I put the I in lie (pafp)

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    [/size][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:450px; background-color: #98C0E6][justify][sub][color=#204364]Seeing the boy come in he couldn't be but a year or two older than Shiloh and that's what kind of got me. This poor kid had to live with some drunk parent's who probably weren't fit to be parents. But seeing the baby I could help but to smile a little. "I can't remember the last time that I've been around a baby." I chuckled seeing the small girl and the smile on her face, her bright eyes not yet damaged by the outside world.
    Smiling softly as I took another sip of the water and set it on the floor. Turning back to Tess and letting her hold the baby, she deserved it after all. Then looking back at April. "Hey, I'm playing about 45 minutes from here in about a month. How about I send you some tickets and a V.I.P pass. We can pick you up on the way out of town and you can ride the bus with us and hang out with us?" I offered as I reached in my pocket to pull out my phone and text my manager. It was the least I could do for her being Tess friend. It was always nice to to give the V.I.P passes to people I knew would use it and love it besides the rich kids that got it just because there daddies bought them and then they end up hating us because even if we are rich, we aren't like them.
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    From the look on Amelia's face it seemed like she couldn't get much happier. Nearly squealing in excitement but instead she moved her hands to her mouth to stop her self. Saying. "Seriously? Oh my god.. Thank you so much! This is just awesome! " She said happily, And with out warning she moved forward and gave him a hug. Well, He'd made her day! She then said happily. " I can't believe this is happening! I have to call my brother! " She told him, Before then skipping off to her room. To of course call her brother and tell him all about this.


    Tess seemed to barely notice every thing that was happening. Her focus on the baby, Only bothering to glance up as she heard the door closing. And even then her mind didn't even stop to question what was going on. Simply looking at Ben and saying. "Ben, Can we kidnap her? " She said, Of course she was joking and it was clear from her voice. Though.. Then again if he said Yes she might actually roll with it. The girls parents clearly weren't good people any way! Tess then put the baby gently in his lap for him to hold. Leaning against him and peering down at the little girl.


    The girl seemed bright and happy, Little feet kicking in excitement when Tess reached her hand over to start tickling her. She seemed as bubbly and happy as any baby though soon she seemed to be getting tired from the droopy eyed look on her face. Still sucking on her pacifier.
    It was then Amelia was returning. Noticing the two with the baby, She then said softly. "Hey, Tess. You know children right? Could you happen to see if she's alright.. Up here. " She said, Pointing towards her head. She then explained. "Her mother drank a lot when she was pregnant with her.. I know the little boy is a little off, I'm not sure about her though. And her parents refuse to take ether of them to the hospital. " Tess glanced up at that and frowned, Seeming to be thinking before she said. "It depends.. There might be tiny signs... But I wouldn't know how to tell very well, I could watch her for a while if you want and tell you if anythings different compared to other babies I've watched. " She explained, But she then continued. "The two should seriously go to the doctor though. "
    Amelia frowned before saying. "Oh.. I can get the parents to let you babysit. I know they need to go, But there parents are whack jobs and won't take them. Maybe you two could take both of them with you to babysit and drop them by the hospital? " She suggested hopefully. Tess seemed some what on board with the idea, Soon glancing towards Ben as if to see if he would agree.



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    [/size][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:450px; background-color: #98C0E6][justify][sub][color=#204364]"Tell him I can get him tickets to!" I yelled after her with a chuckle. Happy to see that she was excited and full of joy. When Tess placed the baby in my arms as I picked her up and rocked her back and forth. It was strange to hold a baby again, but also a baby girl. I had never had a girl and secretly always wanted a girl. But I was happy with my two boys.
    When she asked if there was something wrong with the girl I almost hoped that she was going to be OK. "I think I should call DCFS...They could help them out and take the kids away and get them into a new home..." I suggested as I looked back down at the small girl. Pulling one hand back and starting to play peek-a-boo. Hearing her laugh I couldn't help but to laugh back. It was always one of my favorite things about babies were there laughs and smiles.
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    Tess seemed to agree with that plan, Nodding as she sat there, But then Amelia argued and told them. "I wouldn't do that.. There dad is really big and scary and has a shot gun... " She told him, Of course she wasn't going to call. They were her neighbors and she was sure he'd barge in here and shoot her or some thing if she did any thing. Twiddling her thumbs gently, Amelia had never been one for confrontation ether. She preferred to simply not get involved! Not getting into nor starting trouble.


    Tess frowned at that before saying. "Relax. Me and Ben can call so no one knows you were involved. And if he's like you described then there probable too drunk to even use a gun without shooting there own foot. " Tess looked to Ben. A smile on her face before she laughed. "You ought to see if we can get the little girl. " She teased, Again. If he said yes she would probable agree. But they already had a full house, What with both there parents living with them, Three boys. She doubt they would be up for taking in a baby, And The girl had a older brother as well who might not want to be separated. Though having another baby would be wonderful! She doubt it was in there future.


    The little girl seemed amazed suddenly as she watched Ben. Squealing in delight every time he went peekaboo. And just being all adorable and such, Amelia watched with some amusement the scene and commented. " You two really adore children don't you? " She teased for a moment. Amelia herself though she babysat the neighbors kids.. She'd never really been a super fan of kids. It seemed to much work for her, And she had a career to focus on.



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    [/size][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:450px; background-color: #98C0E6][justify][sub][color=#204364]"We'll do it, like Tess said they won't know that you were involved at all." In all the seriousness though I sat the small child up on my lap and bounced her on my knee as smiled softly at her. I had missed having a baby in the house and it would be nice to have another one. So when she suggested we could take her I kind of nodded and shrugged. "That's definitely a possibility."
    When she then asked if we were found of children I kind of chuckled and nodded. "It's funny because at first I really wasn't, I was really bad at being a dad but I mean who is perfect the first time around? But growing up I never saw myself having a family. I was worried about my career and it had to take a back seat for a little bit." I knew she would probably understand being a musician to.
    Looking up at the clock I knew the boys would probably be whining about right now about how they wanted me to come home. "Well we should probably go, But it was so nice to meet you! And I can bring those tickets over some time." Handing her the baby and giving her one last tickle as a good-bye. Rolling my sleeves back down and pulling my jacket on over the shirt. I would call DCFS when we got in the car so then they wouldn't think it was us either.


    Thanks! Lol, I do the same thing sometimes!))
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    Amelia honestly believed had she been in that situation.. Well she wouldn't have hung around. Sure call her terrible, But She had never wanted kids. And though she was fine babysitting that was only because she could send the child back home later. Still she didn't express this simply smiled and nodded to him. Tess felt a small frown come to her face as she heard it was time to leave, But she didn't argue. That had to go and she knew that, She could still drink in the car! One way or another she would be drunk by the end of the day! Standing up she headed over to her friend and pulled her into a hug. Saying softly. "You be safe Amelia. Call me if there's anything you need. " And so the two friends said there goodbyes and Tess gave the new location of where she was living. What? Amelia was like her Bff of course she would give her there address. She would have told April as well but... Some thing told her Ben wouldn't be happy with that.


    Getting a few beers, As Amelia had way more then she could actually drink. And taking the cake with her, Because once again. Amelia offered it and couldn't eat it any way. It honestly seemed Tess always got free snacks when she came to this house! She then began heading out the door and towards the car. The day seemed like it was actually pretty good! And Tess was beginning to get giggly from her drinking. Though she wasn't drunk yet. She knew it wouldn't be long now, Sadly some thing just had to happen to ruin there day.


    In the parking lot, Kneeling down by Ben's car was a man about twenty five. A few spray cans beside him. It seemed he had got the brilliant idea to draw graffiti on there car, And though the graffiti looked nice. The man really was a talented artist, He shouldn't have been freaking drawing on Ben's car! It was easy to forget how bad this neighborhood could be. The man was tall with dark brown hair and a scruffy look about him. As well as this natural devious smirk that came with him. And then he noticed them, A surprised look on his face. Clearly he had expected them to take much longer inside. And he was almost finished too!


    Tess blinked, Staring at him for a few moments. Recognition showing on her face, And the two had this stare down with each other for a split second before the man said. "Look Tess, I'm really sorry. I didn't realize you were with this guy. I just saw the shrimp get out of the car and walk off so decided to have a little fun.. " He said awkward. Dropping the spray can and lifting up his hands in surrender. Referring to poor Ben as a shrimp. Which the guy was bigger then him easily. Tess then glanced over to the graffiti which the guy had made a shrimp playing guitar. Probable to mock Ben. And Tess couldn't help but find a glisten of amusement on her face. A small giggle coming from her, Partly from the alcohol.
    The man blinked, Eyes wide before he asked. "So does that mean I'm not in trouble? " He asked curiously. Tess then giggled. "Oh yeah. Your in big trouble Devin, But maybe if your nice Ben won't call the cops and instead just make you clean this off. "



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    [/size][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:450px; background-color: #98C0E6][justify][sub][color=#204364]"Take care! And I'll bring those tickets over in about a week or so when they get processed." Of course I would bring them back to her personally, I didn't want to just send one of the assistants in my office over. I would do it.
    When we walked outside and I saw the guy I couldn't but to be a little mad. "Really! That's my f*cking car!" I muttered to myself as I jogged down the stairs and grabbed the spray can and chucked it down the ally way. Not knowing until Tess had said something and they talked that she knew him. I guess that caused me to calm down a little but I was still mad. But when I saw the art work I looked back at him with a small smile. "You know I like that actually. Have you ever thought of being an artist?" I knew a few artist who took there graphite and put it on canvas that were featured in some nice museums. "Here." I pulled my managers card out of my pocket and handed it to him. "Call her and tell her that you know me. And she can meet with you and talk with you."
    Pulling open the door of the car and starting it. "And I'll be giving you the address of my house so you can come clean this off!" I smirked as I got in, I wasn't going to let him off that easy. Sure I liked it but it just wouldn't work on this car.
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    Both Tess and the man known as Devin seemed surprised. Devin taking the card and looking at it, Before his eyes flickered up. His mouth opening to say some thing but Ben was already in the car. A small grin growing on his face. "Maybe.. If I feel like it Shrimp. " He told him, Still referring to Ben as Shrimp. Which seemed to have instantly become his nickname. Devin's gaze then flickered towards Tess and he laughed. "You picked a really... Different one Eh? " Tess giggled in responds telling him. "He's a sweet heart. I'll give him that. Now you take care Devin. Don't get into any more trouble! " She told him, Moving forward and giving the man a hug before slapping him over the head. Saying. "And you better come clean up the car. " She teased. The man moving his hand to the back of his head, But he was a large guy and it was doubtful she could hurt him if she tried. The next thing she did.. Well Ben probable wouldn't like it. She gave the guy a good bye kiss on the cheek. Though it seemed to be just a friendly kiss, It was probable best not to do such a thing infront of the guy you were dating!


    She then headed towards the car. Getting in and watching as Devin left, Calling behind him. "Call me some time Devin! We ought to catch up some time!" She then looked to Ben before she decided to explain. A small grin on her face. "Me and Devin used to date, He was sixteen I was seventeen.. He actually was the sweetest guys I've ever dated. Sadly he moved after a while and neither of us wanted to do a long distance relationship. " She explained, Yeah. Probable not a good idea to tell Ben about this. Especially when Ben had recently found out his wife was cheating on him, The negative bit of this seemed to go right over Tess's head. She then said perkily. " Its really nice seeing him again. We only ever get to talk these days online. " She told him. Soon taking a drink of her beer.


    Yeah, There was a reasons couples didn't normally talk about there previous relationships.



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    [/size][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:450px; background-color: #98C0E6][justify][sub][color=#204364]Hearing her say this I felt threatened. How could you not when the guy who use to date the girl your dating she seems to have a better relationship with. Sighing I ran my hand threw my hair and wanted to reach over and turn the music on full blast but I knew it would bug her. That's what I did when ever I was upset. Listen to music or play music. It was all music. Music was my life and if other things needed to take a back seat for a little bit then it might. And I hated to say it but maybe I wasn't ready to get back into dating yet. I mean my divorce isn't even finalized yet.
    I really didn't talk the car ride home but just nodded and maybe muttered something here and there as she talked. Once home I got out of the car ahead of her and was greeted by the two small children that were mine. "Daddy!" Micheal smiled as he kind of hobbled over to me. Picking him up I kissed his cheek with a smile.
    "Were you good for Grandma?" I asked looking at him with a slightly stern face.
    He seemed to laugh and hug me. "Of course!" Smiling back up at him as I carried him over to the kitchen to start lunch.
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    Tess for the most part was rather oblivious to his feelings during the ride. But that could partly be blamed from the alcohol. She simply became rather perky and giggly when she drank. Though luckily she hadn't let herself drink enough her words became slur or she would start stumbling around! That could come later when the kids were asleep! Tess when they arrived home went ahead and got the cake out the car. As well as the beer, Soon telling the kids perkily. "We brought cake! If you boys are good we might let you have some later. " She said softly. Following behind Ben. She didn't see Eric. Most likely he was playing in the kids rooms.


    Putting the cake and such on the counter, Her gaze flickered around before she smiled. And then she noticed it, At the side of the house jabbering with some reporter was Eric. The women must have thought she could easily get information by pulling one of the kids off to the side to talk. Tess's gaze darkened and soon enough she was storming outside, She didn't want some stranger talking to her kid! Approaching she soon pulled Eric away and told him gently. "Go inside.. " She told him. The boy seemed confused but nodded. Hurrying off as his mother said.
    Tess's gaze flickered towards the reporter before she said. "Now, What were you saying to my boy? " She asked, She had a right to be nervous. A stranger was talking to her son in a shady spot. No adults around, The women could have been trying to kidnap Eric or some thing! The reporter then grinned and said. "So your the women Mr. Ben is with! Hello! I'm doing a article on the story! I couldn't have dreamed of getting to talk with you or Ben face to face! Any way, Your son said your names Tess? I was wondering if Ben was paying you to sleep with him or? " She asked curiously. Being rather direct. And very obviously Tess was taken aback. Stepping back. The women was already writing things down on her notepad, Probable having noticed Tess had been drinking from the alcohol on her breath.


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    [/size][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:450px; background-color: #98C0E6][justify][sub][color=#204364]Seeing the reporter out in the yard I set Micheal down and told them to get there Grandma and go upstairs. They knew the drill that came with a reporter showing up, they were never suppose to talk to them or let them get a picture. Storming out into the yard I grabbed Tess wrist and said, "Go back inside. I've got this." It wasn't helping that the alcohol could be smelled on her breath and she was acting loopy.
    Looking at the reporter and giving her a glare I said, "You get off my property now, give me the notebook or I'll cal security and have your job like that!" I snapped my fingers as I started at her. I had experience with reporters and I hated them. I realized that they had a job to do but the fact that they went around and lied ruining lives like mine sucked. I didn't mind the reporters that just showed up at the shows and took pictures and put them online. That got me fans and publicity but this sh*t was to much. I knew that with the push of a button on my fence that the security guard from the gates would come over and that reporter would not have a good time.
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    Tess was taken by surprise as he grabbed her wrist. Tensing up a little, But she didn't leave him, Simply backed up a bit to allow him to deal with this. The reporter practically scoffed at his threat. And she then said. "Ha! Now why would I do that? I got the story thats going to make my career right here. Let me see. How about I read it out to you? And you can tell me what you think? " Looking at her notebook. She then smirked sickly at him before beginning to tell him.


    " When Ben Danvers wife returned home early to surprise her husband. Only to find him in bed with another women, When his distraught wife went to leave he was on her in seconds, Threatening her and trying to hit her! She only managed to escape by hitting him with her purse. And fleeing the house.
    She reports that Mr. Danver's has had a record for verbally and occasionally physically abusing her.
    The women he has been sleeping with is called Tess Cooke, A young women who he was paying money and a roof over her head so she'd sleep with him. " The women laughed before saying. "Thats all I got right now! But I promise the story will be lovely when its in the papers tomorrow! I'll probable have to post it on my blog too in a few hours! Hopefully it isn't to far off from what you remember. Oh and one last thing! Smile for the picture! " Taking her phone out her pocket she proceeded to snap a quick picture before continuing. " Don't look so glum! Soon you'll be known as the superstar who hit his wife, And your little new girlfriend will be famous as your little wh***! " She said overly excitably before proceeding to skip off. Clearly pleased with herself.


    Tess watched the women and was gasping softly. Moving her hand over her mouth, This wasn't good. Soon a lot of people would read the papers and that womens blog. And of course Ben's wife would probable say it all happened exactly like that. Tess then proceeded to sniffle and move over to Ben. Wrapping her arms around him and burying her face against his chest. She felt like she might cry! The alcohol seriously wasn't helping her not be emotional.



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    [/size][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:450px; background-color: #98C0E6][justify][sub][color=#204364]"You f*cking b*tch!" I snapped as I looked at her and heard all that she had said. "You know none of that's true!" And about that time security came up and grabbed her. Taking the note pad that she had and ripping it up and throwing it onto the ground then dragged her out of there.
    I was pissed, I was really pissed. I didn't look back over at her as I walked back inside. Frankly I didn't want to be around her, it sounded terrible but I was kind of blaming her for this. If we hadn't gotten together then this wouldn't have happened. I knew that my wife and I would of gotten divorce but it wouldn't have been like this. Going inside I saw my mom and the boys sitting in the living room together. "Come on! Lets go get some lunch." I just felt like being with my family right now and no one else. Once they were ready the 4 of us got into the car and went to lunch across town at Micheal's favorite place. Inviting my manager to since Micheal had asked if we could eat lunch with him again.
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    Tess couldn't help but feel a tad more upset when he just sort of left them behind. No good byes, No stating where he was going. It upset her more then it probable should. And made her a tad mad, But she was quiet as she trailed into the house. Gaze flickering around. Empty, Except for her mother in her room and Eric upstairs in his room as well. So he'd gone out with ever one besides her family. That just made her narrow her eyes and her thoughts going to the reporter.


    She found herself wondering faintly if The only reason Tess was here was to get back at Ben's wife. It seemed likely, They had just really got together and then she was moving in with him and such. Oh the thought made her angry. She wasn't going to play this game, She wouldn't be seen as some wh*** by the media, And she wouldn't be mixed into all this Drama. She got enough from her own life. She wouldn't be pulled into the middle of all of Ben's problems. Especially if she thought he was just using her to get back at his Ex.


    And so she soon opened her mouth to call Eric downstairs and her mother, They were leaving. They could stay at a hotel or some thing. But then she remembered she still didn't have her car... She seriously needed to get that thing back, Instead she took out her phone and called up a friend to come get her. The first one to come to mind of course, Devin.
    ... Hopefully they would be gone by the time Ben got home, Frankly. Tess couldn't handle confrontation very well, Her previous relationships had proven that trying to talk things out never went well for her. So instead she was simply planning to leave a note this time.



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    [/size][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:450px; background-color: #98C0E6][justify][sub][color=#204364]As we pulled out I stopped the car in the drive-way and sighed and ran a hand threw my hair. I was letting my emotions get ahead of me and I was acting rash. "Actually, were eating lunch here." Pulling back into the garage I got out first and walked into the house, setting my keys on the counter before walking over to Tess and grabbing her face in my hands softly and kissing her. I was never good at saying good-byes or sorrys so this was my way of saying it.
    Sure I was pissed, but I needed to stop. I needed to stop worrying about what people thought. But that's when it gets complicated, to just stop thinking about what people think is a hard thing. Your always looking for approval from people and when you don't get it seems like you just failed. Pulling back I rested my head against hers and just stood there. Like I said I was bad at speaking in general, I was a singer. Not a speech giver.


    Hey, I need to take a break. Some thing happened in my personal life that just...I can't fathom it and I'm just not in the right mind set at the moment to role play. It might be periodically inactive for a few weeks but I'm not leaving for good. You can't get rid of me that easy!))
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    (Ah, Thats perfectly fine. 8P Take all the time you need, And I'll be here when you get back. ^^ I hope you get everything sorted out! )


    Tess had just gotten her phone out to call Devin when she saw Ben coming back in. Panic was her first feeling but it turned to surprise when he kissed her. Eyes widening for a moment before she kissed him back gently. But the kiss ended soon enough and she felt her arms going around him. Hugging him gently as she turned off her phone. No need to call, Or mention Devin now. Her gaze flickering up and studying Ben gently. Unsure what to say at first, She was still upset with him for just walking away from her. Not to mention the reporter!


    Tess let out a sigh before saying softly. "Ben... You need to stop just leaving on me. I want this to work, But..." Her gaze flickered away for a moment, Again she preferred no confrontation. But still, This probable should be discussed. Tess felt like this could easily become a problem in there relationship. He simply left her behind with Little to no good byes, She found herself wondering faintly if he would do that more with his career. With Tess and both there parents living here. He could easily go on the road to do his music and wouldn't have to worry about the kids. Or leave at random hours of the night to go hang out with his band. Tess didn't know him well enough to say he wouldn't!


    Tess then murmured. "I don't want to keep being left behind when you go who knows where.. Especially when you don't even give a proper good bye. " Her gaze then turned firmer. Thinking of what the reporter had said, And it made her tense a bit. Sniffling. "I don't want to risk the reporters words becoming true.. " She murmured, She didn't want to be some girl he stayed with at night then left before sunrise, She already felt some what.. Trapped you could say, She didn't really have enough money to get her, Her mother and her son a proper place stay. She didn't have her car here at all, She was forced to lean on him and had little place to go should things turn bad. Sure a few friends would take her in, Devin would. April would, Amelia would. But she wouldn't be able to stay with them forever.



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    [/size][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:450px; background-color: #98C0E6][justify][sub][color=#204364]"I'm sorry..OK? I'm not good with this stuff. I was always told to just walk away from something when it gets bad. It's still what I do and it sucks. But I'm not walking away anymore, I'm staying and I'm fighting. Because I have you know." I said softly as I brushed some hair out of eyes and kissed her again. Looking into her eyes with a small smile.
    "Now come on, lets eat a family lunch." Seeing my mom had already started to work on making lunch. Hugging her again and kissing her once more, I really did like Tess. She made me feel like no other girl had and it seemed like a miracle. That maybe I would never find the person that I would love and live with forever. That dream had died when I married my soon ex-wife but now it was alive again. Tess had ignited a flame within me and brought me back to life. "Hey, I'm playing a gig tomorrow night with the guys at a little bar for fun. How about we make it a date night and you come watch?" I suggested as I got down silverware and started to set the table.
    The boys sitting down on the couch. "Oh, and hows your mom?" I asked as I looked around the room for her. I hadn't interacted a lot with her. I kind of felt bad about it, so I would make a point of having a nice conversation with her tonight.
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    Tess couldn't help but smile at his words. Kissing back and leaning against him for a moment. Murmuring softly. "Thank you... Thats.. Thats all I needed to know. " She told him, Oh she so dearly cared for him, And hoped that this would work out. She truly wanted it too! But his next words showed how far apart they truly were. His request for her to go listen to them, And Tess was again reminded how she could never really truly understand him. For she could never hear the music that was so much apart of his life, It could never be apart of hers she felt. But Tess didn't have the heart to tell him No. Though it probable would be a lot less pain for her. She'd try her best to listen. Even if it felt like it was tearing her brains out, And no matter what happened she would pretend she was having a good time. He was staying here with her... She.. She could do this for him, And so she nodded and said softly. "Sure! Sounds fun! " She told him perkily.


    And then he just had to ask about her mother. She honestly felt like it would be better if they never really made a proper introduction.. Her mother hated people. Her time as a lawyer had just made her have no patience for them. She liked animals though! That was it. Her mother also tended to be far more.. Closed off during times of grief. The women preferred to just be alone with her thoughts.. She was still mourning her husband, Some thing Tess doubt she'd ever recover from. Tess didn't think she herself would ever fully recover ether.. It was hard to lose some one you cared about. And so she simply told him. "She's still.. Upset from the incident at the house.. Give her time, Its better to leave her be when she's like this.. " Tess told her. Shifting a glance towards the room her mother was in. She hoped Ben didn't try to make chit chat with her mother! Tess's mom had a bit of a temper.. Especially when she was upset. She didn't want Ben to get a flurry of insults sent his way before being thrown out. You didn't mess with her mom.. Like seriously, Wheather it was in front of a judge in a court room or in a bar fight. You did not start a problem with her mother.



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    [/size][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:450px; background-color: #98C0E6][justify][sub][color=#204364]"That's fine, I understand!" I smiled softly as I looked over at her mom and went back to helping my mom make dinner.
    It sounded crazy but my mom went threw a period where she never talked to anyone but me. This was the year that my dad passed away. She kind of shut down for a while, I mean she had lost the man she had been with since high school. The only guy she ever dated was my dad and for him to be taken away before his time, it killed both of us. That was the year we all kind of took a break in my band. I stayed here in town with my mom and made her feel better and everyone else kind of grew there family's a little more.
    But after that year she started to get better, she opened up and started doing fun old lady things, like going to a water aerobics class and making friends there. Joining a knitting club and other funny stuff like that. Now she always seemed to be busy. But she always made time for her family, there was no doubt about it. When ever I needed her or the boys needed her she was always right there.
    After a while my mom finished up dinner and called us all to the table. I helped the boys wash there hands and get settled in before waiting to eat last. I always did that, I wanted to make sure that everyone else ate before me, no matter who they were. It was just a manner thing my dad had taught me and it just stuck with me.
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    Tess soon enough was helping her own little boy get ready for lunch. Of course he was a tad more of a handful then ether Shiloh or Micheal. She still adored her little man, Settling in to eat dinner. It didn't take long before Eric was beginning to tell every one about how he had eaten rattlesnake once. Again, There neighbor had been big on hunting and so Eric seemed to have a interest in it. Though Tess highly doubt he would get to go over to her neighbors house any more to hear any more hunting stories, The little boy still seemed to like the idea.


    Tess was a tad more quiet. Seeming just amused watching them all. It didn't take long before though her motherly nature kicked in with the other boys. Taking a napkin and soon wiping off Micheal's mouth saying. "Oh deary.. You got some food on you. " she said softly before ruffling the kids hair, She couldn't help it! It just sort of happened! She then went back to eating her food though keeping a eye on all three boys, When dinner was over though she soon offered to clean the plates. Taking them off the table and going to wash them quietly. They really were becoming a big family!


    It was when she was gone that Eric decided to ask. "Mr. Ben? Can we all go hunting or fishing one day! I once went fishing with my neighbor and caught a cat fish this big! " He said, Stretching his arms out wide before his cheeks went red and he said happily. "Well.. He caught it.. But I helped! " He said happily. Nearly bouncing in his seat. Oh his mother was in for a handful, The little kid seemed to love drums and hunting and fishing. Not to mention his boundless energy.



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