as long as you love me.. [private]

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  • [shadow=black,left]Marley Rose Austine• •[/shadow]
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    I shook my head as I laid down, looking up at him."Drake, he needs to know that I'm alright. I know that you two don't get along, but he's a good man and he's a good dad. I don't want him worrying about me."I told him as I yawned and curled up into a ball."Come lay down with me."I muttered with a small smile on my face as I took his hand into mine. I never really understood why Drake was always hanging around, but I liked when he did. He was sweet with me.[/fancypost]


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    "T-Th-The pizza should be here so-soon." I stammered as she asked me to lay down with her. I shook my head, mentally cursing myself for being such an idiot in front of her.




    [sorry, super rushed.]

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    I chuckled when I heard him stammer and I sat back up."Why are you so nervous? You always get like this around me."I told him as I rested my head on his shoulder."We're friends, right? So you don't need to act nervous. I'm not my dad and I'll be first to admit that he is a little uptight, but he just wants to protect me."I said softly as I got off the bed and looked around the room."Where are we anyway? Do you live here?"I asked him as I went over the window and looked outside.[/fancypost]


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    I looked up at her as she said we were friends. I smiled at her and bit my lip. I wanted to be more than friends... I blinked as she walked to the window and I stood, walking over to her as she stood by the window. I watched her, the sunlight shining onto her pale and beautiful skin. "One of the places I live. I have about two other houses." I answered as I glanced out the door.

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    I raised my eyebrow at his words."One of your houses? Are you like, secretly rich?"I asked him as I smiled softly at him."So, I have a question."I started as I played with my fingers, looking down at the ground."So, why are you always different around me? You are always so cold around other people and angry, but you're sweet with me. It's not that I don't like it because I do, it makes me feel special to you. I just want to know what makes me so different?"I asked as I looked up at him, my blue eyes meeting his hazel ones.[/fancypost]


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    I chuckled as she asked if I was secretly rich. If only she knew. I crossed my arms over my chest and leaned against the wall by the window, my eyes looking up as she spoke again. I felt my heart race. Could I really tell her how I felt? I gulped and I exhaled, running my hands through my hair. I but my lip and looked deeply into her eyes, hazel meeting blue. "You're special to me... You always were. Somehow, you were different than all those other girls. You were... Perfect. And I guess, along the way, I fell madly in love with you..." I finally admitted, wincing a little, afraid she'd slap me. She'd probably call me a freak and leave. I exhaled, shyly looking up at her. "I completely understand if you want to leave or if you don't feel the same way because who could love me?" I murmured the last part and walked over to the bed, sitting on the edge as I buried my face in my hands.

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    Drake loved me. I tried to repeat over and over again in my head. I couldn't get use to it. I didn't understand how he could love me, I wasn't special or unique. I was just,..me. I watched as he went to go sit on the bed and my eyes softened at his words. I kneeled infront of his him and gently took his hands away from his face."Drake, I do love you. Don't ever doubt that I don't. I-I just don't know how yet, but I'm willing to find out."I said as I bit my lip before taking a deep breath. I pressed my lips to his, leaving some room so if he wanted to pull away then he could.[/fancypost]


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    I looked up, ready to reply to her. Then, she kissed me. She actually kissed me. I kissed back, my hands holding her cheeks as I deepened the kiss a little, not trying to push her into anything. I slowly broke away, my heart racing as my eyes met hers. I smiled softly and brushed the hair out of her face and kissed her again, gentle and lingering this time. I felt like I was on top of the world, just kissing her. She was perfect, in every aspect of the word. I slowly pulled away and exhaled, smiling softly as I caressed her cheek with my thumb. "You really love me?" I asked as I looked into her eyes.

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    I don't know why, but Drake reminded me of a puppy in this instant. I have never heard him talk about his family so I don't think he has any. He has nobody to love him and that was sad. Everyone deserved to have somebody who loves them. I smiled at him as I sat next to him and hugged him tightly, running my fingers through his hair."Of course I do..."I told him softly as I kissed his forehead."I love you, Drake Reyes. Though, I'm not perfect. Nobody is."I said as I rubbed my stomach."When is that food gonna be here?"I muttered softly.[/fancypost]


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    I looked over at her as she spoke and I smiled at her, caressing her cheek with my thumb as I looked deeply into her eyes. "You are perfect, in my eyes." I said and then my ears perked up as the door bell rang. I smiled at her. "Pizza's here. I'll be back."I said as I stood and walked out the door, paying the pizza man and then taking the pizza upstairs to Marley. I smiled at her and sat on the bed beside her. "Want something to drink?" I asked.

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    I grinned when he told me that the pizza was here. I watched him go get the pizza before I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. That's right, they forgot to grab my phone. I pulled it out and saw that it was my father."Daddy?"I said as I listened to him speak."I'm fine, I'm with Drake....No, I'm not leaving...he's not a bad guy!"I felt angry that my father was so quick to judge Drake. I hung up the phone as Drake walked back in."Water is fine."I told him with a soft sigh, looking down at the ground.[/fancypost]


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    I smiled softly at her and went to get her a bottle of water. I came back and handed her the bottle when I saw she looked upset. "Hey, you okay?" I asked as I frowned, sitting on the bed beside her.

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    I shook my head as I looked down."Why doesn't my dad like you? Is it because of something bad you did in the past?"I asked as I looked at him."I want to be with you, but my dad has a different opinion on whether that should happen."I said softly.[/fancypost]


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    I looked up at her with a troubled look. "I've done some bad things... And your father seems to be catching onto that. I am not a good person, Marley. Maybe you should go back with him..." I murmured as I walked over to the bathroom, stripping off my shirt. I grabbed the counter roughly and hung my head. I wanted Marley more than anything but her father is right... I'm not a good person. I've killed people before... If Marley stayed with me, she'd get hurt. I started a steaming shower and leaned against the counter. I held back the tears. I knew I looked big and tough but when it came to her... She's my krytonite.

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    I shook my head as I stood at the bathroom door, I wanted to stay with Drake. He needed to know that he wasn't such a bad guy and that he wasn't alone. He had me. I could hear the shower going and I let out a soft sigh as I knocked on the door."Drake, I'm not leaving. I want to be with you, okay? I don't care what my father says."I didn't care about all the bad things that he had done. He had saved my life and that should be enough for my father, but nothing is ever enough for him."Open the door..."I said softly.[/fancypost]


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    I looked up as she spoke, my heart racing. I sighed, standing and walking over to the door. I opened the door slowly, my tattoos now visible her since my shirt was off. I looked up, my hazel eyes meeting her blue eyes. "I'm not a good guy, Marley... I could hurt you.." I whispered as I lowered m eyes, bitingly lip hard. "The men that kidnapped you? They kidnapped you because of me... Because they knew how I felt about you." I sighed. "I can't let you get hurt because of me..."

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    They had kidnapped me to hurt Drake, but why would they care how Drake felt about me? I looked at him as I let out a soft sigh."Why would they care about how you feel about me?"I asked gently as I moved closer to him and took his hand, gently squeezing it."Don't shut me out, okay? I have the feeling that you do that with a lot of people, so don't do it with me."I kissed his cheek then blushed lightly when I realized that he didn't have a shirt on and that he had a really nice body.[/fancypost]


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    I kept silent as she asked me a question and I looked down at her, our eyes meeting. I sighed and held her hand as as kissed my cheek. "All I know how to do is shut people out..." I whispered as I looked down, dropping her hand softly. I turned, running a hand through my hair. "I'm not good for you, Marley." I said gently as I turned back to her, my hazel eyes full of sadness.

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    I frowned as I looked at him before I suddenly felt angry at him."Why does everyone seem to know what's good for me? I know what's good for me!"I snapped as I grabbed his arm. I walked so I was facing him before pressing my lips against his."I want you."I muttered as I placed my hand on his bare chest, his skin warm beneath my fingers. I wanted to be with him more than I had ever wanted anything in my entire life.


    {So, pm or fade out? I'm fine with either one}[/fancypost]


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    I felt my heart spike as she grabbed my arm, kissing me. Then, I heard her say she wanted me. My heart raced. I looked down at her, my hazel eyes meeting hers. "I'm dangerous, Marley.." I whispered against he lips as I held her hips, bringing her body closer to me. "I can't control myself when I'm around you.." I whispered, my eyes meeting hers as I looked hungrily at her lips. I held her body close to mine, wanting her more and more the longer I stared at her.