Take me away. The monster lies (Romance, Pafp)

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    Alyssa got up and went to the bathroom taking all her meds she needed to daily and washed her face it would take ages to get used to this and to get through it but Hunter would start treament today and it should help. River looked sad she rolled over and held hunter close "Why bro?"She asked knowing it wasn't just a cold or a fever and it was serious.

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    "Hunter like smiles, not good if crying"River said quietly before Alyssa came in with some food. River sat up and started eating but Alyssa didn't care about eating she made Hunters bottle and was feeding him making sure he had energy for today since this was going to be a long battle the only way Alyssa wasn't trying to kill herself now was convincing herself he would make it out alive. One son had already died she wasn't letting this one fly up to the sky as well.

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    Alyssa just stared at him blankly for a while she could only imagine that the pain kurt felt was the same as hers about this horrible situation but she had to try and distract her self from this yet it was hard when your almost broken inside. She did her best not to think about it and curled protectively over hunter and river.

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    Alyssa felt like she was getting punished for being such a bad person her son was dieing and she had just made things worse by getting drugs and fighting with Kurt she should of been here. She could of done so many things different and this would of played out differently she wanted to be a coward and just die but felt guilty if she left now with things the way they were

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    Alyssa got up and stretched before picking river up and putting her in her bed again before picking Hunter up she hoped he wouldmake progress with this treatment, he wasn't even one years of age. She headed downstairs and got the house keys

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    "This is the first step of many. We have to put out s*** out the picture and focus on our son"Alyssa said seriously she would normally not say it quite like that but she had changed into serious and focused mom mode everything now was for Hunter otherwise she wouldn't function

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    Alyssa looked outside the window too caught up in her world she didn't want to hurt kurt like this but she was right no matter how bad they both felt it didn't matter anymore all that mattered was hunters well being. Once they were there Alyssa got out and took Hunter out carefully holding him like he was china the media was all over hunters mysterious illness but weren't being as intrusive as before

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