.:Everything Falls Apart Eventually:. {BxB}-

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  • Ares Jace Vaylow


    -------|| Pansexual || Nineteen ||-------





    Ares was a wreck. He could hardly look over his shoulder without cringing, and it didn't take much for him to cry. His parents beat him around a lot, it wasn't until recently that he finally got the nerve to move out and with his boyfriend. Thanks to Ares wonderful acting, his love didn't know much about the abuse he dealt with. Now, they were living together in a cozy apartment. Everything should be okay, Ares should be able to live a happy life now.
    Except he can't. His sleep is full of nightmares and he can barely keep from hurting himself as he had done before. What's worse is his boyfriend's temper isn't exactly the longest, all Ares could think of was the time it ran out and he would get hurt again.



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    Ares forced a breath, carefully unloading the dishwasher. The plates made a clink each time they hit each other, it startled the scrawny male every time. He sighed when he finished, gripping the edge of the counter tightly as he closed his eyes. It was late, he was tired, and his scars were pulsing with newborn pain.

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  • Ares winced, shutting his eyes for a moment as he finished putting the dishes away, "W-welcome home,"He said softly. Glancing away, Ares grabbed a cluster of paper towels to wipe up small puddle of water of the counter.

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    ic;; Joshua grasped Ares's waist, spinning him around to look at him. "Why so shy?" He asked, looking into his eyes.






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  • Ares flinched again, looking at Joshua,"I-I don't know what you're talking about,"He lied in a low voice, trying to force a smile.

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    ic;; "There it is again," he insisted, a frown playing on his face. The tall male pulled him closer, staring into his eyes. "Are you scared of me?" The male asked the question that had been on his mind for a long time. Now that he was drunk, it was easier to ask.






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  • Ares frowned, eyebrows pulling together, "No, of course not,"He whispered, wrapping his arms around Joshua's shoulders. It wasn't a total lie; Ares wasn't afraid of him, he had no reason to be, but he still jumped like a startled cat every time Josh entered the room, though that was no different from anybody else.

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    ic;; "Are you sure? You're always jumpy around me," he insisted, not entirely convinced. The tall boy's eyebrows were furrowed and he was slightly biting his lip.






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  • "I'm fine,"Ares murmured into his shoulder, "Just... Antsy, I guess,"He sighed. That was a lie. Anxious was a better word. Paranoid. Panicky. Whatever, all the same in a sense. He took a quiet breath again in place of a wince as his scars began to pulse with his quick heartbeat, but otherwise remained silent.

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    ic;; "Why are you antsy?" He asked, raising an eyebrow. If Joshua was being completely honest, he would say that he was very frustrated. Why was he acting like this?!






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  • "I dunno,"Ares shrugged cautiously, sensing Joshua's rising discontent. The last thing he wanted was to piss him off.

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    ic;; The frown sketched into his lips turned into a deep scowl. Sighing loudly, Joshua turned away and grabbed his wallet, which held his fake ID. "I'm going to the bar," he said, grabbing his car keys. Normally, he wouldn't drive drunk, but he really needed a beer. The 20 year old grabbed his jacket and threw it over his shoulder.






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  • But you just got home... Ares stopped himself from complaining, afraid to seem clingy, and merely gave a nod, "Alright,"He whispered,"I love you."

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    ic;; Just rolling his eyes, Joshua walked out of the house, slamming the door behind him. Jamming the key into the ignition, he started the car and drove to the closest bar. After about an hour of nonstop drinking, the 20 year old somehow drove home safely.






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  • Ares was back in the kitchen, wiping up a mess he made when he spilled a jug of milk. Can't even poor yourself of glass of milk! Ares spat at himself, useless! Absolutely pathetically useless!

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    ic;; Joshua opened the door and stumbled in, completely wasted. He somehow made it to the kitchen without falling, obviously looking for Ares. "You f.cking b.tch," he growled lowly. "I'm tired of your f.cking bullsh.t! I'm not an idiot! I know you've been lying to me! I don't even care why you've been such a weak b.tch! All I want now, is for you to get the f.ck out of my house!"






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  • Ares looked horrified, his mouth falling open. He couldn't even sputter anything out at first, he just stared at Joshua like he was the devil himself, tears pricking at the back of his eyes,
    "Y-you want me g-gone?"He squeaked, taking a cautious step back.

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    ic;; "You heard me," he hissed, crossing his arms over his chest. Joshua's eyes landed on the milk mess, causing his scowl to grow. "Clean up your mess. I want you gone by 5am. It's 1am now."






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  • Ares gave a teary gasp, looking back at his mess. He wiped the counter up and tossed the paper towel away. He looked at Joshua for a little longer, before rushing to the bedroom. He emptied out his drawers and pushed his toiletries into a backpack, starting to weep. He wasn't surprised it was ending like this, but that didn't make it any easier to deal with. Ares wasted no time putting on his jacket and shoes, totally unable to look at his boyfriend- well, ex- before he fled the apartment and walked the streets.

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    ic;; Locking the door, Joshua stumbled to his room, instantly collapsing in his bed. Kicking off his shoes, he let his eyes close. The drunken male snored quietly, twisted in what seemed like and uncomfortable position.






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