Take me away. The monster lies (Romance, Pafp)

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    [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; color: snow; line-height: 100%; font-size: 10px; text-align: justify; text-transform: lowercase;]Once Kurt was sure he was gone, he calmed down slightly but still seemed to be very annoyed. "Why the f.ck was he here? He was acting like we were friends or something." Kurt said as he paced slightly, obvious,y very angry and somewhat disturbed by the occurrence. [/fancypost]

    "I dunno"Alyssa replied before somewhat shutting off again and walking upstairs she checked on River and Hunter. Walking into her room and sitting down beside her. River was busy showing Hunter some toys he could play with when he was older. "Whos Uncle Vince?"She asked quietly and Alyssa sighed "I used to like him a lot before I met daddy but Vince wasn't very nice to me. Maybe hes changed"She said almost a whisper since she didn't want Kurt to here her opinion.


    [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; color: snow; line-height: 100%; font-size: 10px; text-align: justify; text-transform: lowercase;]Kurt watched her go upstairs, following her not long after, in plan of just going up o their room and painting or something, anything to get his mind of everything with the cancer and now this Vince thing again. Kurt didn't care if he changed or not, ne had no respect for a man who sis what he did to Alyssa or any girl in the first place, and found it disgusting that he work just be in Thierry house without them knowing. He hated it. He let out a soft sigh as he had ended up in their room, finding all of his painting supplies and one of his old sketchbooks as he pulled them out onto the floor. He was so over everything. [/fancypost]

    Alyssa sat with them before tucking River in bed and holding hunter in her arms she walked out quietly and sighed looking at her son "Im sorry sorry but I'm so helpless now"she whispered before walking into the bedroom she was surprised to see him paint since it was such a long time since he had. She got into bed and held hunter close watching Kurt for a while before laying back on the pillows


    [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 426px; color: snow; line-height: 100%; font-size: 10px; text-align: justify; text-transform: lowercase;]kurt felt sick to the stomach as he let the paint spread across the page, emptying his troubled mind on the page. He was beginning to be extreamly worried about Alyssa. He knew that he was probably just worrying about nothing, but soemthing just seemed.. Off about her lately. It was scaring him. He could just see it in her eyes, he could just see that something wasn't quite right. He was extreamly worried about he'd, and he just prayed to God that she wouldn't resort back to cutting herself. That's all they needed right now. Kurt would just lay down on that floor silently for a few more minutes before he would fun all be heard moving, picking up his things. [/fancypost]

    Alyssa couldn't sleep she just kept thinkimg about everything. Everything she had done, everything they had been trough. Her mind was a whirlpool all she wanted was peace. When she heard Kurt move she closed her eyes in. And attempt to rest, but she still couldn't as she tried so hard to driftoff.


    [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 426px; color: snow; line-height: 100%; font-size: 10px; text-align: justify; text-transform: lowercase;]Kurt felt sick as he knew that she just wasn't asleep, that she was awake. He looked at hunter in her arms as well as r let out a soft sigh, quickly changing into a pair of ratty pajama bottoms, his chest bare as he moved Into the bed, feeling horrible. All he wanted ti do was wrap his arms around her and tell het that everything was fine, but he felt like he couldn't. He felt like she didn't even want him to touch her. "Sarah.." He had mumbled very quietly, his voice soft.[/fancypost]

    Alyssa didn't now why but she felt the tension and she hated it but something was wrong with her and she didn't know what. She just felt so tired all the time, almost like she had given up. "Huh.."She replied when she heard the mumble and slowly opened her eyes. She could see how bad this was hurting him, but she didn't know what to do about it.


    [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 426px; color: snow; line-height: 100%; font-size: 10px; text-align: justify; text-transform: lowercase;]Kurt couldn't help but let out a soft sigh as he tried to just get over how hurt he was over her for a Momment. It just hurt him, feeling so neglected and as if he was being annoying. All he could hear were her words in the car earlier. It made him feel sick. "Sarah... Please tell me what's wrong.." He had mumbled so quietly.[/fancypost]

    Alyssa lightly bit her lower lip "I don't know"She said quietly almost a faint whisper it was the only true thing she could say. Why do I feel so weak. Hunters dieing and Im just complaining about my own life when im fine!? what is wrong with me?


    [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 426px; color: snow; line-height: 100%; font-size: 10px; text-align: justify; text-transform: lowercase;]Kurt just let out a soft sigh, feeling horrible. Horrible for her, horrible for Hunter, horrible for himself. He just felt terrible. "Alyssa.. Please talk to me. I'm only trying to help." He spoke quietly, his voice sounding hurt by now. He just prayed to God she couldn't snap at him again, becuase it had broke him inside. [/fancypost]

    Alyssa moved closer to him "I seriously don't know anymore Kurt....I think I've just given up on any chance of happiness we had..Everything bad has happened to us..and I just can't see a bright future anymore"She admitted staring at him before her hand found his and she squeezed it . She didn't want them to feel so much pain anymore.


    [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 426px; color: snow; line-height: 100%; font-size: 10px; text-align: justify; text-transform: lowercase;]Kurt just let out a soft sigh as he felt his own sadness sync in. She was right.. After Everythin that they had been through, all the pain and hurt, he just couldn't help but think that things were never going to get better... But of course they were. He couldn't think negatively. Not when thus had a sick child. He had to think positively. "Alyssa.. You have to stay strong, for Hunter. How many times have you snapped at me to be strong? You have to stay positive. We Have a sick chile and all we can do is hope for the best." He had spoken softly, not holding anything back as he just let out a soft sigh. [/fancypost]

    Alyssa nodded "I know..And I will and im sorry for snapping at you but I just love you a lot. Your pain is my pain and Hunter will get better he has too"She said before hearing the phone ring she got up letting Hunter snuggled up to Kurt. Then she picked it up "Hello..."She sighed before going quiet a few minutes "Oh..thats...thats great thanks..Yes sure see you tomorrow"She smiled and turned to Kurt "Its working..His Cancer has stopped spreading and is shrinking..they want to check its size tomorrow and see if its safe to remove"She said


    [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 426px; color: snow; line-height: 100%; font-size: 10px; text-align: justify; text-transform: lowercase;]a bright smile instantly appeared on kurts face to her words as he held hunter close, so happy at her words. "Really?! That's amazing!" He had spoken so happily, so th amful to know thier baby boy was going to be okay, that he was going to her better. He held the little boy close to his body as hunter snuggled close to kurts bare chest, just feeling incredibly happy at the news. [/fancypost]

    Alyssa jumped back into bed glad to finaly hear something happy she curled up towards them hoping to get a peaceful nights sleep. She fell asleep exhausted already as she curled protectivly around hunter as her mothers instinct kicked in.


    [fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 426px; color: snow; line-height: 100%; font-size: 10px; text-align: justify; text-transform: lowercase;]Kurt also feeling exahsted, had wrapped his arms around the both of them, letting his eyes fall heavy. The good news was all he ever wanted to hear- that hunter was getting better. That was all that mattered to him. His kids being healthy meant everything to him. It was momments more before Kurt would drift of into a deep sleep, his features peaceful and innocent as he slept. [/fancypost]