn't imagine what it would be like.. If Camisado wasn't around anymore! S-so, we'll stick by you because you're our friend, and our friends are a-always worth sticking around!"
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    [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0; width: 450px; height: auto; text-align: justify;][font=georgia][size=9pt]A silent gasp parted his jaws upon reading the words. His pupils widened and he pressed a bit closer to Camisado, hoping to allow the male to feel how much he was cared about. As Tama began speaking, his head nodded in agreement, lifting up to look at the bobtail. "Tama's right," King told him. [color=orange]"You're our friend. You mean everything to us. Without you around, BlizzardClan just wouldn't be the same." He meant that, too. The ginger tabby cared deeply about all of his friends.