[ years alone in this place ] private - ᴀsᴘᴇɴ. [ will drive anyone to insanity ]

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    Die Posaunen von Jericho Ring wenn er tot ist.


    i had a good life, growing up. well, i had a good like as an adult. i can't really say my childhood was all that great. but, of course, living in the 1400's as a werewolf was hard for anyone. my pack was slaughtered and i was cast out at the ripe age of seven. and it hurt to know that i would never hear my father's guttural laugh, or my mother's giggle. it hurt to know that i wouldn't be able to see anyone again.


    i was found, half dead, by a little human girl. she took me in as a puppy and tended to my wounds like i was a prized dog. i have multiple forms as a werewolf. my normal, woodlands wolf, which is big enough for you to ride on — it's nearly the size of a normal horse. and then my werewolf form. the form i can't control. the form that's onset by my anger. the form that's nine feet tall with half-foot claws and four-inch fangs. she found me while i was in my normal wolf form, the size of a puppy, nearly torn to shreds.


    this girl grew to be my fiancee. i loved her to death, i did anything to make her happy. i tried my hardest to make sure she was happy. she acted like she was, sometimes, but she wasn't, really. the more time grew on, the more she began sleeping around and becoming more and more unfaithful to me. she even got married to two other men while we were still engaged. but i still loved her. how could i overlook the fact that she had saved my life? she was so hurtful to me, but i gave her all of my love, because i had no one to give it to. time and time again, she took that love and torn it in half in front of me, claiming that she never wanted to see me again, but still crawling into bed in the dead of night with me, drunk and naked. and i let her. i was a fool for not seeing what was going on; but i was so madly in love that i overlooked everything she ever did to hurt me.


    her hatred for me trying to give her my love got so intense, that she was my death. she gathered the men of the town, claiming i had violated her and impregnated her against her will. that, of itself, was punishable by death. but she went on and on to say all the things that i never did; killed her brother, slept with her mother, burned her house, stole her belongings, etc.. it hurt, to see the woman i loved pretending to cower from me as i was cast out of town and beaten to death. i was born as a werewolf, and i'm naturally so much stronger than humans, but i could only last so long. i didn't fight back. how could i? the realization had hit me, then. harder than the pitchforks stabbing into my flesh, harder than the rocks being smashed against my skull, the realization hit me.


    she lied.


    she never loved me. she thought i was cute as a small puppy, but i grew. she thought i was a tiny wolf, lost and alone. but when she woke up with a small boy in her house, wearing the bandages that she had put on the wolf, she didn't like that. i should have stayed as a wolf. she would have loved me then.


    i was cursed to never be able to leave this property. the mansion on the hill, that was what i lived in. the old, decrepit victorian mansion, owed by a gorgeous widowed noblewoman. it was a pretty place, and i tried to keep it clean. but the years passed and i stopped trying. i arrived here in 1567, and i've been here ever since. i have no idea what year it is right now, but i know it's been at least one century.


    i was dressed in my olden attire; an old pirate-esque shirt, tucked into some dark brown trousers, which were tucked into some old, soft leather boots. i looked like a pirate, and i didn't mind it. not one bit. i sat on the grand stairway of the mansion, staring at the ground blankly. the sound of footsteps made me look up and i blinked a few times, raising my head. quickly, i hid. even though i didn't need to hide, i still liked to. it was... fun.


    a group of people who looked to be around my human age waltzed into the house, carrying bags and laughing. they were acting like they owned this place. i grew very angry. they began setting their bags down, sitting on the dusty seats that were placed in the entryway for guests back in old times. a small frown graced my features. they began lighting the candles around the room, getting situated and comfortable.


    i walked towards the stairs. no one could see me, anyway. the only way people could see me was if i was in my wolf, werewolf, or apparition form. since i was a ghost, i had control over my environment, a type of telekinesis. i could also fly around and float and disappear completely, but there was no point if no one could see me. i looked around, trying to find something to scare them with. finally, my eyes landed on everything in the room. i stood by the stairs, watching them throw garbage and bottles onto the ground. one female seemed to be not doing anything, and that was good. i extended one arm straight. with a small look around the room, i frowned as something smashed a bottle.


    i bent my elbow up at a ninety-degree angle. all the furniture the people were sitting on suddenly shot towards the ceiling, sending everyone off to the floor. i kept the furniture floating in the air, the group panting and panicking. i raised my other arm, pointing it towards the kitchen. the drawers rattled as the knives from the kitchen emerged, floating in the air as well. i pointed the blades towards them. the grabbed their things and ran out of the building, screaming.


    my arms dropped and all the things floating in the air fell down as well, the furniture thudding loudly while the knives clattered in a cacophonous way. i looked at the mess the people had made, my shoulders drooping. since i died, i shut down. my emotions seemed to be gone, leaving me completely devoid of any sort of feeling, except for drowning loneliness and sadness.


    i knelt down in front of the mess, beginning to pick up the broken glass and garbage they had dropped, putting it all in a pile. i saw in the corner of my eye and i looked up. the female who had been standing by the door, not doing anything, was still here, a bag slung over her shoulder.


    and she was staring directly at me.


    The trumpets of Jericho ring when he is dead.

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    The last time this had happened was when I was seven. My grandmother had died a few days before but I still saw her rocking back and forth in her rocking chair, situated in the corner of the living room. Every time she appeared I could always smell her perfume of roses that she would put on everyday without fail, and every time she had the same blank look on her face with soulless eyes that sent me screaming for my mother. who would just shush her 'crazy' daughter. Then I was labelled as a child with a vivid imagination and now it's happening all over again.


    My heart was thundering a mile a minute in my chest as my breathing came in ragged, short puffs as I tried to breath as normally as possible. That little voice inside of my head was screaming at me to hightail it back to the comfort of my shared on-campus apartment where nothing ever happened to anyone. My right hand reached towards my thigh, pinching it hard to make sure I wasn't just seeing things again. No, he was real, just as real as my grandmother had been all those times that she had sat in her chair and watched me so intently. My duffel bag fell off of my shoulder as they slumped forwards, the thump of it making contact with the floorboards nearly caused me to jump out of my skin.


    Sucking in a shaky breath, my eyelids fluttered closed, my heart beat slowing down steadily as I regained my composure. A million thoughts raced through my mind though none of the, made sense to me now. I opened my eyes back up, brows furrowing while I contemplating the situation. Grandmother had always stayed in the corner so I never bothered trying to spread to her as she was in my home. But here I had intruded into someone else's home and I was tongue-tied. How on earth do you start a conversation with someone who is dead and invisible to everyone else but you?


    "Hello?" I attempted to sound strong when I spoke but my voice came out weak and small, my nerves showing through. My hands clasped together, wringing together as I quickly glanced behind me, out the door which lead to a world where I didn't see things that went bump in the night, only real life, real people. I stared back at the ghostly figure, when my hands dropped back to my side awkwardly. Somehow I felt strangely drawn to the ghost, there was something that I just couldn't figure out by looking at him, something about him that made me want to know more about him.
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    it's fine! ))


    we seemed to be locked in an eternal staring contest. i could practically feel her heart hammering through her chest, though she calmed down after some time. i stayed on the floor, kneeling and looking up at her. could she... could she really see me? i hadn't been seen by anyone in hundreds of years... i couldn't believe that someone could finally see me. and i wasn't sure if i liked it or not.


    when she spoke, i swallowed. did my vocal chords even work? i hadn't talked in centuries, so how was i supposed to know if i even could speak? my surprise was evident. i was invisible to everyone, but suddenly this girl comes around and i'm able to be seen by her? there was no way i couldn't be surprised. she seemed to be as surprised as i was. i looked at her bag, wondering what she had in there. they had planned to stay here, but for how long?


    i held onto a shard of glass, timidly standing up. if she could see me, did that mean that i could touch her? i wanted to reach out and touch her hand, but i also didn't want her to run away. her ability to see me was intriguing, and i wanted nothing more than to discover how, and why, she could see ghosts. after all, that was what i was. most people can only feel spirits, but they can never touch them.


    "you..." my voice was quiet and incredibly hoarse. it was like when you sleep for too long and your voice cracks immensely when you wake up after the extensive slumber. i cleared my throat softly, looking around and holding the shard of glass carefully, as though i was afraid of her and counting on the glass to save me. "you... can see me?"
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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=; border: 0px; width: 399px; height: 170px; overflow: auto; color: white; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 7pt;][justify]My gaze dropped down to the shard of glass that he held in his hand in an almost threatening manner before looking back up into the ghost's eyes to continue our staring contest. A visible gulp sounded as I swallowed, desperately trying to reply back to him but no words left my now opened mouth. "W-w-what? But I can... It's not possible...you're dead". I fumbled over my words, the memories of grandmother we never good and seeing the ghost only triggered them all.


    My left foot slowly moved backwards but when it made contact with the ground again, floorboards creaked underneath my weight, which made me cringe. I had made a huge mistake by coming here, the whispers and jeers of encouragement had left me in this situation, all alone with nothing but a ghost that nobody else had seen before their swift departure. My eyes shut tight, silent prayers that never left my lips begged for everything to be explainable , that I was just another 'imaginative' seven year old and now that my eyes were playing dangerous tricks on me.


    Opening them again, he was still there, only standing now instead of his less threatening crouched position on the floor. "Yes, I-I can see you" Stutters still invaded my speech as all hope to sound like the generally confident individual that I usually was were diminished. "How?" I blew out the air within my lungs before continuing. "How can I see you?". That was the million dollar question that was most likely playing on both of our minds, the question that I wanted answers too. It wasn't everyday that you witnessed a dead man try to scare the living day lights of of your peers and then stand watching you with a shard of glass in his hand.
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    my gaze stayed on the woman. she could see me. there was no way i could deny that; this woman was able to see me. the first time in centuries i'd been able to be seen by someone... my heart leaped suddenly. if she could see me, then maybe i could finally, finally make a friend! i've been alone here for hundreds of years; i've been so lonely! i could finally have someone to talk to!


    however, my heart crashed to the creaky floorboards when she took a step back and cringed. she was scared. she didn't want to be here. i didn't want her to leave. we both wanted an explanation as to why she could see me. i had one, sort of, but if i told her, she'd just think of me as crazy, or maybe she would think she's dreaming. either way, she would leave, and i would be alone again.


    i took a small step forward, the creaking in the floorboards not fazing me. i'd been here for centuries, i've seen every corner of this house, explored every inch of this damn place. i swallowed, taking another slow step forward, afraid i would scare her further. "i don't know how you can see me; no one has been able to..." i said. i looked at the shard of glass in my hands, gripping it tightly. i looked back up at her, my voice pleading and soft. "please don't leave..."
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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=; border: 0px; width: 399px; height: 170px; overflow: auto; color: white; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 7pt;][justify]As he took one step forwards, I took one step back, stepping into the doorway to attempt to separate as much distance between us until I could wrap my head around this all. My hands automatically went out the grasp the edges of the doorframe, eyes dropping to the floor before looking back up again. "Okay" I inhaled, voice trembling. "You-you need to stay over there" My hand reached out I'm a gesture almost to tell him to stay like you would do with a dog.


    One hand to grip the side of my head, a sudden ache leaving my head feeling like a jackhammer had been let loose inside. Nothing was making sense anymore. Then the panic set in. "I can see ghosts" A hysterical cackle left my lips at the craziness of the sentence that I had finally spoken out loud. My emotions were swinging out of control, one minute in disbelief the next in hysteria over the whole thing. Both hands ran along my scalp, suddenly I gripped at the roots of my hair, trying to convince myself that everything wasn't real and that I was hallucinating this all.


    "I have to leave. I can't stay here" I mumbled, voice gradually getting louder and louder which each word that left. I was freaking out, my legs trembling as I prepared myself to leave this mansion where I shouldn't have come in the first place.
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    She didn't have to leave... She could stay here! She could be my friend and we could get along just fine. She'd tell me about the outside world and I'd tell her what it was like for be to grow up. I'd tell her all the cool secrets of this mansion, and I'd tell her about what it was like back when I was alive. She could tell me about her life and...


    God, Jericho, listen to yourself... she's not staying. Your heart has been broken before, it should be used to seeing people walk out. You're not good enough for people to stay with you. You don't deserve anyone's company. You deserve to rot in loneliness and sadness until the rest of eternity.


    I stayed where I was, looking at the ground. She didn't want to be here. Of course she didn't. Nobody ever wanted to be here. I sent a quick glance to her bag on the floor, then took some steps backwards. I wanted to threaten her like I had threatened her friends; with cutlery and floating furniture. But, instead, I just kept backing away from her. "Leave," I uttered instead, turning around and starting up the stairs. I dropped the shard of glass of the floor, not caring about the mess they had made as of right now.
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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=; border: 0px; width: 399px; height: 170px; overflow: auto; color: white; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 7pt;][justify]"Wait what?" My hands dropped away from my head as I raised it up to look back up at the man. Being snapped out of my crazed state brought me back to my senses as a look of shock made its way onto my face. One minute he was begging me not to leave now he was acting as if he didn't care anymore, which left a nagging feeling of guilty within the pit of my stomach. Guilt was beginning to weigh on my shoulders, my actions were completely out of order yet strangely I still felt a need to find out why I could even see him.


    Slowly I lowered my body towards the ground until I was sat crossed legged with the floorboards creaking underneath my weight. My hands found each other within my lap, my gaze focused on a frayed thread on my ripped blue jeans. I flinched when the shard of glass was dropped on the floor, looking up to watch him walking away up the stairs. Taking a deep breath, I decided to find some courage to stop the guilt wearing away at my conscious.


    Letting out a soft sigh, I began to speak "Youre not the first person I've seen, it's just..." My voice came out much clearer than I expected but I trailed off. How could you explain how you could sometimes see ghosts and every time you do, you want to run for the hills and convince yourself that you were just imagining it all?
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    when she spoke again, i paused. i'm not the first person she's seen? i glanced back at her, curious. was she able to see all ghosts? how many ghosts has she seen? does she know of a way to break the curse on me? even if it permanently puts me to rest, i would rather be dead than have to spend the rest of eternity in this hellhole. i swallowed and turned around, looking down at her.


    she was sitting on the ground, not. it was like she wanted to leave, but something was keeping her here. i didn't want her to stay anymore. it dawned on me that i would just get attached to this woman, then become even more lonely when she stopped coming over and visiting. that she would ever visit me anyway... i stayed still for quite some time before making my way back down the stairs slowly and quietly.


    i approached her again, though stood a good five feet away from her. it was close enough that we could see one another clearly, but i hoped she took the distance as a sort of safety precaution. if i wanted to hurt her, i wanted her to know that she could leap out of the way and leave before i could touch her. not that i ever would, anyway. but... still. "do you see.. all ghosts? or just some?" i asked quietly, crossing my legs and eyeing her intently.
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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=; border: 0px; width: 399px; height: 170px; overflow: auto; color: white; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 7pt;][justify]I watched him settle down on the floor, happy with the precautionary distance that he had set between the two of us. My eyes dropped to the frayed thread, my fingers absent kindly playing with it while I contemplating spilling everything out to a strange ghost I had only just met. I was overthinking, if he was going to harm me, he would have already done so by now and he hasn't actually harmed one of my peers, only scared the life out of them all. I was just overthinking as usually, I just needed to learn that maybe it was best to dive head first into a situation like this.


    Tucking a small lock of hair behind my ear, I cleared my throat. "I've seen a few before, well there's only one I had seen regularly. Others were always just fleeting images of ghostly figures so I always out it down to the fact that my eyes were playing tricks on me" I ended with a small shrug of my shoulders almost as if brushing off the topic that I dint exactly enjoy talking about all the time.


    "So why are you here?" I asked restive,t, not knowing how he would react after the mess he had caused earlier when I wasn't here alone. That reminds me of my bag, dropped halfway between me and him yet I was too afraid to get up and grab it, I just didn't have the guts for that.
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  • [fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-family: timesnewroman; font-size: 50pt; color: black; text-shadow: 5px 5px 5px black;]jericho amherst[/fancypost]


    [ intelligent ] [ anger issues ] [ unhealthily addicted to sugar ]


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    i watched her carefully, thinking. she sees some ghosts? i wonder what makes some ghosts visible to her while others stayed hidden... this world was full of spirits, i knew that much. i could stand by the door and look outside and see ghosts wandering around. they were always there. i was the only spirit in this house, though. no other ghost would dare wander here; they knew to stay away.




    she asked why i was here and i looked at the ground. should i tell her about my past life? simply say why i've been here? say that i've been cursed and can never leave? would she laugh? she probably would. i wanted to tell her everything, to share my pain with her. but i knew that if she left, she'd never come back. it wasn't 'rocket science', so i've heard from past visitors; nobody cared about the dead.




    i cleared my throat quietly. "i was cursed to never be able to leave this property..." i informed her quietly, almost as if i was shy to tell her. i was, in a way. i felt like, if she knew i would always be here, she would inform others to never come here. she would leave and i would be stuck in silence for the rest of eternity.
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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=; border: 0px; width: 399px; height: 170px; overflow: auto; color: white; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 7pt;][justify]My mind was ticking as thoughts was wizzing around in my head, wondering why I could even see him and why I couldn't see everyone in their spirit forms. I looked up at him, noticing his downcast eyes when I questioned him. My mouth opened, about to tell him he didn't need to tell me if you didn't want to, I was only curious but when he cleared his throat, I shut my mouth. I thought over his answer, he had been cursed to stay here yet that didn't appear to be the same with the rest of the spirits I had came across, I had seen them drift around unseen to any ordinary mortal.


    "Why?" I asked suddenly, after letting a silence fall between us. "Why were you cursed here I mean" I quickly finished, letting the question hang, biting down on my bottom lip, hoping he didn't flip out. From what I had gathered, he didn't appear to like people yet he didn't want to be alone here. I couldn't blame him, being trapped in the same place for years didn't sound appealing to me either.
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  • [fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-family: timesnewroman; font-size: 50pt; color: black; text-shadow: 5px 5px 5px black;]jericho amherst[/fancypost]


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    i looked up at her when she questioned me again. why was i cursed here? yeah, good question. i've been dead for over a century and i still didn't know why i had been cursed, or by whom. i figured that i had done something wrong, that i had been a bad person or something. but i wasn't a bad person; i was one of the nicest people you could meet. i huffed quietly, looking at her bag that sat somewhat between us.




    "i don't know," i answered honestly, shrugging my shoulders a bit. i really didn't know why i had been cursed to forever wander here... but it had happened, and there was nothing i could do about it. if i had been a vile, disgusting person, then i could understand being cursed. but i was a good person, so it made no sense. "i didn't do anything to get cursed, i don't think. i was a good person..."
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    [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=; border: 0px; width: 399px; height: 170px; overflow: auto; color: white; font-family: times new roman; font-size: 7pt;][justify]My brow furrowed as I took in this new information, confusion etching over my face as I processed what he had just said. "But how...?" I mumbled partly to myself out loud as my shoulders slumped forwards. I wasn't that deep into the politics of the other side but how could someone good be cursed to stay here, all the fairytales had good thawing evil even in the direst of situations so how on earth had he been trapped in here?


    "How? Why don't you just break the curse? There has to be some way" I said with a frown on my face. I may not know him or trust him yet heck I didn't even know his name yet he still didn't deserve to be trapped inside of this maison all, by himself, surely it would drive him insane. My elbows rested on my knee as the palm of my hand supported my chin, fingers drummin lightly on my cheek as I thought about what I could do to help. I knew nothing about this, I was only a simple mortal who could see the dead's spirits floating around but I had never been able to comminucate with them like this before.
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  • [fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-family: timesnewroman; font-size: 50pt; color: black; text-shadow: 5px 5px 5px black;]jericho amherst[/fancypost]


    [ intelligent ] [ anger issues ] [ unhealthily addicted to sugar ]


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    i sighed heavily. there was no way to break the curse. i'd tried. i'd tried leaving and doing whatever it took to break the barrier keeping me here, but there was nothing i could do. i was doomed to stay here. this wasn't like a fairy tale, told to your children. there was no happy ending in my story; i was doomed to spend the rest of eternity in this place. until time itself no longer moved forward, i would be here.




    i shook my head a bit, glancing up at her. "there is nothing i can do. i've tried everything and anything i can think of, yet i still have come no closer to leaving," i informed her quietly. perhaps... perhaps she had outside resources? books on curses? there had to be some sort of literature that would give me a clue? if people can cast curses, then they must be broken, somehow. i found it odd that she was interested, but i didn't question it.
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    A silent 'oh' was beginning to form on my lips before I shut my mouth again, taking my bottom lip between my teeth. There had to be some way to get him out, every curse had a cure and he couldn't be forced to stay forever inside one maison, just watching the world go by. Every story could have a happily ever after and I had to do something to make sure that he wasn't here forever.


    "Well there has to be someway, every curse has some sort of loophole to make it come undone" I mumbled my thoughts out loud, my fingers playing with the edge of my long t-shirt. I looked up at him, an almost grimace on my face at the question that I was about to ask him. "You need to tell me exactly what happened, I can't help unless you tell me how on earth you even ended up here" I almost shrunk back after speaking. The last time I had asked, I got a vague answer which gave no clue to why he was even here.
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  • [fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-family: timesnewroman; font-size: 50pt; color: black; text-shadow: 5px 5px 5px black;]jericho amherst[/fancypost]


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    exactly what happened? did she want me to unload my entire life story onto her? there really wasn't much to my life; i had a troubled childhood, and an even more troubled adulthood. i did nothing wrong, i thought. maybe she was affiliated with some witch or something and cursed me? maybe, but even so, i still didn't hate her. after all she did, after all the humiliation she put me through, i still couldn't bring myself to hate her. i couldn't.




    i sighed, looking at the ground. "i was born a werewolf in the early fourteen-hundreds. when i was just a few years old, my pack was slaughtered and i was nearly killed. a little girl found me, half dead, and treated my wounds. she thought i was a normal wolf. i grew attached to her, and she pretended to be attached to me. my entire life, i lived, thinking that she loved me. but she didn't. she was constantly being unfaithful, getting involved in crime, and just... hurting me. but i was too blinded by love to see that she didn't like me; she was just using me. i proposed to her, and she kept up the act by accepting my proposal. as our wedding day grew near, she ran around the town, screaming that i had raped her and beat her and impregnated her. which i had not done, mind you. the townspeople got together and took me out into the woods, where they beat and stoned me to death. when i woke up, i was dead and chained to this place. metaphorically chained, of course."




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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; color: black; font-family: playbill; font-size: 10px; text-align: justify; width: 260px; height: 499px; overflow: auto; margin-left: -40px;]My brow furrowed as his story unfolded, quite surprised that he actually wanted to admit everything to me even though he barely knew me. My eyes softened at what had happened to him, a twang of sympathy hit me right in the stomach at the thought of it happening to him, an in despicable act of cruelty which should never have happened.




    Then I realised what he had said. The word werewolf kept repeating in my head, surely he had accidentally came out with it, werewolves didn't exist, but then again, neither should ghosts. "Did you just say werewolf?" I asked, swallowing slowly. An image of a large cross between a wolf and man tearing out someone's throat came into my mind when I thought about a werewolf. Of course, my imagination could only run wild at what he actually looked like when he was in his wolf form, unless he showed me.




    "Was she worth it?" I asked, but quickly shut my mouth. "You don't need to answer that if you don't want to. I know it's your privacy and all... I stopped my mumbling rant with a meek smile, before looking down at the floor, wanting to avoid looking into his eyes.










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  • [fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-family: timesnewroman; font-size: 50pt; color: black; text-shadow: 5px 5px 5px black;]jericho amherst[/fancypost]


    [ intelligent ] [ anger issues ] [ unhealthily addicted to sugar ]


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    i looked up at her when she asked me if i really said werewolf. "yes, i'm a werewolf. i have three forms, actually. this form, which is my human form. then i have my wolf form, which looks like a normal wolf but is nearly the size of a horse. and then i have my werewolf form, which is triggered by extreme anger and is uncontrollable. you know the paintings or pictures of those really big man-wolf looking things? that;s what it is. it's almost ten feet tall, has half foot long claws, four inch fangs and would sooner rip you apart than look at you." my lips twitched into a small smile, though it was a smile of regret. maybe i shouldn't have told her that. oops.




    she asked if my fiancee was worth it. i swallowed, listening to her immediately outwardly regret saying what she had. that was a good question. WAS she worth it? she was gorgeous and saved my life, but was all the pain really worth it? was it worth it do go through all that pain, just trying to love someone?




    i answered in the most honest way possible. "at the time, i thought she was. i gave anything and everything for her, despite what she did to me. but now that i finally have a clearer head, i can understand that, no. she wasn't worth it. she saved my life, and i thank her for that, but living with the torment she put me through... nobody deserved to be treated like i did. but blind love is dangerous, after all," i sighed quietly. normally, i wouldn't be telling anyone my deepest, darkest stories. but, i had nothing to lose from it, after all. besides, it felt nice to be able to talk with someone.
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  • [fancypost borderwidth=0px; text-shadow: 1pt 1pt 1pt black; color: white; font-family: timesnewroman; text-transform: uppercase; font-size: 40px; margin-top: -0px; letter-spacing: +2px; text-align: center;]REBEKAH ARIANA BLAKE[/fancypost]

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; color: black; font-family: playbill; font-size: 10px; text-align: justify; width: 260px; height: 499px; overflow: auto; margin-left: -40px;]An involuntary shiver went down my spine, leaving goosebumps to appear on my skin, I couldn't decide whether it was the drop in temperature or the fact that he could be triggered into his werewolf form. My hand went to my throat, almost scared that he would turn and go for mine at a moments notice if he really wanted to. My arms wrapped around my body as my knees came up into my chest to keep myself warmer, my hands rubbing against my arms.




    I felt as though an awkward tension had settled between us, I had asked him to tell me the truth and it ended up being him pouring out his heart to me, How could I even begin to imagine it when I had never actually fallen in love. Sure everyone had their crushes but believing that someone loved you yet it turned out that your love was unrequited would be like having your heart ripped out.




    I was more surprised at the fact I didn't even know his name yet now I knew his story. And he didn't know mine either. "Oh, I'm Rebekah" I stuck my hand out in instinct when I usually greeted someone but then remembered he was just a ghost, not a living, breathing, touchable human like me.
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