my sweet hello (private) was your sad goodbye

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-- Coran's eyes widened in disbelief and shock. "What? No! When?! You need to go back! What happened to you wanting to be a musician. You were so good too!" he said, looking up at him with much more upset than he should.

//oh no! I'm so sorry to hear that! Wait! I know what can fix it. Watch this video, promise it'll make you feel a smidgen better

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-- Guilt rushed over Coran in waves as he saw just how upset the other was, seeing that he had brought such an emotion out of him. He watched the other leave, feeling quite horrible with himself. Coran just sat there, in the snow, all alone now. He felt as empty as the white plain before him. After a few minutes had gone by, he finally got up and went in, his cheeks nice and rosy. The male took off his layers until he was back to what he was originally wearing before setting off to find Sebastian, hugging him from behind once he found him. "I'm sorry. I love you" he said softly.[/fancypost]

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-- A tiny weight was lifted off his chest as the other hugged him back but hearing his words ony made him Hug tighter. "yes it is" he said quietly. In those simple three words, it was obvious that Coran blamed himself for it all. For making him feel bad, for putting Sebastian in the state he was, for dying. He blamed himself for it all. As he was given the rather cute mug, he gently took it in his hands and looked down into the chocolaty goodness, giving it a small blow.[/fancypost]

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-- Coran looked a bit alarmed as his mug was taken away from him. A more relaxed look came onto his features as he was hugged. That relaxed look didn't last long as the other tried to reassure him that it wasn't his fault which was a lie since Coran knew it was. His death could've been prevented. No, more like he could've prevented his own death. He could've seen that car coming but he'd been to focused on Sebastian to even think about it. "Yes it is Sebastian. I could've stopped it all" he mumbles, holding onto him tightly. He could've prevented Sebastian so much pain....[/fancypost]

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-- Coran only nodded as the other asked to stop talking about it, looking down and biting his bottom lip, looking on the verge of tears. "I'm sorry... I... I didn't mean to" he said quietly before pulling away and picking up his mug, taking a small sip... only to burn his tongue in that unintentionally goofy way of his.[/fancypost]

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-- Coran nodded before going and sitting down next to him, taking tiny sips from his mug. He then gently leaned against him, smiling softly.[/fancypost]

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-- Coran smiled at him softly though leaned off of the other as he felt Sebastian lean away, thinking he was tired of him leaning. So he gave the other some space, only to comfortably lean into him again as Sebastian did, sighing contently, sipping away at his hot coco. "What are we going to do today?" he asked softly.[/fancypost]

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-- "ah, I see. If you want me to do something or need help just ask. I'm here for you" he said softly. He took a nice long drink of his hot coco before swiping a small amount of whipped cream from the top of it and dotting it on Sebastian's nose. "I love you" he cooed[/fancypost]

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-- Coran's eyes brightened as he was not only given a task but most at the fact that Sebastian was job hunting. "You can count on me love" he said and gave him a small squeeze before standing up and doing the task assigned. Coran got a lot done too. When he was about halfway done with the mess of a house, he went over to Sebastian and hugged him from behind, leaning against him a bit thirdly. "How's it going love?" he asked softly.[/fancypost]

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-- Coran frowned hearing that the other wasn't doing as good as he had hoped. "I'm sorry to hear" he said softly, kissing his cheek. "but I think going back is the best choice. It'll give you better career options and a job you might actually want" he said softly then he perked up quite happily. "Maybe I could go back too! If I just change my name and get new papers I could!" he said excitedly, completely forgetting about all his records... and the fact that he's been labeled as dead

//oh, that sucks. I hate going to the dentist! [/fancypost]

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