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    [justify][sub]{{ Hehe...Yeah. c: It just sort of sucks knowing that I wasn't Brooke's first kiss in return. And I sort of found out that she smokes cigarettes...And weed. Not all the time...But she has done some things I'm not so sure about. I think I am willing to accept those things though and perhaps I can help her quit. I mean...She isn't addicted or anything. But yeah.


    But I still wonder what I would have to live for. Sure...Maybe my friends and my girlfriend. But what else? What else is just so worth staying around for? And oftentimes I always end up asking that question when my suicidal thoughts pop up. That and if anyone really cares. Because my mind sucks like that. }}

    Just do whatever you are comfortable with and nothing else.


    You're talented. You are most likely going to be famous. You will make people happy and you will be their reason to survive. And you just need to not give up. Please))

    [Justify][sub]{{ Brookelynn called me today from an unknown number and she left me a voicemail...Here is what she said: "Hey, Keke...It's Brooke...I...Umm...You'll probably be mad at me...But just call me back at this number if you are free...Just ask to speak to patient 'Brookelynn Paradise'...I'm in a hospital...Yeah...And I don't feel well...Please come and get me...Your family is cool, right? So...Umm...Love you...Bye..." I tried for two hours to call her back until I finally got through to a line and then I got to finally talk to her - I was so upset and I was crying and she was trying to calm me down even though I could hear the misery behind the calm in her voice. She told me that the cops came and handcuffed her and took her to the mental hospital. She refused to tell me what she had done, but told me that it was embarrassing and she would rather tell me in person when she could hug me after she tells me...I am just worried about what they will do to her. Last time she was there, she spent three months there as they tried to "correct" her sexuality...I just hope she will be out soon. I don't care about what she has done, to be honest. I believe in standing by a friend and helping them instead of abandoning them. Just...Yeah. And this all obviously has my anxiety and depression and all that crap raging. All I care is that she gets three chances a day to talk on the phone to one person for five minutes and she is choosing to use those freedoms to check in and make sure that I am okay; that I don't hurt myself and that I have eaten and whatnot. What matters is that she cares more about me than getting out...She told me that. But I want her out of there soon...Soon...So soon... ;-; }}

    [justify][sub]{{ Yeah. So far she's called me every day at each of their three meal times to make sure I have eaten and whatnot...Yesterday I missed a call from her in the morning and she left a message for me that said: "Keke, I know you are still sleeping, so I just wanted to tell you to get your a** out of bed and eat something. Also...I'm still jealous of your cat because gets to have his paws on you. Just saying. Okay...I love you, dork. Bye." It's moments when she gets all sassy on me that I realize why I fell in love with her in the first place. xD She's like the only person IRL that can put up with me. Also, she might be out sometime after Monday...They won't release her over the holiday weekend. }}

    [Justify][sub]{{ Hey. Brooke got out. School sucks. And I'm depressed as hell with major issues trusting my own partner. How are you doing? I'm super sorry for not being here. }}

    [justify][sub]{{ That's great! c: Also...I GOT TICKETS TO GO SEE FRANK IN CONCERT IN NOVEMBER AND I GET TO MEET HIM TOO. }}

    [justify][sub]{{ I WILL AND IMMA GIVE HIM SOME STUFF TO SIGN AND I WILL SEND YOU SOMETHING I HAVE HIM SIGN. AND IF I GET A PICK OR TWO, I WILL SEND YOU ONE OF THOSE TOO. }}

    [Justify][sub]{{ It's the least I can do in return for everything you have done for me... (: Also, I might be sending you a rant in the PM...I don't feel like posting it on here...We need to get back to roleplaying. xD }}

    [Justify][sub]{{ I really wanna do a Supernatural RP but I am only almost on season 2. Bleh. }}

    [Justify][sub]{{ Okay. (: So...Do you wanna continue our RP or start something different? }}

    [Justify][sub]{{ I don't mind doing a Supernatural RP. Do you wanna just do a classic romance thingy? xD }}

    Yeah. Maybe our girls could be friends and they live a normal life. Then Sam and Dean come into town and the girls become apart of a case. Therefore, romance forms and stuff. I'm gonna use Sage again. And I'm fine with whoever of the boys you want me to roleplay))