the truth hurts

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 290px; line-height: 95%; font-family: trebuchet ms; font-size: 8pt;overflow: auto; width: 300px;] so, i was riding in the car with my mom, and then we got onto the topic of depression, and then somehow altered onto my social anxiety. i told her that usually past trauma causes social anxiety but i didn't know what had traumatized me so badly. and then she said that it's because of how my dad treated me.


    ya see, i was only a day old when my mom left my dad.


    and i knew she was right because i went from all fine and dandy to on the verge of tears. she explained it and said that i feel like my dad rejected me, which he didn't, and now i'm afraid that it'll happen again. but then i mentioned my usual hatred towards other people and she went on to talk about how she hated this one girl, but she actually didn't hate her but what she had; a happy mom and dad, which my mom didn't have growing up either.


    all of this has been on my mind since this afternoon. i don't know whether to be happy or sad that i now know what's wrong with me.


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    Hey everything is going to be okay. I think you should forget everything. Whatever happens, well it just happens. Life is unpredictable, what goes around comes around, expect the unexpected, don't live in the past. Everyone has their flaws, everyone had bad experiences, everyone goes through something. Everyone has anxiety, everyone is afraid of something, you can learn from people even terrible people.


    There is nothing wrong with you. When life gives you lemons you make lemonade, that saying really jeans whatever life throws at you, you make the best out of it. It's not your fault that you have unhappy parents or that you feel like your dad rejected you. You were just a baby, everyone is born innocent.


    My advice is that you forget about it and move on.

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 290px; line-height: 95%; font-family: trebuchet ms; font-size: 8pt;overflow: auto; width: 300px;] it's still kinda hard, but the good thing is that i have a father-figure that has taken his place. even though i rarely see him, he's a better father than my real father.


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    Well that is good. I hope I helped. It's better to think about what you have than what you don't have. You seem like a good person. People act stupid sometimes and don't realize what they have is wonderful and it is what other people would beg for.