Anything hurts less than the quiet ! ( private : Silenced )

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    Sometimes...it was hard to try to always stay happy. Past memories continued to haunt him, even though he was trying to bury them all down deep inside of him by joining Blizzardclan and Bloodclan. The friends he has made already were amazing, and he...was trying to be as happy as possible. It was just tough. Guilt from what had happened lingered inside of him unfazing, he was just...hurting, and he didn't know how to stop.


    The Japanese bobtail padded through the lush forest in Bloodclan. Today he was in a rather sad mood, and he was trying to distract himself by hunting. Thunder rumbled in the sky as dark clouds formed over head. Camisado knew it was going to rain...but...he could stay out for a bit longer. He let out a small exhale through his nose, giving a yawn as well. But his Amber eyes suddenly flickered towards a movement nearby, it was a mouse. The small feline started to stalk towards it. When he was close enough, he tried to jump forward to get it, ended up tripping, falling forward and Onto his face. The mouse of course, scurried away, but Cami just laid there. Tears slowly started to fill his eyes. How embarrassing. He was a natural failure wasn't he? He sniffled and covered his eyes with his paws.


    Today was not his day.



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    Silenced had done many things he'd regret and no matter how hard he'd try to be good there was always something he'd do wrong, his appearance wasn't quite fitting with the rest of the group or his personality was to isolated to be apart of something. There was always something negative people liked to point out. He didn't let these thoughts phase him since he lost his sense of feeling ever since he left his beloved friend behind, the look on her face crushed his hopes of ever finding someone like her.


    A quivered sigh would escape his maw as the male summoned up a camera to snap a few photos to send back. Photography always calmed his nerves, it was his own personal stress reliever. The small tabby would raise the polaroid up and slowly scan the area for something to snap, and then he came across the withered form of Camisado, fear spiked through his system as he noticed his motionless body along the ground. Dropping the camera, Silencedpaw would jog his way toward the male with the worst depiction of his corpse strung inside his mind. A quivering sigh escaped his maw as he noticed the fresh tears staining his cheeks, "Cami" the male would whisper with is paw stretching forward in attempts to lightly prod at his side. "Cami are you alright?" he would ask, his ton becoming more stern as the image of death flashing across his mind.


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    Cami let a tiny gasp escape his mouth as his side was poked and a whisper reached his ears. He quickly lifted his head, looking at Silenced with wet sad eyes. Tears streamed down his face, and his breathing was shaky and short. He swallowed and bit down on his lip, looking down at the ground. Why was he doing this? Why was he so weak as to let his emotions get the best of him? He backed up slightly and slowly nodded, drawing a triangle into the ground...then a square.


    I m alri ght he quickly wrote down with a shaky paw, giving a log exhale from his nose.



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    Silenced would look toward the engravings in the ground, his eyes squinting slightly as he tried to read the words . The sound of thunder made the male flinch and soon enough he could feel the tiny pellets of rain starting to stain his frothy brown pelt into a dark, charcoal color. "C'mon, lets get you inside" he would murmur, his paw outstretching slightly as he tried to angle his body over the male so he wouldn't get entirely covered in rain. His golden oculars would graze of his frail form, with his timid personality tugging slightly at his heart strings.


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    Cami let out sniffles and pants escape his mouth, trying to wipe his eyes to try to stop the flow of tears. He slowly opened his watery eyes once more, looking over to see the tabby shielding him from the rain that started to drizzle. His eyes widened in surprise and he almost let his mouth drop open. His heart prickled at just the simple act of kindness that was displayed right at the moment. He sniffled and looked down at his paws, giving a small nod. Why did his face feel warm? More importantly why would anyone waste their precious time trying to help a waste of space like him.
    At his words he can only manage a nod, tears continuing to spill down his face as he looked up at the other tabby. The rain only began to start to pour at that moment.



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    A small sigh would escape the trainees maw as he offered a paw toward the fallen male with his golden oculars gently grazing over his delicate features. He didn't know it was possible for one cat to be this adorable, it was insane how cute he was acting that Silencedpaws role-player may or may not have already made a sit tone of fan art for them.


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    *wheezes in background* SHOW MEEEEE


    Cami turned to look up at the male, forcing a weak smile onto his face before putting his paw in the other's and pulling himself onto his feet. The Japanese bobtail winced slightly as his right paw stung when he put pressure on it. He must've sprained it a little bit. Camisado swallowed and stayed close to Silencedpaw, brushing against him without even realizing it. The two then made their way to the nearest shelter they could find as fast as they could. The first form of escape from the rain that they could find was a small cave near the entrance of the Ancient city.


    Camisado limped inside, completely drenched in water. He wiped his tired eyes with his paw and sat himself down slightly panting. The feline shook the water off of his fur as much as he could before staring to shiver. Goodness he shouldn't of stayed out there so long. He turned to look at Silencedpaw with tired eyes. Luckily he was able to make some small marks into the cave floor.


    im sorry


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