I smiled to myself. "You look so adorable right now Ame."
Memories of Love (boy X boy)
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Ame blushed a bit and buried his face in Haruki's hair to hide it.
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He let out a giggle. "Still cut Ame." Haruki says.
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"You shush" Ame said, blushing a bit harder, "you're supposed to be the cute one."
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"Oh really, what is that suppose to mean? You really do look adorable when you are asleep." Haruki says looking back up at Ame's red face.
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"Th-thanks, I guess" Ame said, burying his face into Haruki's neck. He wasn't used to being called cute and adorable, so he wasn't sure how to react.
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"You still are my strong Ame though, so please don't forget that." he says innocently.
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Ame smiled at him and gave a small nod. "I won't" he said quietly.
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His happy face went to a face of worry. "You looked like something was troubling you as you slept as well. But if it's anything about Jun or anything like that don't force yourself to tell me." Haruki says.
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Amr's smile did fade and he held Haruki as close to him as he could. "Something did happen, but I'd rather not go through all the details" he said quietly, not looking at the boy "I just want you to know that, whatever happens, I'm sorry."
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He didn't mind being hugged tightly. "Don't blame yourself Ame, none of this is your fault." Haruki says, "I am not sure if this is relevant but. When we went out for ice cream that one time i noticed jun taking pictures of us."
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Ame looked to the side and nodded a bit. "I know" he said quietly, still feeling guilty.
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"I have a feeling i shouldn't ask how, i kinda already have that person in my mind." Haruki says with a deep breath. "I feel so guilty if he is my brother, so if you want to throw me out on the street and not stress i'm fine with that." The smaller boy says without thinking.
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Ame's eyes widened a bit in surprise. "I'd never want to throw you out" he told him, holding him close "why would you ever think that? Just because things are getting bad doesn't mean I'll abandon you."
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"I wasn't thinking, i'm sorry Ame i just don't like seeing you like this." Haruki replies happy he wouldn't be abandoned by his lover.
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Ame sighed quietly. "I don't like being like this either, but I'm not going to get rid of you over something like this. If anything, I need you right now; I would be mentally destroying myself if you weren't here."
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"I need you too. But why does he want me so bad?" He asks curiously.
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"I don't know" he said quietly. And I'm afraid to find out he thought, but didn't say in fear of frightening Haruki.
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"I hate Jun." Haruki says wanting to take care of it himself but he knew he would easily be taken down no matter what. 'I'm sorry i'm so weak. If i could take are of Jun. I would in a heartbeat.' He thought to himself reaching out his arms to hug Ame back.
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"I do too" Ame said quietly, laying his head on Haruki's "I wish he'd just go away." He was actually getting to the point where, if Jun came into his house again, he wouldn't be afraid to shoot him. But he knew that was wrong.