I Never Expected This (bxb) But I'm Glad It Did

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    jerome 'jeremy' finn maxwell




    Jeremy was leaning against the wall when Damien left. He did nothing but watch when he came in, after all he had no idea who this person was, and really had nothing to say regardless if this was his adoptive brother or not. He turned his head to look at the staircase Damien ran up, then stood straight. "I'll get him..." Jeremy muttered to himself before heading up the stairs himself. I don't even know where he ran off to... He thought to himself as he looked from side to side, and just decided to check Damien's new room even though he didn't know whether Damien knew where his room was in the first place. Upon arriving at the door, he balled his right hand and knocked on the door. "Are you okay...?" He said aloud, and put his hand down to wait for him to open the door.

    (Sorry that its rather long I just had a lot of muse at the moment)


    Damien sighed softly when someone knocked on his door. He didn't bother to put his cigarette out before he walked to the door. He herd what someone asked him, but he wasn't sure who it was so he didn't answer till he saw that it was Jeremy. He shrugged slightly. "Not really. I mean I just learned that the last 13 years of my life have been a lie," Damien said waving the older boy into his room. He shut the door behind him and made his way back to the window flicking his ashes out the window. "I mean what am I supposed to do. I'm nothing like you guys and I'm supposed to be your 'brother' and their 'son', and its just I dont know stressful," he said running a hand through his hair. "You guys all seem well mannered and classy and I'm just a big mess," Damien said and sighed softly leaning his head against the wall and putting his cigarette out.


    "I just don't understand how I can be a part of all this when we're so different from each other," Damien said pulling his knees to his chest and laying his head on his knees. He hadn't expect all of that to come out to a boy whose supposedly his brother that he hasn't seen in 13 years and never even knew he had. He'd been told that they were really close when they were younger back before he was taken. He shook his head not wanting to think about that. "I'm supposed to know all of these people who are crowding me and asking me a million questions and I dont even know you. They told me we were really close when we were younger and I just don't remember. I dont remember you or our parents. I just dont f*cking remember," he said saying the last part a little louder than he meant to. He sighed again and closed his eyes for a second.

    [size=6pt]Jeremy sat on the side of his bed as he listened to him. After Damien finished, he didn't know exactly how to respond to that, but he just started to let words flow out of his mouth. "I don't think anyone is expecting you to adapt to us in one day, they're just excited you're back because they haven't seen you in 13 years, and can you blame them?" He asked, and without waiting for an answer he continued. "You just need time I guess, and just take it easy alright?" Jeremy said and sat on the bed for a few moments before getting up, thinking there was really nothing else he could say. But he stood there for a few more seconds incase Damien would say something before he left.


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    Damien nodded knowing he was right. "I know its just they don't have to crowd me. Considering they don't know how I am. Obviously that lady didn't tell them anything about me," he said his dark blue hues looking up to meet Jeremy's for a second. "I don't think I'm going to stay here long," he muttered to himself. He knew it was the truth and it wasn't because he didnt know these people. It was because he wasn't like them and it didnt matter how long he stayed there with them. It wouldn't change who he was. He'd always be the boy that people were afraid of the boy who was a bad influence. The boy that had grown up with the wrong family. He wasn't one of those people that could hang out with nice people with good manners and become them. No he was the one who influenced the good kids to become him and his awful bunch of friends. Although he wouldn't be seeing them much any more.


    "Thanks for asking if I was okay though," Damien said smiling softly. He was still a little jittery from being crowded by all those people, but he tried to make it not so noticeable. He already hated it here not because he didn't know them, but they made him feel trapped and suffocated. And he'd only been there for a few minutes. He sighed softly and leaned his head back looking up at the ceiling. He hoped that it wouldn't come to leaving his actual family. He wanted to get to know them and try to fit in with them.

    ( sorry, I didn't know my text became that small, I replied that with my phone and it looked too big originally so I made it smaller and it didn't look that small on my phone XD )



    "No problem I guess," Jeremy replied with a shrug, and looked at him for a moment before breaking their contact and turning around to head out the door. "Just come down when you're ready," He said, twisting the knob and opening the door to walk out. He shut the door behind him, Not as cheerful to be back here as I thought he might be, but why would he be happy anyways? he thought to himself and let out a sigh. The way Damien seemed and looked a lot different from everyone stood out to Jeremy, it would probably be normal for him to feel uncomfortable, probably he would too if he was in his shoes right now. He had to admit, the fact that they were close as kids didn't seem true, at least he didn't feel it was true and didn't feel like Damien's brother in the first place. But then again maybe it would be because he didn't grow up around him, and had barely one memory of him.



    Jeremy turned his head to look back at the door for a moment. Over time maybe... Giving Damien time to settle would be better right? Or at least thats what he thought. He looked back forward and started to walk down the halls, towards his room.





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