Maria bit her li and laughed quietly "Not good. Can't talk now, meet me at the park at midnightxx"She texts back as Lilly walks in she hides her phone and hugs her "Hey"
Leo smiled wide at Maddie and wanted to be picked up by her "Rawr! Dada go Rawr"He said cutely.
Maddie picked Leo up and tickled him a bit. "Rawr?" She asked him with a smile
He laughed and rolled his eyes before acting like a monster. "Roar!" He smiled
Leo giggled and squirmed around "Ah"He said as he hit his head slightly on the table leg. He stayed silent and sucked his lip before starting to tear up.
Lilly sighed "I saw that...who are you talking too?"She asked. Maria sighed "Just a friend." Lilly took Marias phone and saw "What the actual F**k...Kitty?"She said slightly loud. "Shh ok...I just need a friend and Matt understands me...Just leave if your going to jdge me.."She pushed Lilly out her room and lilly walked downstairs "Yor just a selfish brat!"She yelled upstairs before walking out.
Kyle watching him for a moment before picking him up when he started crying. "Shhh it's ok bud... Just a bumb." He said as he held him.
When he heard Lily yell and walk out he furrowed his eyebrows and quickly gave Leo to Maddie before running outside taking Lily's hand to stop her. "Hey. What's going on?" He asked confused.
Lilly was qngry she looked at Connor qnd sighed as she calmed down "Ugh...we just had a arguement.."she wondered wether to tell him "I was mad about Matt, when she self harmed and stuff "she lied
Connor looked at her and sighed. "Oh... It's fine. We are working everything out...." He then took a moment to think. "I wanna marry her... I wanna surprise her... I don't know when but I want to sometime very very soon... Do you mind helping me choose a ring? I want her to love it." He said with a smile n
Lilly felt guilty "I think....we should go pick the ring another time...um...you better sort things out....she was...texting Matt...i didnt see much but he called her names...."She sighed "Im sorry....i didnt want to lie..."she walked off again
He was smiling but when she said bout Matt and what she saw he lost his smile. "W-but she said... Wait..." He went and stopped her again. "What did he say? What did she say?" He asked feeling hurt now.
Lilly sighed feeling horrible "She asked him how he was...he said he was good...he asked her how she was and called her a s*xy kitty....she then arranged to meet him at midnight..."she said and hugged him "stop her...i know she wouldnt do this without reason...change whatever your doing wrong.."she sighed and lrt go "i have to get back to miles"she walked off again
He was really hurt now hearing it all. He hugged her back and took in a shaky breath. "I'm not doing anything wrong though.... I'm doing everything I possibly can to make her happy." He said with his eyes stinging with tears now which he tried hard to fight back.
Maria stared at her phone wondering wether to even meet him or not. She decided she would go and tell him that her and connor were trying. And that he needs to back off. She walked downstairs to see Maddie with Leo "wheres Connor?"she asked with a frown.
He walked back to the house and was thinking about going in but shook his head and sat on the porch steps looking down at the ground. He wiped his eyes a bit trying to calm down. He was hurting big time now. He thought after last night that Maria really did only want him but now he felt like she was only with him because of Leo and her father.
Maria got no reply so ran outside only to nearly trip over him there you are!" She noticed that something was wrong she frowned "Hey whats up? Youve been crying.."she felt like lilly might of told him and it scared her. Deeply she lovedhim but wasng sure of her feelings towards Matt.
He didn't look at her and didn't respond at first mainly because he didn't know what to say. "I'm fine..." He lied as he now messed with his fingers. "Everything is fine..." He spoke quietly.
Maria sat beside him and shook her head "No...your not...somethings happened...What is it"She asked although today had een wierd and she felt like he didn't love her or ould be cheating on her since he was hiding something. She still cared and loved him.
He took in a shaky breath not wanting to cry. "W-what am I doing wrong? Why do you keep running back to Matt? I love you more than I ever thought possible but you keep giving your love to him? Why does he get the best of you Maria? I've given you everything I have. What does he give or do for you that I don't?" He suddenly let his pain show as he spoke.
Maria looked down at her hands "I...Im confused...After what he did..it broke me...and you fixed me. And i love you...But..I dont know why...i should hate matt and I dont....I want to be his friend..."she started crying "i dont know whats wrong with me....I dont want to lose you...you been acting distant today....i thought...you couldbe seeing someone ekse becauze i treat you like a slave"she sobed.
He gently rubbed her back letting her put her head against him. "I don't want anyone else. No one else wants me anyway. Maria I just feel like I'm annoying and getting in your way. I love being with you but your always leaving me for someone else lately. I know it ain't all about me but I've been going through so much and I'm just trying to hide how badly I hate myself. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. I keep thinking... My parents don't even want me. Do you only keep me around because of Leo and your father? I feel like you don't love me anymore."
Maria just stayed close to him "No....No...If i wanted you to leave i would say so....connor...i do love you...more than i show more than i say. But I...Im..."she sighed taking a breath "Im not sure how i can fix this....i want to but i feel so helpless and you have done nothing wrong...and no...im not been leaving you for others...Vince was two years ago and if you forgot i spent a year being a mom to our son, Im sorry...ok...I was going to tell Matt..to back off that i had things with you figured out. But i guess not.."she said not sure what to do
He looked at her. "I want things to work out. I'd love if we could. And in case you forgot I've been here the whole time trying to keep you happy. And don't forget how many days I stuck by your side helping you with every little task!" He said a bit upset now. "You act like everything I do is useless! I miss the old us! When you still showed me how much I meant to you. I miss feeling like I matter in everyone's life!" He said before standing up. "Do you want me here? Or would you rather Matt? Cause I planned on marrying you but if you want someone else then I'll leave." He said even though he didn't mean it