dying to live [apocalyptic - bxb - sem/adv]

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    [ OOC. ]


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    [ IC. ]
    "Oh, sh-t, I was going to ask for your name but you beat me to the punch." Simon looked to Diesel, his hand groping and sliding down his face until it returned to his pockets. Walking so that he was closer to Diesel as he said,
    "If you're at a hospital, then you need medicine and stuff. There's a pharmacy down two blocks and another to the left..." Simon paused, pointing into the direction of where it was estimated. His dark eyes occasionally flickered to look at Diesel and to the direction.


    "I could show you a quick way to get there. And, also, I am Simon." The man finally formally introduced himself before pulling up the grey hood from his hoodie, covering his messy black hair.
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    diesel stayed quiet, the trigger of his gun clicking as his fingers twitched. he wasn't listening to the first thing simon had said, and he mentally apologized for that. even so, he glanced at simon when he put his hoodie on, grinning crookedly. he didn't say anything for a while, and instead cocked his head, his eyes narrowing. being in the military gave him a keen sense of what was going on around him, though sometimes he didn't listen to the little voice in his head telling him that danger was afoot.


    his head slowly turned towards a direction behind them and he stared into the darkness, almost having a flashback to when he was a child. well, he thought it was him as a child, he could be wrong. he didn't remember much of his childhood, and he didn't always get flashbacks of him. "lead the way, simon," he said softly and quietly.
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    simon is stealth mcstealthy mcgee.
    #dieselforcaptianamerica
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    Simon took a default look at Diesel when he stared off in the distance, albeit even if he saw him or not.
    "Alright," Simon said, and he climbed down the stair that lead down to the first floor. The metal stairs made soft clinks as he descended down. No participants groaning behind the walls.


    However, a singular zed just continued walking through the sidewalk. Simon stayed as stiff and silent before slowly climbing down the ladder.


    Jumping down to the ground floor with a, most likely, slightly pained grunt coming from the short male. He then crept forwards where the singular zed's direction, out of sight from the fire escape. A glinting knife in hand, he was partially ready for the kill as his arms branched upward and grabbed the zed's neck with one arm and stabbed the knife in with the other.


    Distasteful gurgling sounds came from the zed's mouth as it tried to warn out, blood run down onto his hand and the end of his sleeves. It grabbed at his arms in attempts to free itself, but to no avail it went limp. Dragging the body away from the sidewalk and more closely to a garbage dump nearby the building next to the hospital.


    With a bloody hand, Simon waved in to show that he was okay.
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    such stealth.
    this post is garbage, i apologize. i'm so lazy right now. )


    when simon went ahead, diesel stayed behind, still gazing into the darkness that seemed to reach to him. he wanted to reach back, but was scared. he'd been scared of reaching back towards it since he was a child. a gurgling sound broke diesel from his trance and he looked down at simon, silently questioning how the fuck he got down there.


    still, diesel followed. for such a large man, he made little to no sound when he moved. a practiced technique from the military he had learned. put all your weight in your chest when you walk. he always did that anyway, so there wasn't much change. "what just happened?" he asked softly, genuinely curious as to why there was blood on simon's hand.
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    It's alright.
    Is it bad I find it concerning that Diesel is getting pulled to darkness like a vampire. diesel you always look down a bit at simon your taller that the average human this is nothing new.
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    Turning his head to Diesel from the now dead undead, he explained briefly, "I snuck up behind it and killed it. They usually don't get back up from a slashed throat."


    His hand slightly hovered above the hem of his jacket, almost wiping his bloody hand off by habit before letting it droop back to his side again. It was surprising the strap of his bag didn't get bloody either.


    " Hopefully. " Simon said, shrugging his shoulders before checking the side of the building they were next too if there was anymore, as well as the hospital. Usually, it would seem vacant unless some got out, but usually they hid unless there was something attracting them.


    "At least it's clear," He muttered, and he walked into the streets, his shoes crunching from gravel.
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    the man looked at simon as he explained, smiling a bit. oh, he killed it? good. diesel glanced back, but couldn't see that darkness anymore. he took in a small breath and looked back to simon.


    seeing the smaller male gone made diesel panic a bit, though simon was literally only a few feet away. diesel wet his lips and moved after him.


    the large man gave a soft hum in admiration at simon's ability to act without remorse. diesel had seen people who cried and flipped out when they killed a zed; as though they were murdering their own child. it always made diesel roll his eyes and want to leave those people to die. if you couldn't understand that they were dead, and they were going to kill you if you didn't kill them first, then you deserved to be torn apart.


    "good job," diesel said softly, swallowing. "sorry i wasn't paying attention."
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    diesel is BATMAN i also love the frankness of how he reacted to Simon killing the zed. "OH, YOU KILLED IT? GOOD THATS GREAT"
    i cringed at the part where others where hesitant on killing zeds because i think most will still see humanity than loose it completely, especially with zed family. However, in a zombpocolypse, its kill or be killed. Rip
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    Simon pocketed his knife, before wiping it off on the lower hem of his hoodie, "Thanks, I guess," if close enough, there was a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth, " It's fine to be on alert in areas like this, it's natural."


    His arm closest to Diesel twitched subtly. He was going to give him a reassuring pat on the back as one does, but decided it would be too invasive and maybe it'll all end up a bad decision. Maybe. It wouldn't be clear fully unless he was reassured it was fine like the sun peaking from the awkward hues of the sky above them.


    By the hum of the tune the tall man was humming, Simon assumed it was alright for now. His dark eyes fitted for the tired eyebags under looked around the surroundings cautiously.
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    probably but whatever. diesel is just weird in the sense that he has no remorse for humanity. )


    diesel stopped humming after a while, instead simply looking around. he noticed simon's arm had twitched, but he didn't comment on it. maybe it had been involuntary? probably. the man swallowed the thick lump that was always present in his throat, clearing his throat silently.


    "why are you alone?" he asked softly, curious.
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    terrifying.
    estas bien. sort of off-topic, but i'm struggling in a "cookie clicker"-esque management game called Kittens Game. It's more harder than it seems if you want to survive winter successfully.
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    Simon had to think of what Diesel meant by his question of 'alone'. Was he alone physically? No, the tall, muscular and, uuuuhh, nice-faced man was walking right next to him. Was he alone mentally? It felt so, especially on bad days. Was he alone in the world itself? Weren't they all, all with nothing but themselves versus the mindless.


    Then, it clicked on him. Diesel must have meant groups, yeah? "In a way, yeah. I used to be part of a group-" He remembered what happened to most of the members that had come and gone. One was betrayed by their best friend, their wails and screams cutting through the nauseating silence in the dim light of the moon from the building they were once standing on.
    Another was shot in the head, right up front in front of everyone with no warning, from a member from another group that more or less wanted to steal their supplies and leave, only to prove defense as a challenge.
    Some just up and leave. Standing up from a chair one day, opening the door, and just going. They'd always stare at the wall at one point, unmoving. Stuck in a trance that would never escape by themselves alone. "-but not anymore."


    "Are you alone?" Simon asked, his voice akin to a slightly audible whisper.
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    bby. i love surviving in winter. i also like cookies. xD )


    diesel couldn't help but want to hug simon. but that'd be weird, right? the man wasn't used to having someone near him. he didn't know what to do, actually. in the military, people backed away from him slowly and left him alone.


    it probably was because diesel was incredibly feral groing up. he would snarl and growl like an animal, snapping and biting at anyone who came close to him. they suspected rabies at first, but they tested him and found nothing but mental issues that plagued his brain. he didn't think he was an animal, but that was how he got rid of people he didn't like.


    he didn't know how he was supposed to react to normal people, people he was just walking next to. was he supposed to hold their hands? give them hugs? diesel knew people liked hugging. he also knew that people liked kissing, but he knew for a fact he couldn't kiss simon. well, he could, but he wouldn't. not until him and simon were... not until simon said so.


    diesel looked down at the smaller male, then looked off the to side of the male, thinking. "yeah... i don't work well in groups... plus, people are too scared of me to ask me to join their groups..."
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    [hr]
    [ OOC. ]
    I don't really know if I could survive winter, but it is nice with some proper cold-warding protection.
    also diesel needs to watch Wreck-It-Ralph. also the kissing aspect part made me laugh and then go screech. diESEL YOU GIANT ODD BUFF CHEETO PUFF PUPPYMAN
    [hr]
    [ IC. ]
    People finding Diesel scary and usually leave him be? That would be understandable. Well, Diesel is a tall and buff guy. Yet appearances like those are often a benefactor in situations like these, no? Oh well, it was a bit saddening. But what works, works.


    Simon was somewhat of a loner himself. He wasn't the best at keeping up friendships, or speaking up in general, but friends where a rare thing. Often, according to others, their first impression was: grumpy, a-hole, most-likely-to-be-alone, ect. According to single-parent hating groups, those where the traits of an obvious single-parent household. Which was what Simon was in for a most part of his life, but before he realized on the state his mom's and his father's relationship was close to caving down into the tragedy of divorce, he was still the same; if not less. Now, uh, back to the subject.


    " Alright.." Simon said, simply looking ahead. He opened his mouth to say more, but he closed it again after knowing he had nothing much else to say.
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    [align=center][sup][color=white]#lightsymadethis

    [fancypost bgcolor=#294399; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 414px; height: 10px; color: black; font-family: Georgia; font-size: 5pt; line-height: 8pt;][align=center]TEMPLATE ©BOKEH ;;[/fancypost]
    [fancypost bgcolor=white; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 414px; height: 200px; background: url(http://41.media.tumblr.com/ae7…fxzk2Xdu1rdwlp0o1_500.jpg);][fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; border-top: solid #294399 2px; width: 414px; margin-left: -15px; margin-top: 25px;][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=#294399; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 414px; height: 40px; margin-left: -15px; margin-top: -7px; opacity: .60; color: black; font-family: Georgia; font-size: 34pt; line-height: 34pt; text-shadow: 0px 0px 10px snow;][align=center]ZOMBIE ?!?[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; border-top: solid #294399 2px; width: 414px; margin-left: -15px; margin-top: 3px;][/fancypost][/fancypost]
    [fancypost bgcolor=#294399; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 414px; height: 20px; margin-top: -5px; color: black; font-family: Georgia; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 15pt;][align=center]i'm hungry. i'm dirty. i'm losing my mind — everything's fine.[/fancypost]
    [fancypost bgcolor=#4b5e9c; border: 0px; width: 400px; height: 260px; border-right: double #294399 7px; border-left: double #294399 7px;][fancypost bgcolor=; border: 0px; width: 400px; height: 260px; padding: 0px; padding-right: 30px; overflow: auto; width: 380px; height: 260px;][fancypost bgcolor=; border: 0px; width: 380px; min-height: 300px; padding: 0px; font-size: 9px; line-height: 10px; text-align: justify; color: black; font-family: timesnewroman;]i love wreck it ralph xD )


    diesel looked at the smaller male when he went quiet. not much of a talker, now was he? when he looked back in front of him, he cringed violently, falling on the ground with wide eyes. the general was standing in front of him, holding a gun towards him. however, he blinked and the image was gone. a hallucination... great.


    diesel slowly stood back up, looking around. he didn't say anything, but looked at the ground and hoped to god that simon didn't mention it. "sorry... kind of... spazzed out for a second," it was a stupid explanation, but diesel wasn't about to tell the other about his mental issues; he wouldn't want to stay...
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    [fancypost bgcolor=#294399; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 414px; height: 20px; color: black; font-family: Georgia; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 15pt;][align=center][i]i'm freezing. i'm starving. i'm bleeding to death — everything's fine.[/fancypost]

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    [fancypost bgcolor=black; border: 2px solid black; font-family: bookman oldstyle; color: white; font-size: 7pt; text-shadow: 0px 0px 1px black; text-align: justify; width: 450px; text-transform: lowercase; cursor: url("https://31.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lqs4osv61Z1qfoi4t.png"), auto; margin-top: -30px;]
    [hr]
    [ OOC. ]
    S-s-s-sAAAAME.


    [hr]
    [ IC. ]
    Simon looked at Diesel with some concern. It was random for a person to suddenly fall down on their knees. Yet going into space is a thing one cannot avoid if Simon was there, so it was... 'normal'.


    "You okay though?" He asked, offering a hand to help Diesel get up. He understood partially, one three occasions: Random zoning out, tripping on his own feet or air, and sudden hallucinations. For Simon, they where more subtle on occasions but sooner or later they'd disappear in an instant or linger. Painfully linger.
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    [align=center][sup][color=white]#lightsymadethis

    [fancypost bgcolor=#294399; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 414px; height: 10px; color: black; font-family: Georgia; font-size: 5pt; line-height: 8pt;][align=center]TEMPLATE ©BOKEH ;;[/fancypost]
    [fancypost bgcolor=white; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 414px; height: 200px; background: url(http://41.media.tumblr.com/ae7…fxzk2Xdu1rdwlp0o1_500.jpg);][fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; border-top: solid #294399 2px; width: 414px; margin-left: -15px; margin-top: 25px;][/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=#294399; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 414px; height: 40px; margin-left: -15px; margin-top: -7px; opacity: .60; color: black; font-family: Georgia; font-size: 34pt; line-height: 34pt; text-shadow: 0px 0px 10px snow;][align=center]ZOMBIE ?!?[/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; border-top: solid #294399 2px; width: 414px; margin-left: -15px; margin-top: 3px;][/fancypost][/fancypost]
    [fancypost bgcolor=#294399; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 414px; height: 20px; margin-top: -5px; color: black; font-family: Georgia; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 15pt;][align=center]i'm hungry. i'm dirty. i'm losing my mind — everything's fine.[/fancypost]
    [fancypost bgcolor=#4b5e9c; border: 0px; width: 400px; height: 260px; border-right: double #294399 7px; border-left: double #294399 7px;][fancypost bgcolor=; border: 0px; width: 400px; height: 260px; padding: 0px; padding-right: 30px; overflow: auto; width: 380px; height: 260px;][fancypost bgcolor=; border: 0px; width: 380px; min-height: 300px; padding: 0px; font-size: 9px; line-height: 10px; text-align: justify; color: black; font-family: timesnewroman;]diesel nodded and accepted the help, swallowing and looking behind him before clearing his throat. "i, uh... do that a lot... but i'm fine," he mumbled, assuring simon. he was glad the other male didn't comment. simply spacing out doesn't make people fall backwards onto the ground. oh well, diesel wasn't going to say any more than he needed to.


    the older male cleared his throat again, looking around. where were they? he hadn't been paying attention to where they were going... "where... are we?"
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    [fancypost bgcolor=#294399; bordercolor=; borderwidth=0px; width: 414px; height: 20px; color: black; font-family: Georgia; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 15pt;][align=center][i]i'm freezing. i'm starving. i'm bleeding to death — everything's fine.[/fancypost]

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    [hr]
    [ OOC. ]
    also uhm
    i made them in the sims 4, soooo do you want to see them
    [hr]
    [ IC. ]
    Simon simply nodded after Diesel's reply of 'doing-that-a-lot.' Alright, that's fine. He partially noticed the man's glances behind him. Did he think he saw something? Maybe. Most likely. Well...


    "Right now, we've been walking a block to get to the pharmacy." Simon filled in the missing information. He guessed that originally the bigger man was focused on a different thing or didn't catch it right the first time. That's fine.
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    [align=center][sup][color=white]#lightsymadethis

    [fancypost bgcolor=#999999 bordercolor=transparent; height: 75px; width: 400px; border-bottom: #777777 10px solid; letter-spacing: -1px; text-shadow: 3px 3px 3px black;]
    [size=7pt]© funhouse.[align=center][font=georgia][size=7pt][color=white]the dead cannot cry out for justice.
    [size=22pt][color=dimgray][font=calibri]❝ [b]Z O M B I E ?!? ❞    [/b][/size]
    [font=georgia][size=7pt][color=white]it is a duty of the living to do so for them.
    [/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=#666666 bordercolor=transparent; width: 400px][justify][font=timesnewroman][size=7pt][color=black]yes of course honey. <3 )


    diesel looked at the smaller man beside him, then looked at his surroundings and scratched the stubble on his cheek and huffed out a breath. he needed to pay more attention, plain and simple.


    "okay..." he said softly, biting on his lip. he wanted to say something else, but instead just ended up apologizing again. "sorry for not paying attention..." because he knew that not paying attention in this world was very dangerous.

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    [hr]
    [ OOC. ]
    ayy ok.
    simon is as awkward as a cheese square.
    [hr]
    [ IC. ]
    It somewhat troubled Simon to see Diesel apologize for a trivial thing. Even if, yeah, zed-pocolypse that is very fatal and all, but we can't always be sharp all the time. At least he was more aware now, right? If not, sounds are good at alarming you out of it. It worked before.


    " I-It's fine. " Simon reassured, this time giving the taller male a small pat on the shoulder, " 'Least you're aware now."


    The gravel crunch of the road was replaced by the sound crisp scuff of the concrete sidewalk. Now, the pharmacy was close. Houses glared at them ominously, a store light flickering. If it wasn't for the broken glass and uncared look of the buildings, it would have almost seemed normal.
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    [align=center][sup][color=white]#lightsymadethis

    [fancypost bgcolor=#999999 bordercolor=transparent; height: 75px; width: 400px; border-bottom: #777777 10px solid; letter-spacing: -1px; text-shadow: 3px 3px 3px black;]
    [size=7pt]© funhouse.[align=center][font=georgia][size=7pt][color=white]the dead cannot cry out for justice.
    [size=22pt][color=dimgray][font=calibri]❝ [b]Z O M B I E ?!? ❞    [/b][/size]
    [font=georgia][size=7pt][color=white]it is a duty of the living to do so for them.
    [/fancypost][fancypost bgcolor=#666666 bordercolor=transparent; width: 400px][justify][font=timesnewroman][size=7pt][color=black]a cute cheese square )


    diesel looked at the smaller male, then looked down at the ground and at the sidewalk. he glanced down the street, looking both ways as he did so, as though he were a child crossing the road with his parents. he never got that experience, you know.


    the only street crossings he did were in full body armor, heavily armed, with his squadron. his lack of a childhood made him angry and sad at the same time, but he didn't comment on any it.


    "yeah..." he said, looking back down at simon and smiling softly.

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    [hr]
    [ OOC. ]
    pFFFT PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFT
    guess whos back back back, back again 'gain 'gain.
    [hr]
    [ IC. ]
    Simon took some time to try and see around too. Nothing too peculiar. Seemed safe.


    He gave a reassuring smile, showing he was paying attention whilst paying attention to other surroundings. Simon could remember one moment where he was walking down the street.
    He was a young tyke then, five years old. He had baby cheeks ripe for the grandma-pinchy fingers, a button nose, and light brown hair compared to his dark black shade now. Paler then, too. In his child clutches, was the firm but soft hand of his mother. A car would zoom past them now and then.
    She towered over him, nice blue capri pants was the most vibrant thing he remembered other than the sand colored concrete or the red brick buildings next to them. His mother looked beaming and bright and colorful back then. Just like the sky.


    Blinking, his grey eyes zoned back into the reality of the present.
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