just so much blah

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    but anyway, onto the problem. it's kinda hard to explain, but i'll try my best; i'm so self-conscious. not in real life, but on the internet. sure, i am a little bit offline, but when i'm online, it's a different story. it's always so hard for me to post replies because i always want my posts to be perfect and not be judged badly just for my post's quality. plus, when someone hasn't replied to our thread after a while, i feel like they're avoiding me although they may not be and are just busy.


    oh, but that's not the end of it. when i have low muse, i always force myself to make it long and when it just turns into a crappy post, it makes me practically have a panic attack. my anxiety might be the source, both types; social and anxiety in general. i just need someone to talk to. (/m\)
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    I guess I'm fortunate I don't feel self-conscious online because my posts are sh.t, though I do have both types of anxiety and am a very self-conscious person so I can somewhat relate. I don't realy know what to say, though, I guess just remember that the perfection of your posts doesn't matter. No one's perfect and no one expects you to be. It's the thought behind the words that count, not the good vocabulary or grammar.