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i'm in that mood where i want food but i don't know what i want to eat
gotcha gotcha although everyone'll soon find out that i just call everyone "b"
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[b]GENERAL:
✦ aleksander sierzant | aleks | alexandria sierzant
✦ transmale | dfab | he/him/his.
✦ demi-polysexual | demi-panromantic.
✦ 3 years 3 months | july 23, 2014 | ages real time.
✦ ex-stadt commander [hp] | no titles | lil muffin who has suffered too much because his rper is a freaking sadist.
RELATIONSHIPS:
✦ single | no romantic feelings | no romantic interest.
✦ ⅓ of horalecros | ½ of [none]
✦ NPC x NPC | Gen 1 | no apprentice/mentor.
✦ not part of a family, does not want to be. his name means a lot to him and is one of the few things he has left of his family.
IMPORTANT FACTS:
✦ diagnosed with ptsd, controlled ocd, persistent depressive disorder, insomnia and night terrors. he often deals with a lot of stress and has constant headaches because of this. he does not know how to take things easy.
✦ he is diagnosed with dissociative identity disorder and under severe amounts of stress, fear, or anxiety he will resort to a childlike state and will only respond to being called alexandria. this somewhat alternative identity is very dependent and relies on others to help them. it's a coping mechanism in a way.
✦ triggers small spaces, surprise physical contact, anyone who cannot seem to take a hint that he doesn't want to be sexually touched.
✦ prone to panic and anxiety attacks, may have ptsd fulled episodes.
✦ based very loosely off levi ackerman/rivai akkāman but for the most part he is an original character. he only shares certain characteristics and past.
✦ rape & sex trafficking & miscarriage survivor.
✦ fluent in both english and german, he kind of has a germanish accent.
✦ he will not make eye contact and will avoid it as much as possible. he believes it is too intimate and will usually look just above or below the person's eyes.
PHYSICAL: [reference]
✦ SERVAL [birth] | health: 78%
— aleks is tiny, i'm talking itty bitty kind of small; if he was human he would literally be 5'1'' he's so short. he's thin and lithe and well toned but not overly bulky, he's more shaped like a runner than a head on fighter. aleks has beautiful jet black fur, that is soft to the touch and often well kept. other than that he is rather plain - sure he's handsome, but he doesn't have a lot going on. i mean his eyes are a dull yellow-green but that's not really that interesting.
— major injuries: none.
— [i]minor injuries: none.
PERSONALITY:
— determined | strong-willed | protective | loyal | intelligent | selfless | calm | demanding | blunt | temperamental | defensive | pessimistic | paranoid | quiet | self-sacrificing | closed-off | careless | uptight | cold | impassive.
— aleks cares very little about his own well being, in fact, he couldn't give a shit if you were to beat the hell out of him - he would most likely believe that he deserved it. aleks is also incredibly possessive and protective of those he considers his family and will throw himself in front of a train if it meant they got to live. he absolutely refuses to talk about anything related to himself he will not speak about his problems and will not talk about his past. he always puts others before himself and will most likely work himself into an early grave. aleks really has no idea how to be happy anymore - he is fueled only by his duty as a solider and the duty he believes he holds to his clan.
POWERS:
✦ invisibility | undiscovered - unmastered.
✦ telepathy | undiscovered - unmastered.
[i][more may be added, or aleks may remain powerless]
INTERACTION:
✦ extreme physically | complex mentally | highly trained.
✦ attack in bold #4F7497.
✦ can powerplay peaceful or nonviolent actions, although be warned - unannounced touching will cause aleks to react negatively, he needs to know it is coming or he will become violent and lash out.
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hhh
i'm here
i got dental stuff done and now i'm lowkey wasted
like,,, they put drugs in my apple juice
i feel betrayed
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[fancypost borderwidth=0; width: 400px; height: auto; margin-top: -10px;][justify][font=arial][size=9pt] holy diddle
are u bein serious or?? are they even allowed to do that??
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[fancypost bgcolor=; borderwidth=0px; width=360px;][font=courier] they ARE because they're a sedation clinic and that why we were there but i mean,,
apple juice is ruined
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[fancypost borderwidth=0; width: 400px; height: auto; margin-top: -10px;][justify][font=arial][size=9pt] ?? how
why didnt they just give u pills or smthn thats what my dentist does
btw have u ever fell in love with a video game ost from a game u never actually played?? bc
it sounds real good wtf
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i would be pissed since i basically live off apple juice
each time i'd take it then i would be like, in the wise words of woody, "sOMEBODY'S POISONED THE WATERHOLE"
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[fancypost bgcolor=; borderwidth=0px; width=360px;][font=courier] oh my lord
well i had what i affectionately call the: "don't kick the dentist" cocktail with is a liquid sedative and laughing gas
i'm super tripped out man
whooo
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Tracking (might join!)
Are there any personalities y'all are lacking here? I don't have much set in stone for my character apart from the fact that he will be a he!! ;^)
Hmm I don't know if there are any lacking personalities! Make one that you have a lot is muse for :)
hey everyone sorry for suddenly dropping off of the face of the site but I got hit with a bunch of RL problems and some major health issues so I've been trying to deal with those. Things are *hopefully* starting to calm down so I'm optimistic that I'll be posting tonight.
Hope everything gets better soon c:
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ditto ditto i'm hoping things get better for you! and it's totally understandable, it happens to a lot of us so don't stress about it c:
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Tracking (might join!)
Are there any personalities y'all are lacking here? I don't have much set in stone for my character apart from the fact that he will be a he!! ;^)
[fancypost bgcolor= transparent; border: 0px;][justify]Hey Cub! <3
Mmm, personality-wise I think you could go with anything. Any type of personality will probably work. We have a bunch of diverse personalities here already so I don't think there's one that we have too much of or- lacking, ya' feel? Anyways... can't wait for you to join us if you decide too!! <3
Yoooo, hey guys c;
I think I'll be able to finish my homework earlier tonight, SO I'LL actually be able to reply to things... unlike the past nights where I've hardly been able to reply to ANYTHING. /falls over
woo boy im so sorry for my inactivity lmao!!
hmwrk and election stuff has got me down in the drains but i'll be more active on friday ;w;
Tracking!
Hello :0
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//attack-hugs beatles
HULLO! <3
please don't be scared by row hitting on your character.
she's anti-polite-and-sensitive
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lmao it's totally fine! if anything, it boosts his ego pfft
and BITS *screeches*