I put the I in lie (pafp)

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    [/size][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:450px; background-color: #98C0E6][justify][sub][color=#204364]Seeing the look on her face I kind of knew what was going on, I always had to be careful with who got my number or anything like that. Sighing I took the phone and stood up and kind of paced. "No comments today, don't call this number again." I hung up and handed the phone back to her and fell back onto the bed. Covering my eyes and running my hands through my hair and frustration.
    Sometimes I hated being famous, I hated the constant hounding by media. I hated the lies that they created and people actually believed them making people hate me. How I can't do anything with my family out in public with out some pictures being taken or people freaking out because they think I'm doing stuff I'm not. "Sometimes I wish people would just forget my name...Forget I exist." I muttered to myself as I laid there on the bed, keeping my eyes closed and covered.
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    Don't let me go...










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    Tess watched him curiously as he took the phone and replied to the reporter. And then soon enough he was falling onto the bed and Tess found herself just watching because.. What was she supposed to say? She was just starting to get a taste of what he lived with.. And She really had no wise words of advice to be said.. Nothing. But still she sat down her glass after taking one last drink of it and then climbed towards him on the bed. Soon enough sitting on his stomach and taking his hands to hold, A soft look on her face as she stared down had him.


    "Well then... F*** em.. Your set, You got all the money you probable will ever need. You have no reason to have to impress them. " She then leaned forward and gently kissed him on the lips. Smiling gently and telling him. " You can still make music, But make it for the joys of music. Not for people. If they listen to it, Great. If they don't. Well you didn't really care. Cause frankly. People will always be judging you on some thing. Do like my grand father did! Get a big private property some place and put a really big guard dog in it. " She laughed a bit. Again, She couldn't completely give a good answer. She had only just started living in this sort of life, Sure at one point her family had been wealthy but they never had media and such constantly hounding them.




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    [/size][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:450px; background-color: #98C0E6][justify][sub][color=#204364]Feeling her climb on top of me I smiled softly and placed my hands on her hips softly. "You always know how to make me feel better." I chuckled as she kissed her and I kissed her back. "Your right." Thinking for a moment I realized something that seemed genius.
    "Tell me if this is crazy or not!" I chuckled and looked up at her and smiled wildly. "How about we build a new house on your guy's property. We can all live there and we won't have to worry about the press or anything out. The boys would love it." Brushing some hair out of her eyes I sat up a little bit and pulled her into my lap and wrapped my arms around her and kissed her softly again. It felt nice to just kiss and cuddle with someone after being alone for the last few months.


    Sorry, kind of rushed.))
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    Don't let me go...










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    Tess couldn't help but smile brightly as he spoke. A wide grin on her face, She then said happily. "Really!? " She asked, The idea seemed perfect. They could build a new house! It wouldn't be empty! The barn was hadn't been touched by the fire nor the stables, Perhaps they could get some horses and farm animals for the boys. She knew Eric would love chasing around some chickens, Mr. Feathers could have his own personal room again. And then another idea hit her, And she couldn't help but fall in love with the thoughts. Clasping her hands together and day dreaming for a moment as she sat on his lap.


    Tess then said happily. "Hey! I think my mom can get the old building plans for the original house. We could get that and use it as our base! Maybe though change up a few things, I remember we used to have too many rooms. We could change some of it up and give you a really nice music room- " She suggested. They could also make sure in the building plans his music room would be pretty much sound proof. That way it wouldn't hurt her ears! There was really so much they could do. Tess would love her old home back- Though again. Perhaps a few less rooms. It was a awful mess trying to keep a house that big clean by yourself when you had to go to work as well! They could restore the garden- Heck they could even turn the garden into a aviary and put Mr. feathers in it along with a few other birds. That would be awesome to walk into a green house like room with flowers every where and birds fluttering along. Her mother would probable love it. Her mother she remembered had loved that garden..


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    [/size][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:450px; background-color: #98C0E6][justify][sub][color=#204364]Seeing the smile on her face I couldn't help but to chuckle a little. I could see it to, it would be like the house I grew up in. I could take the boys fishing and my mom could create a garden, tend to the animals like she use to. I remember her waking up early and collecting eggs from the chicken coop. How she would go feed the animals before taking me to school, driving down that old gravel road in the beat up pick up truck. I was excited to raise the boys like I had always wanted to.
    When I heard her rambling on I pulled her into a tight kiss. Feeling her body against mine as I held her. "Just shut up and kiss me." I teased as I bit my lip and waited to see what she would do next. If she would return the kiss or maybe even a little more.
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    Don't let me go...










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    Tess couldn't help but giggle at his words and soon replied by kissing him gently. Her eyes closing and resting her hands on his chest. She then pulled away, Smiling at him and telling him softly. "Your such a sweet heart? You know that? " She told him gently, Oh every thing seemed so perfect with him. Sure it would take a while before the issues with his wife settled down.. But it really seemed like every thing could get better! Then again all her previous relationships had seemed perfect at first.. But she had faith in this one. Ben just seemed to nice for this to be able to turn sour!


    Soon enough Tess found her cheeks turning a bit red and she smiled at him. Gently moving to kiss him softly on the neck, Her brown gaze once again closing. But then she found herself hiccuping again and well.. She couldn't help but suddenly get flustered and embarrassed about the whole thing and so pulled away. Murmuring softly, "-Hic-Sorry.. " She said, A awkward smile on her face as she hiccuped. She couldn't help but feel that was a bit of a mood killer a bit. Which she didn't want, But oh well.. She couldn't help it! Her hands still resting on his chest. She then said softly. "Ben... Do you think We'll last? " She couldn't help but find herself asking. She was wondering faintly if he thought this would be just a little fling.. Nothing but butterflies.. Or if they could actually have a real chance together.. Tess honestly wasn't sure any more.. This feeling in her chest felt so real.


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    [/size][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:450px; background-color: #98C0E6][justify][sub][color=#204364]Feeling her kiss me back I had moved my hand to her hip. Starting to make the next move as she pulled away with the hiccups. I couldn't help but to laugh a little bit as I pulled myself back up into sitting position. Sitting next to her after she crawled off my lap to get a drink. And when she asked me this question I nodded and ran my hand through my hair. "I'd like to say we will. But you can't ever tell whats going to happen." But smiling I wrapped my arm around her and kissed her softly.
    "But all we can do is love each other as long as we can and support each other. That's what gives me the confidence to believe that we can do it....I hope that wasn't depressing or anything." I chuckled as I shook my head.
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    Don't let me go...










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    Tess couldn't help but Giggle at him as he spoke, Staring at him gently before saying. "No.. Not depressing.. Just Cheesy. " She told him softly, It was cure really. But she couldn't help but feel worried at his term so loosely of love. And she couldn't help but wonder. Did she love him? Sure she cared for him.. But love was a strong, And some times scary word! But she didn't say anything about it. Only time would tell. And she didn't want to lie to him with the words, 'I love you. ' That was just a big step.


    Tess then kissed him gently, Setting her cup of water down and laughing. "Speaking of Cheesy, When you going to write me some cheesy love song that I won't even be able to listen too. " She laughed clearly jokingly. Wasn't that what musicians did? Right random love songs about there lovers. Then again, He might right about his ex.. Oh she would hate that. It would just end awful! Tess then bopped his nose and continued. "Preferably describing in great detail how fabulous I am. " She teased gently, A little twinkle in her eyes as she talked and that teasing grin on her face. Though then again, He could probable right a song about anything and say it was about her and she wouldn't know the difference. It wasn't like she could exactly listen to his music! She figured that actually might cause some difficulties in there relationship later.. It wasn't as if she could help it though! It hurt her ears to listen simply.


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    [/size][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:450px; background-color: #98C0E6][justify][sub][color=#204364]I am so sorry! I lost the thread some how but I'm back!))
    Hearing her ask me when I was going to write her a cheesy love song I let a chuckle escape my lips as I reached my hand out blindly. Feeling my fingers slide across the glass that was the wine glass, wrapping my fingers around it as I brought it over to my mouth and took a small sip. Setting it back down and looking back up at her. Letting my tongue travel across the skin on my lips in attempt to save anything that may linger there. "Do you want me to write you a song?" I asked with a small smirk. Looking up at her with my bright blue eyes, "I figured you wouldn't want one since music bothers your ears?" Ya, it was strange. I was a musician, and she didn't like to listen to music. It seemed like the strangest combination but I didn't care about that. I liked Tess, a lot at that.
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    Don't let me go...










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    (Don't worry about it. ^^ I've been busy with stuff anyway. )


    Tess was a bit surprised when he asked her that! He didn't expect him to take her seriously! Soon beginning softly. "Oh no, I was just playing with you. Whats the point of writing some one a song when they can't enjoy it? " Tess gently told him, She'd never understand his passion for Music. She'd never share it. It was just some thing that the two could never share. She then kissed him gently on the nose before saying. "But its cute you would offer.. Instead you can just tell me how fabulous I am." Tess told him. A teasing tone in her voice, She couldn't help but find herself staring into his pretty eyes. Gosh, How did she get this lucky? She honestly had no clue.


    It really made her think, This was the rock star that could have any girl he wanted at any time. Why was he with her? He had just become single again yet he chose her? A women who had little money to her name, Already had a kid. Didn't even like music and probable dozens more flaws she could list off. Why was he here? Tess then found herself saying. "You know? You could probable be with any one you wanted to be with? Why me? " She asked curiously wanting to hear his answer. Her hands gently resting on his chest and big brown eyes staring up at him.


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    [/size][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:450px; background-color: #98C0E6][justify][sub][color=#204364]"I'll find something you like! I promise." I teased as I looked into her eyes. Losing myself in the depths of them. Running my hand through her long dark hair before placing it on her hip. Before I sat up. Stretching my neck out and listening to her ask me why I chose her. "Why did I chose you?" I chuckled looking at her.
    Crossing my legs over each other as I sat there. "I chose you because you don't care about what I do. You would still be here, I hope, if I was some sort of garbage man. I also chose you because you understand what it's like to feel alone in the world and raise a kid by yourself. And I just connected with you, you make me feel like I always wanted to feel with my wife but never did." A small smile on my face as I looked back at her. Then hearing a knock at the door and looked over to see Micheal there.
    "Can you tuck me in?" He asked. His fist clutched around a small, ratty blanket, and a stuffed dinosaur in the other. Some how he had one of his thumbs in his mouth.
    "Ya buddy." I looked at Tess and kissed her softly before getting off the bed and picking Micheal up. Taking him to his room and laying him in the bed covered with alien printed sheets. Tucking him in and sitting there as I sang softly to him. Rubbing his back as he clutched the blanket and the dinosaur. Soon passed out I brushed the hair off of his forehead and kissed the soft skin. Turning off the night light and walking back into the hallway. Shutting the door behind me.
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    Tess blushed as she listened to him, Her gaze flickering away for a moment before returning to his pretty eyes. She couldn't help but picture him being a actual man made out of garbage when he said garbage man though she knew that wasn't what he ment. Still she had to resist a giggle coming from her at the idea. Gosh he was so cheesy and cute.. She loved that about him! Soon opening her mouth to say some thing but before she could the door was opening and she moved away from him to be met by the adorable sight of Micheal. Why was this house filled with so many cute people! She had to resist letting out a d'aww.. At the sight of him but she resisted it and simply watched as Ben left to tuck the boy in. Deciding to trail behind.


    She followed quietly behind him and watched the adorable scene play out. Her gaze shifting to the other boys to make sure they were tucked in properly, Which luckily they were and snoozing away. Eric laying in his normal position on his stomach all stretched out. Amy smiled at the sight before allowing her gaze to flicker to Ben as he returned to her. Stepping away quietly as the door close she gave him a kiss on the cheek. Murmuring. "Why do all the boys in this house have to be so freaking adorable. " She teased gently.


    Tess then gently tugged on his arm and told him. "Come on.. We should get to bed too. " Before turning and heading towards there room. She figured they'd be in for a long day tomorrow, She was also reminded of the baby girl and brother they had seen. Deciding to mention. "We have work, And I also wouldn't mind calling and seeing if the little girl.. Zoey I think her name is? Is doing alright? " She murmured, It was then a yawn escaped her. Had she not had to wake up early tomorrow she might have offered to stay up later! But she still had work to go to after all.


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    [/size][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:450px; background-color: #98C0E6][justify][sub][color=#204364]Seeing her standing out in the hallway I smiled and wrapped my arms around her waist. Kissing her softly before I rested my forehead against hers. Feeling her hot breath against mine as she talked. Chuckling as she asked how our children were so cute. "I mean have you seen us." I teased before kissing her one last time before I felt her hand on my arm and start to drag me to the bed room. "Ya...Your right. I have to actually go in tomorrow and do some stuff with the band." Tomorrow would be a song writing day, and god those took forever. We once spent 3 days in the studio just messing with lyrics for this song for a movie we were writing. There seemed to be a million drafts for the one song.
    We could figure out lyrics, play, and when I sang nothing just seemed right until we settled on one of them. It was a long process but a nice one. Once in the room I stripped down into my boxers and crawled into the bed. Letting out a long sigh as I felt the mattress hit my back. Letting out a long sigh as I ran my hand through my hair and waited for her to crawl in.
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    Don't let me go...










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    Amy giggled slightly at him at his comment. He was going to be some things with his band? She found herself considering on her lunch break going to see him. She would get to meet his band! That would be fun she figured! Then again they might not like her.. But she guessed she would just have to see! It was then her attention went to him undressing and getting into his boxer. She couldn't help but blush a bit but tried not to stare too much, Soon moving into bed with him and giving him a gentle kiss and murmuring. "Good night.. "


    She then flopped over next to him and wrapped her arms around him, After pulling the blanket up over her of course. Her head resting on his chest, Tomorrow was probable going to be a rough day. What with the reporters and such. She actually found herself a little worried they'd come to her work! Oh she really didn't want to know what they were going to be saying about her! But she brushed it aside and instead chose to think about this new family of hers until she fell asleep.


    (Shall we timeskip to tomorrow? 8P )


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    Waking up early the next morning I had to be out before anyone else would be up. So about 4:30 I went to the kitchen and made a cup of coffee. While it was brewing I ran through the shower and got dressed. Pulling on some black jeans and red sweater. Going back downstairs I drank the coffee and started my car before I walked back upstairs.
    Once back in the bedroom I walked over to Tess's sleeping body. Climbing onto the bed I kissed her forehead softly. "I'll see you...Well sometime." Climbing back off the bed I pulled my shoes one and went to kiss the boys. After my boys I went into the room that Eric was in and smiled softly. Brushing his hair out of his face and kissing his forehead softly to. At this point he kind of felt like my son.
    Going out to the garage I climbed into my car, since the SUV was now spray painted, and headed to the studio. Finally arriving there at about 5:15 and starting my day. Not knowing when I would be done today or even get a break.
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    Don't let me go...










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    Tess awoke some time after he left, Her eyes flickering open to see he wasn't next to her. It took her a few minutes before she realized he probable had gone to work. Which she too of course had to be at! She guessed that would mean she would drop off the kids at school. Which she didn't mind, It would be fun she figured! Soon getting up and out of bed she stretched out before heading to the shower. Soon taking a quick one before she got dressed in her more formal clothes, A nice skirt and pretty blouse. She always dressed nice for work, It was just some thing she did. Though her work did have a pretty strict dress code. After getting herself ready she figured it was time to wake up the boys.


    Tess figured since her mother was sleeping in she would just pick the boys up some thing to eat, Hopefully that would be okay! Tess herself had always been some one who was a bit active in the morning. Flicking on the lights of the rooms she then laughed. "Time to get up! " She said happily. Gently shaking each of the boys one by one. Eric by far throwing the most fit and grumbling as he buried his face in his pillow. Tess smiled brightly and said. "If you boys don't wake up I guess I'm going to have to get myself donuts for breakfast and eat them all by myself! " She said, Which caused Eric to sit up quickly. His eyes wide before he scrambled out of bed. Tess smiled before tapping his nose gently before going to the boys closet and picking out some thing for them to wear. She soon laid there clothes out on there beds and said happily. "Alright boys. Get dressed! I'll be down stairs! " She said softly, Though she did have a few little problems she found herself realizing as she reached the bottom of the stairs.


    She had No idea where Ben had left the keys to his car, And her's wasn't here after all. But the problem was soon solved as she pulled out her phone and dialed his number. "Hey, Er.. Where did you leave the keys? Also, I'm going to pick up donuts for the boys, If you give me directions I can bring you some for breakfast? " She asked, Heading to the front door and starting to slip on her shoes.


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    [/size][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:450px; background-color: #98C0E6][justify][sub][color=#204364]Micheal was of course the first one up. Excited to start his day as he ran downstairs and got his bag ready. With the help of his grandma of course. The two of them put lunches together for everyone and started planing out what they would be doing for dinner.
    Feeling my phone buzz in my pocket as I pushed the door open with my hip. Seeing it was from Tess I smiled softly and answered the phone. "Hey babe!" I smiled softly as I started to the back of the building to the studio. Passing other recording rooms and odds's and ends. "Oh ya! I was going to tell you, there's a wooden key rack by the garage door. I made a key ring up for you. It's got the SUV car key and a house key. The one with the red key chain."
    Pushing the door open to our studio I set my bag down in the rolling chair and saw the guys in the studio just tuning and warming up. "And it would be awesome if you can bring you something! I'll text you the address but anything works!" Seeing them wave me in I nodded and took my jacket off. "I'll talk to you later. Thanks and tell the boys I'll see them tonight." Hanging up the phone I tossed it into the chair with the rest of my stuff and walked into the booth. Grabbing my guitar from a stand and tossing it over my shoulder and walking over to the microphone and making sure it was all set up.
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    Don't let me go...










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    (So sorry for late reply! Also. Shall we time skip to when she gets to his work? XP )


    Tess was relieved by him answering the phone, She'd met some people who Never answered.. Like ever. It was annoying. But more to the point, She soon found the keys with his help and thanked him before saying good bye and choosing to focus on the boys. placing her phone in her pockets she then bounced inside and said. "Alright! Come on boys. Lets go! " She said perkily, Heading towards them she ruffled Micheal's hair and said softly. "You dad said he'll see you tonight. Which means we all get to hang out until we get to school!" She said perkily. Giving him a kiss on the cheek before her attention moved to Eric who was groggily making his way down stairs. Book bag thrown over his shoulder.


    Tess couldn't help but chuckle at the sight of him before saying. "Alright sleepy head, Lets go. Though remind me some one in this house needs a hair cut! " She said, As Eric's hair was starting to get a bit longer. The boy groaned simply sleepily until Tess started shooing him and the others towards the car. Acting all perky and excited even though it was Way to early for all that! At least in Eric's mind it was!


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    [/size][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width:450px; background-color: #98C0E6][justify][sub][color=#204364]No problem! And ya we can. I'll let you though.))


    Pulling on my headphones I cued the band to start. Counting them off as I closed my eyes and imagined the sheet music in front of me. Pulling the white guitar with the white strap over my shoulder and pushed it to the side so the guitar rested on my back.
    Grabbing the microphone with my hands and pulling it out of the stand. "It was electric from the moment they crossed paths. Actively attracted but attempting to walk past. Just stop breathe count to three. Is she worth it?' Feeling the lyrics flow from my mouth the way a stream may babble over some rocks on its way to a bigger lake of water. Closing my eyes as I tapped my foot to keep the beat. Hearing another cue as I went back in. "Whatever this is it doesn't feel right Baby, think about your kids You're not putting up a fight We could make love tonight But you're gonna hate yourself in the morning light." I didn't realize at the time but I look back now and realize that this was the point of my marriage were I began to question if it would work. And now I look at this song and it described the way my life was just a few weeks ago when I met Tess.
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    Don't let me go...










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    (Okay dokay! )


    Tess soon entered his work, Having dropped of the boys and having a little while before she had to go to work. She carried with her a box of the left over donuts, Entering the building quietly. She honestly had no Idea where to go or to wait, Her gaze flickering around and a women seemed to notice her seeming all confused for she asked if she needed help. Tess soon echoed who she was looking for and luckily was pointed in the right direction. And thus Tess found herself heading down the hall ways, Looking at the doors she past before stopping at where the room the band should be at was. She quickly realized they were probable practicing so turned off her hearing aid. Nope, She wasn't going to be surprised with loud music!


    And so she headed into the room. Soon to see Ben and his band and oh gosh.. He was adorable playing. But she didn't speak, She didn't want to bother them. And so simple stood on the side lines letting them play, She did though find herself feeling even more bad that she couldn't listen to there music. But she pushed the thought away and kept quiet. She awaited until it seemed like they were finished with the song before she made her presence known. Though she hoped she had enough donuts if his band mates wanted any! Soon clapping her hands and waving at Ben with a smile. Even if she couldn't hear them they looked cool practicing and she'd enjoy that. They seemed to have alot of fun with it!


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