CAN I BE FORGIVEN ~ final death

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    Oh boy.




    "Jeanine." the blue winged feline breathed. She would never forget the evil spirit. The same evil spirit that almost killed her and Four.




    The malicious erudite simply smirked, and wrapped her starry tail around her paws. "Oh Lilystar. You were a great leader. But now you're just a regular old member, and that wimp Polariswhatever is taking your place."




    Lily didn't like when her friends were called wimps. "What do you want, Jeanine?" she asked, voice flat and eyes narrowed.




    An evil glint appeared in Jeanine's ice blue eyes. "You see, I could never destroy your clan with you in charge. You'd know something was up. I had it all planned out, but I knew you would somehow stop it. Well guess what, you're not leader anymore, so you can't stop me. You see, I plan to erase the memory of your entire clan. Then I'll take over and call your clan mine. Well, it was your clan."




    "I may not be leading anymore, but I'm still loyal, Jeanine. I will die fighting for my clan, and that's exactly what I'll do if I have to." Lily hissed before turning around and walking away.




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    The next day, Lily was in her divergent cat body once more. She still had nine lives, even if she wasn't the official leader. But she planned on getting them taken away after this, and going back to lilyfern. But she had to do this first.




    Lily walked into Jeanine's lair. It was terrifying, but fear didn't shut her down, it woke her up. It always did. It was a risky move, but she had to take it. Slowly she pushed the door open, and was immediately hit with death. Well, it wasn't so much death as death serum. No one, not even a divergent, has been able to resist the death serum.




    She could feel it killing her. If she just laid down and let go, she would die peacefully and it would be over soon. If she just...




    No. She couldn't do it. She had to be strong. For her clan. The ebony feline took a large breath, pulled herself up, and used the sheer will to live.




    After what felt like forever, she reached the other room. Alive. Now all she had to do was put in the code and her clan would be saved. She crept closer. She could feel the buttons against her paw. But this seemed way too easy.




    "Hello Lilystar," came a voice from behind. The ebony divergent immediately turned, her grey eyes plastered to the ginger and white male. His orange eyes were slotted, and his yellow teeth were fixed into an evil grin. "I bet you are wondering who I am. My name is Brandon. I'm Jeanine's assistant. She instructed me to kill you." And with those words the tabby Tom lunged for the ebony female.




    As he lunged, Lily immediately leaped for the code box. She could feel as Brandon landed on her, and was digging his claws into her flank. It hurt, but she had to push through and do this for the clan who gave her so much. Now, what could the code be? She tried her name, didn't work. Fours name, didn't work. Wait, she knew it.




    Just as Brandon punctured her soft belly, meaning she would be dead in a matter of minutes, the divergent reached for the code box one last time. Her vision was beginning to be blurry, but she could still see the box as she typed the four letter code.




    H-O-P-E.




    It worked. There was a buzz, then a bunch of other noises, and she knew she shut it down. But it was too late for the ex leader.




    As she typed in the last letter, Lily fell to the ground. She knew it was over. As she was hanging onto life by a thread, a familiar figure appeared. Lily had bled out 8 of her 9 lives, meaning after this she was officially gone. "Mom...?" the dying female asked in a weak voice. Natalie smiled, before nuzzling her daughter. "Hope, I am so proud of you. You led your clan well. You decliqued the clan. And you showed that you can be a good leader no matter where you were born. You did so much and because of you Windclan is a better place. But your time is up sweetie. Come live with me and your father - you're birth father. Yes, I found him. Oh and Four and everyone. You'll love it. I promise."




    "But mom...what about my friends?" Lily asked, terrified of what would happen to those she cared most about.




    "They'll take care of each other, that's what friends do." Natalie explained, before turning around and motioning for her daughter to follow.




    Lily took a deep breath, her last one. Could she be forgiven for all she did to get here? She could. She believed it.[/fancypost]


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    Everyone she knew was dying. It was awful. "Rest in peace...Lily," she muttered.

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  • [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 400px][justify][sub]Lily. What was Lilysplash to Essie? A sister-figure? Maybe, almost. A role-model? Most definitely. What she wouldn't do to be as selfless and brave and kind as the young ex-leader.


    Seeing the cold body of the Prior, Eskimokisses approached slowly before trying to press her nose into the red stained fur. Tears pricked at her pale yellow eyes, and the savannah sniffled before murmuring into her coat, "Rest in peace. You deserve it."

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    ♚ ♚ ♚ "[b]...Stop,
    " she mumbled, though it wasn't toward anyone. Not even to herself. She just said it. Discord, Isaac, now Lily, not to mention all those others that have went missing or died. Including Aztecruin, which caused her to inhale sharply. The General licked her lips nervously as she appeared, staring at the deceased figure of the ex-leader, head swirling. Not like she'd been that close to her, anyway, but...it was someone she had talked to. Someone that had been around when she had just been a little girl that appeared on WindClan's border when she didn't have anyone else around her, and oh God, was she going to be completely alone? Was she going to— No.


    She was shaking faintly, her eyes glossy and terrified. No, no, no. She didn't...she didn't want to be alone. But she didn't want to seem weak either. She already had snapped once, when everything was falling apart inside her head, but not again. Sideways, she glanced toward Eskimokisses, but quickly looked away. At least I still have you, was her one weak, optimistic thought. And that was enough for her grasp sanity. "Rest in peace. Find Fourfears and make ghost babies." Her voice was miserable.

  • [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; line-height: 95%; font-size: 8pt; text-align: justify; color: #d2d2d2]Okay, that was it, everybody was going to die and there was nobody to blame but him. It couldn’t be a coincidence – losing Discord, Isaac, and Lily so quickly, so soon after his leadership. Suddenly, Polarispride had the irrational urge to run away until he found Wingspan, just to make sure she wasn’t dead, too. Everyone who’d apparently been around longer than he had, all dying. Part of him wondered who was next; the rest was just trying to process this. Lily. Of the three most recent deaths, this one hit the hardest.


    The Siamese’s eyes welled up, and he sat down very, very carefully, wrapping his wings around his body as he stared at the former leader. She had nine lives, and she’d lost them here. All at once. That was horrifying enough on its own. And Lily, he realized belatedly, had been one of the few real friends he had in this Clan, even if she hadn’t been the closest.
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  • [align=center][fancypost bgcolor=; border: 1px transparent solid; width: 400px; height: auto; font-family: verdana; font-size: 8pt;][justify]Ghost babies, huh? Riot certainly was a... riot. Jax trotted over, not too phased by the death of their former leader. It was a shame, yes. Lilystar had been a genuinely good person, but he had always felt like she had sided with Chokinghalos every single time he and the dead deputy hadn't seen eye to eye. All of the oldies were dying, too. Now there was only, what, Wingspan, Polarispride, Jax, and Riot left? Jesus. "Rest in peace."


    #wcjax

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    so many deaths :-:


    No.


    In front of her was Lily laying. Her own mother. They had not talked since then. Not even once. Even now after learning the truth about her and Iceshattered raping her. Sure, although she had a more understanding for her actions after it. Making her understand why she not wanted her. Being an disgusted child that she ahd been forced to give birth to. But she would never forgive her for not even trying to raise her. To let her know about her as an mother to her.


    But now she was gone.



    Justicebreaker didn't know if she should scream or laugh, really. Alot of emotionals fore up inside of her. But she had to remind herself to push them away. To aim for her goals. Someday she would take revange on Iceshattered and when she did she would keep Lily in mind as well. To revange for her on everything her mosnter to father had done towards her. Right now was not the time to mourn, to cry. It was weakness. Justy was tired of it. Under her mask, where her face was hiden was it hard to tell what kind of emotionals was put over her face right now. But she did clenched her teeths tightly.


    Justicebreaker no longer wanted to stay here for special long so she turned around to walk of, silently. Where she was going and what she would do was unkown and would remain that way. But this for sure was hard for her. Taking any more damage on her soul. But she keept her words ringing inside her head.


    I will keep on living no matter what.

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  • [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 400px][justify][sub]Sniffling, Eskimokisses backed away from Lilysplash's body. Her white splashed muzzle was tinted red, though tear lines cut through the gore. Hearing Riot, the savannah turned and made her way to her best friend, attempting to lean her head on the General's shoulder as more tears fell from her eyes.


    She wanted to be a kit again, when everyone was around. Alakazam, Daywalker, Lilysplash, everyone. She missed them.

  • [justify]Wingspan had been the one to show Lily around when she had first joined the clan. She'd been a tiny kitten back then and had grown up so quickly. She stood by the body and sighed. So many cats were dying lately. Discord, Isaac... oh, it hurt so much, considering she had known all three of them. "G-goodbye. I hope we meet again one day."[/justify]

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    A third death. Lilystar this time. Lilystsr was the leader who had led for most of the time Shift had been roleplayed. "Rest in peace," Shiftingallegiances said, her voice numb and full of shock.//low muse, good luck with your next character









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  • There was too much death lately. It upset the Medic intern greatly, especially because this was their former leader. Libby padded over, head lowered. "Rest in peace."

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; height: auto; width: 455px; text-align: justify;]No.


    Intermission stared at the fallen body of his only recently demoted leader, swallowing hard as he found himself wandering to Polaris, sitting next to him and pressing himself into his friend, as a form of comfort. For him, or for Polaris? He wasn't sure.


    Lask was gone, Hya was gone, now Lily was gone. All his leaders seemed to disappear. He just hoped Polaris wouldn't. "Rest peacefully," he murmured, head bowed. She had been a good leader, a good person. The whole clan would be sorrowed by her death. At least she would be able to see Fourfears again. Hopefully.


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    Rest in peace. Rest in peace. Rest in peace.


    That was all they ever said. There wasn't even any wild screaming or wailing -- like everyone had already given up on her. What sort of horrible place was this? Rhy knew she was dispassionate but surely...surely she was better than this? And all anyone had to say was that they should make ghost babies?


    They all assumed it was over. People came back all the time. All the time. Lily had been dead before -- this was no different. Right? Right? Her head was full of anxiety, and she found herself fairly convinced that this wasn't even real. She needed it to be fake. Who else did Rhy have in the world? She had always been close to Lily, since quite near the beginning. She still remembered finding her that first time.


    Rhy didn't give a damn about Discord. And she had Isaac had cut ties when Lee died -- and they had never been close before that. Lily...well one of the last thing she had ever said to her was...well it had been a confession, one the divergent had not understood. Friends. Yes, they were friends. Even when Rhy had been outraged and angry, she had still felt something for Lily.


    "Don't," she whispered in a low harsh voice, "tell her to rest."


    Lily. She needed Lily to come back. Rhymescheme needed her. Damn it, how was she supposed to handle everything by herself? Who was she going to talk to now? Her mother? Their relationship still wasn't great and she didn't think it ever would be. Who else could understand when she talked about Iceshattered? Who else could remember back to different times? When would she get a chance to make her smile -- once Rhy figured it out for herself?


    She couldn't breathe. She couldn't breathe, damn it. Her whole chest, her throat, everything was seizing up, faced with this overwhelming evidence that her best friend, the only creature Rhy had ever felt something for, was dead.


    Her breath was gasping and shocking, painful and forced. Tears sprang to her eyes. She couldn't do this. These people, they didn't know Lily. They hadn't seen the things she had, or spent the time like Rhy had. They didn't understand her as she did. They never could. They had seen her as a leader, but Rhy had known her far before that.
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  • [align=center][fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; line-height:70%; font-family: georgia; letter-spacing: -2px; font-size: 25px; ]SUMMER EVENING BREEZES BLeW
    ☆ -- drawing voices deep from you[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=; width: 410px; border-top: 3px dashed; border-left: 0px; border-right: 0px; border-bottom: 0px; font-family: verdana; line-height:95%; font-size: 9pt; text-align: justify;]at first he didn't register the sight. it took him a moment before he realized that his mother was dead. then he almost laughed at himself; his mother couldn't be dead, she was lilystar. there was no way she could be dead. it was the most impossible thing there was.


    then the fact hit him. she was dead.


    graphitepaw's blood had never run ice cold before - never like this. the sheer feeling of hatred, hurt, and betrayal that hit him at that moment was different than anything before. he was angry, sad, and confused all at the same time. it wasn't normal - he had never felt like this before! sure, he had felt mad and violated, but not at the same time. and never at the same amount.


    the tabby dug his claws into the ground, casting his jade gaze around. rest in peace was all they could say? the little fuckers - weren't they upset? couldn't they say anything else? tears pricked at the edge of his eyes, and he let them fall freely. he wasn't ashamed of them; he obviously wasn't a metal man. he had feelings after all. not that he felt anything clear - it was all jumbled and confusing.


    [b]"why." he stated, gazing at the corpse before returning his gaze to the ground. graphitepaw couldn't watch anymore; it was too unbearable. it hurt to much to see her just lying on the ground. hell, maybe he could forget about it if he didn't look at her. yeah. that would work - don't think about anything else besides the little leaf right there.[/fancypost]
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