ghosts of my past... [pafp boy needed advaced]

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[fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-family: arial; font-size: 11px; letter-spacing: 2px; margin-top: 1px;][align=right][color=black]I keep telling myself I’m alright. The truth is, I’m not, not even close. [/fancypost]
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"And I didn't have dying on my agenda for today." I chuckled softly, trying to lighten the mood almost. Feeling her hand threw my hair I relaxed and let the pain fade away as I felt kind of numb. "The doctor said I'm fine...I busted my knee up but they said it should be fine now and I fractured a rib but same to that to. They want to keep me in here for a few more days because my chest hit the steering wheel pretty hard and they want to make sure its ok." Pointing to the wires coming off of my chest.

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[fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-family: arial; font-size: 11px; letter-spacing: 2px; margin-top: 1px;][align=right][color=black]I keep telling myself I’m alright. The truth is, I’m not, not even close. [/fancypost]
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"They already caught the guy, he crashed a few miles down because we hit something in his car. He's being trialed with two attempts of murder, resisting arrest and a hit and run." Stretching slightly as I adjusted the pillow on my back I continued, "All of those will more than likely end up with him serving the rest of his life in jail. At the very least about 50 years. It's un-certain put they will have us testify."

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"It would probably be better if I didn't until they take some of the tubes out. I wouldn't want to scare them...I'm just happy your here." I smiled softly. Taking her hand in mine and rubbing it softly with my thumb. Just feeling her warm skin already made me feel better. "How about you go get something to eat...I'm not going any where!" I smirked. [/fancypost]

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[fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-family: arial; font-size: 11px; letter-spacing: 2px; margin-top: 1px;][align=right][color=black]I keep telling myself I’m alright. The truth is, I’m not, not even close. [/fancypost]
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I nodded and chuckled a little as she said this. Laying back down I sighed and ran my hand threw my hair. It suddenly hit me that I couldn't pay for all these medical bills. I had money stored away but it was just enough to get the kids threw school for the next few years and I would hate to use that. Tears fell down my cheeks as I thought about this. Whipping them away I took some deep breaths to try to relax.

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[fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-family: arial; font-size: 11px; letter-spacing: 2px; margin-top: 1px;][align=right][color=black]I keep telling myself I’m alright. The truth is, I’m not, not even close. [/fancypost]
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"I'm fine...Just some of the pain...That's all." I lied as she asked me what was wrong. I couldn't tell her what was really going on in fear I would worry her too and I couldn't do that right now. Sighing I looked over at her, "Is Dan OK? He hasn't come in yet that I know of and I'm worried about him." I asked, It was true. If Dan got hit as hard as I did I couldn't imagine his wounds.
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Smiling I was just happy to hear that he was OK. I don't know how I would feel if something major happened to him. I already blamed myself for the accident. I should have been more careful and stayed my distance or tried to dodge the bullet. "I'm fine...Really." Taking her hand in mine as I rubbed it softly reassuring her almost.

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[fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-family: arial; font-size: 11px; letter-spacing: 2px; margin-top: 1px;][align=right][color=black]I keep telling myself I’m alright. The truth is, I’m not, not even close. [/fancypost]
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"Sorry that I kind of ruined the day." I chuckled softly, turning my head to face her. My brown eyes showing a mix of emotions but my features tired like I had just run a Marathon or something. That of course was just the pain killers kicking in and taking there affect.
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