Mizzy just watched. Unsure of what had happened. Soon enough she zipped of to some other task to help clean the house.
I was unaware of anything going on. I finished the dishes and sat to relax. The place was already clean as it was so there wasn't much left. Once the laundry was done we could sit and prepare for what's next.
I remained in the bedroom for a bit before the sick feeling forced me to the bathroom. I began to throw up, clinging to the toilet as I began to tear up. I was a fool to say I loved him. He love the other girl, not me....
I watched her race to the bathroom and at once I followed in an effort to help her. Mizzy followed to curious to see what was going on. "Oh no! Are you OK?" I asked though the answer was obviously no. "Was it something you ate? Was my breakfast that bad?"
"G-go away...." I managed, convulsing as I sat there, "P-please.... Go away...." I trailed off, closing my eyes and holding tighter to the toilet before me, "I don't want to talk to you.... To think that...." I trailed off, beinning to cry harder.
What had I missed? I opened my mouth to speak but Mizzy shook her head. I backed away and went to the bedroom. What had I said to make her mad? Was doing laundry not a good thing for humans?
Mizzy rubbed Fey's back in an effort to make her feel better. "Do you need the berries?" she asked. She too was unaware of why she was reacting like this. Than something clicked in her head. "Are you not one like To Bi As? Are you human?" her tone more concerned and afaid than angry.
I continued to cry, shuddering as Mizzy rubbed my back. She spoke again now, asking if I was human. Crying harder, I nodded, "Please, don't tell anyone.... They're already hunting us down. I don't want to die, and I don't want to make Tobias die...."
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Mizzy trembled a little but remained where she was. "I won't tell anyone." she remarked. "Are you sure you do not want him to die? You didn't sound rather happy with him just now. You probably hurt him much more than the squad could." she added. "Maybe go speak to him. If he thinks you don't care he might give up. Turn himself in to protect you."
I sniffled, closing my eyes, "You're afraid of me...." I held onto myself, shaking my head a bit, "I don't want him to. It's my fault we're in all of this trouble.... It's all my fault. 'm stupid for thinking he had any feeling for me, stupid for even agreeing to drive him...." I trailed off before standing and slowly moving to the bedroom. I sunk onto the bed, closing my eyes.
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Mizzy followed the saddened human. "How do you know he doesn't? Did he say so himself?" she remarked. "He's different from others. Even among his kind. He's very direct about what he says. If he doesn't love you he won't pretend he does. He sees games like that as a waste of time."
"He hasn't said he felt anything for me anyways." I retorted softly, laying down and curling up, "I don't think he has any feelings for me at all. He just.... Likes the other one."
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"The other one? Oh you mean Bel In Da." Mizzy remarked. She knew most of the story behind it but not all of it. "He isn't with her now. I haven't seem him like this since her. He really does like you a lot. Maybe even love."
I had gone out into the hall. I was feeling really sad. 'If I turn myself in Fey should be safe. It's all my fault anyway. I did something wrong.' I whispered still thinking the laundry had been what was wrong. A memory flashed in my head. I remembered a former love. Bel In Da. She had been asking me to join the squad. I didn't want to as I enjoyed the action for the simple jobs. Officially we never argued. We agreed to end the relationship simply because we had lost the emotions for each other. It had gotten to where I would see her and feel guilty for not wanting to join the squad.
"Where's TObias? I want him to tell me himself." I whispered, "Please."
"I don't know. He was just outside the room when I came in." she remarked. "I'll get him." she said and walked off. A moment later she came back. "He's gone." she said remarked sounding a little fearful.
When Mizzy came in and said he was gone, I began to cry harder. I forced myself from the bed, "Tobias? Tobias, wherea re you?" I begged the house, stumlbling to find the shapeshifter as I sobbed, "Tobias!" I felt as though my heart had been ripped from my chest as I hurried to the door. Was he outside? I yanked the door open and stepped out into the crisp air, ignoring the stinging cold on my face, "TOBIAS!?"
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I had gotten a block away. I didn't know for sure where to even go to turn myself in but I had to try. In the distance I could hear someone calling my name. I knew the voice. It was Fey. I paused. Should I turn back or keep going. I finally settled for turning back. It was likely the squad trying to lure me out Just than I felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked to see Kora. "Hey To Bi As." I flinched. Even in my own disguise she could tell it was me? "You?!" I said in shock. "How did you find me?" "You assume I was looking. Your not hard to find dog. Where's your master?" she remarked. I flinched. "I don't have one." I snapped.
Mizzy was worried to but not so much for Tobias or Fey but her own safety. What would this human do to her? Would she be blamed for this? "I-I'm sorry." she squeaked hoping that would help things.
"Tobias?!" I sunk to the ground, tears streaming down my face. Kizzy spoke and I slowly shook my head, "it isn't your fault. It's my fault.... It's all my fault." I closed myeyes for a moment before standing, "I'm going to go look for him. I have to."
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Mizzy nodded. "Can I help?" she asked. She did know a way she could. Probably make things easier but humans didn't usually like magic so she was afraid to use it.
"Keep telling yourself that dog. That human you were with would suggest otherwise." I felt my heart break more. "Was. She doesn't want me anymore. I was going to turn myself in so she would be safe." Kora just laughed. "Safe? You assume she's safe. She knows to much. Whether your with her or not she's already dead. It'll just be a matter before they find her. I hope I'm there to see her torture. I bet they'll dismember her. Or better yet..." I had heard enough. Between her being in danger either way and the thought of Fey gettting tortured I had had enough. I took a swing and hit Kora full force dropping her to the ground.
I nodded shakily, pulling myself to my feet and beginning to go down the street.
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She closed her eyes to allow the magic to work. At once Tobias' voice could be heard speaking to Kora.
Kora remained on the ground but burst out laughing. "So the dog has a limit. Good boy." she taunted. I trembled. In anger and fear and personal disappointment. I had just attacked another of my own kind without having an order to. I turned at once and ran off heading towards the apartment. I had to find Fey.
I ran into a solid body about half way down the street, giving a cry before seeing it was Tobias. Almost insstantly I was standing, hugging him tightly, "Why'd you leave?" I finally whispered, "Why.... Why didn't you tell me?"
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