ghosts of my past... [pafp boy needed advaced]

Rscran · Jun 24th 2015

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Kissing her softly in thanks I got up to go find my suit. Going past the kids room I said, "I wanted to tell you guys that Wren is going to watch you for a few hours. Dad passed away last night so I need to go to the funeral." They all nodded at me and went back to playing like our dad wasn't apart of there lives. Well he never was so I couldn't blame them! Finding my suit I pulled it on and went into the bathroom and got ready. "I better go." I sighed coming out as I adjusted the sleeves.

pip! · Jun 24th 2015

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I turned as he came back downstairs and I stood with a smile. "Don't you look handsome?" I said with a small laugh and walked up to him, fixing his tie and adjusted his sleeves. I bit my lip and stepped back a little. "You're all ready..." I sighed and looked up at him. "Try not to get into a fight with your aunt or any of your family. Just pay your respects and leave, if you have to."

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Rscran · Jun 25th 2015

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"Thanks." I smiled softly as she fixed the sleeves and everything else. "I bought it when my mom passed away. He doesn't deserve this suit but it's all I have." I shrugged as I watched her talk. Nodding as she told me that if I needed to leave that I could. "Hopefully I won't be long..." Kissing her softly I grabbed my car keys. "Be back in a few hours." I waved goodbye and set down the road. Coming to my home town an hour or two later. Pulling up in front of the funeral home I pulled my sunglasses off and threw them in the seat. Walking up to the entrance I grabbed the handle and and pulled the door open.
I was greeted with all these "Sorry for your loss." I didn't say anything because I didn't feel bad for losing him. Seeing him laying there in the casket I sneered, "Good job dad. Couldn't even stay sober enough to stay alive." My Aunt heard this comment and looked at me with like I had just offended the gods she worshiped or something.
"How about you just go up there and say something nice for your father you ungrateful brat!" Hearing these words I cocked my head to the side and stepped up onto the podium and took the mic. Once everyone sat down I started.
"I've know my dad for the 24 years I lived on this earth." MY voice soft like I was sad for his death or like I was going to cry. "Those 24 years..." I looked the other way as if hiding tears and snapped my head back, not a single tear on my face. "Were h*ll! Coming home from school everyday after my mom passed away to him lying on the floor or something passed out drunk! EVERY DAY!" I snapped looking at the shocked faces. "You may not of realized it but your precious, son." I pointed to the grandparents I hated. "Your brother." I pointed to my aunt. "And your friend." I pointed to the rest of the people. "Was an abusive alcoholic! I took the blow for my siblings so they wouldn't have to go threw what I did growing up! I got everything thrown at me! Beer bottles, chairs, plates!! Anything his drunk, gross hands could grab." Placing my head down so they could see the torn tissue of my head I continued. "HE came to MY apartment the other day and started to yell at me! Like the rest of you he believes that I took the twins and Lilly for no reason! THIS IS WHY I TOOK THEM!" I began to shout. Angry tears streaming down my face. "SO THEY DIDN'T HAVE TO PUT UP WITH THIS BULLSH*T EVERY NIGHT FOR THE REST OF THERE LIVES!" Slamming my fist on the wood I looked at the casket. "Have a nice ride to h*ll!" I sneered at the body. Walking off the box as everyone stood up and tried to grab my shoulder and shouted at me to apologize. They followed me out to the car and I didn't react. Pulling on my sunglasses and flipping them the bird as I drove away. Feeling triumphant as I pulled back into the apartment complex 3 hours later.

pip! · Jun 25th 2015

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It had been nearly an hour since Beckett had left and the kids were in the same room as me and we were watching a movie. I looked down at Lily as I played with her hair and she played with her dolls in my lap. I had showed her a secret spot in the vent where I had put my baronies when I was growing up and she had played with them non-stop. After two hours, the door was knocked on, loudly. I smiled softly at Lily and pulled her off of my lap as I stood to answer the door. I felt my heart drop and my breathing became even as my tears swelled with eyes. His drunken eyes looked up and his eyes widened. I gulped. "Wren?" He slurred and I turned my head.

"Boys, take your sister upstairs into her room and lock the door." I commanded and they quickly oneyed. I turned to him, my ex-boyfriend, the man who murdered me. I tried to slam the door shut but he stepped in, knowing I was too weak to fight against him. I shakily exhaled as he bombarded into the apartment, drunk and stumbling. "You're supposed to be dead, how are you alive?" He slurred and I felt tears fall from my eyes. "I-I don't know. I just am." I cried. He glared at me, coming toward me and I took a few steps back. "No one can know the truth. I have to kill you again, Wren." He growled and I sobbed, sprinting up the stairs. He screamed after me and charged after me. I slammed the door to a random room and saw there wasn't a lock. I cried and ran to the window to see I was too high up to jump. Then, I saw Beckett's car pull up. I screamed and banged on the window as I saw the kids run out to him, screaming and crying. I continued banging on the window and then my ex rammed through the door and I screamed.

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Rscran · Jun 25th 2015

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Stepping out of the car I saw the kids running towards me as the boys shouted, "There's someone in the apartment!"
"Stay in the car and lock the doors!" I commanded. As they scurried into the seats I grabbed a gun under the back seat and cocked it. Loading a bullet into the chamber as I locked the door to the car behind me. Seeing Wren I gave her a reassuring nod that everything would be Ok. Running up the stairs I wasn't in the mood for this so who ever this was was either getting a bullet in the skull or somewhere else. Opening the door I held the gun up and shouted. "WHO EVER YOU ARE GET OUT OF HERE! I'M NOT IN THE MOOD TO DEAL WITH THIS KIND OF SH*T!" I was highly trained with a gun I guess you could say. Before we left I began training at the police station here in this town. That's why we moved here. Holding the gun up I went threw the apartment looking for who ever it was.

pip! · Jun 25th 2015

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I screamed as he came into the room and grabbed me by my hair, throwing me against the wall. I cried and tried to crawl away from him but he grabbed my ankle and dragged me back to him. I clawed at the floor, crying. I kicked him away and sprinted down the stairs, crying as I hid behind Beckett. "That's him. He's the one that killed me." I cried

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Rscran · Jun 25th 2015

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"Well know were going to do the same to him." I hissed as I saw him stumbling down the stairs. Remembering that she said he was an alcoholic."I"ve had enough of you alcohol guzzling b@stards for one day!" My voice growing from a normal sound to a yell at this point. Pointing my gun directly at him I started to walk towards him as I fired the rounds at him. Aiming for his chest as I shot.

pip! · Jun 25th 2015

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I wasn't expecting him to shoot him. I screamed and covered my ears as he shot him and cried. I cowered in the corner as he shot the man I had once loved. I whimpered as I heard his body this as he hit the ground. I sobbed, my body shaking as I tried to realize what just happened. Beckett had shot him, like he had no problem. I sniffled and looked up at him with wide fearful and tear filled brown eyes.

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Rscran · Jun 26th 2015

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"That's for breaking into a police officers apartment!" I sneered as the man took his last breaths. Flashing the badge that was on the inside of my jacket. Stuffing my gun back into a holster on my side I looked at her face and didn't say anything. I didn't regret what I did but I did realize that part of the reason I shot him was because he was drunk and I remembered how threatened I felt when I was younger and my dad would come at me with a gun as he chugged bears. Grabbing my phone I called the station and they rode over there soon after. Going down I waited with the kids as they took the body out of the room. Then going upstairs they acted like nothing had happened and went to play. Grabbing some cleaning supplies I began to clean up what blood they had missed.

pip! · Jun 26th 2015

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I was still shaking as I sat on the couch in the living room with a blanket around my shoulders. I sipped on some tea and gulped. I guess I understood why he killed him, because he wanted to kill me, again. I bit my lip hard and just sat there silent on the couch.

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Rscran · Jun 26th 2015

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"I'm sorry you had to see that." I said loud enough so she could hear but not to loud. Scrubbing at a light pink stain on the carpet. At this point it kind of looked like red wine but I knew it wasn't. Throwing the dirty rag across the floor to the kitchen I grabbed another rag and scrubbed it. Seeing it gone to the point where you couldn't notice I threw the rags into the washer. Sitting down next to her I sighed. Pulling my badge out of my pocket I handed it to her. "I forgot to tell you that I'm also a cop."

pip! · Jun 26th 2015

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I shakily took his badge as I studied it with teary eyes. "I've never seen anyone die before... Much less in front of me or someone I used to love." I whispered, my voice small and fragile as I spoke.

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Rscran · Jun 28th 2015

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"I know I didn't have to kill him but seeing him drunk and scaring you and the look of pure terror on your face! And then coming from my dad's funeral and getting so mad there because everyone thought he was innocent and I was the bad one!" I was standing up at this point. Tears of frustration and anger rolling down my face. "They think he's the innocent one and I just ripped the kids from him for no reason!" The words became harder to say as they got caught up in my throat. My hands shaking at my side as I clinched them in fist. Trying to hold together but all I wanted to do was fall apart into a million pieces that could never be put back together!

pip! · Jun 28th 2015

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I jumped as he yelled and I squeezed my eyes shut. I felt the hot tears run down my cheeks and I sniffled. "I understand why you killed him. And I understand why you were upset about what happened at your father's funeral. I am just I shock of having someone I used to lie killed in front of me so give me some time, okay?" I said harshly as I stood, wrapping the blanket around me and marching up the stairs. Lily gave me a sad look and I flashed her a reassuring smile before walking into the bedroom and slamming the door

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Rscran · Jun 28th 2015

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"You think he liked you! Is that why he KILLED YOU!" I shouted at her as she marched away. Almost acting like that man was innocent. Once again I was the bad guy it seemed. Whipping my eyes I looked at the kids and said, "Come on, I saw a Chucky Cheeses on my way back into town. All of them jumped up and kind of cheered. Pulling on there shoes and jackets as they ran to the car. Grabbing my car keys from my pocket I slammed the front door on the way out and took a deep breath. Following down the stairs I got in the car and Sam sat in the front seat with me. Turning up the radio as we all sang along and smiled. Pulling up in front of the child paradise they crawled out of the car quickly and ran inside. Following I just smiled and paid for them as I went in. Finding a table and ordering dinner as they ran around.

pip! · Jun 28th 2015

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"I never said that's why he killed me!" I swung the door open and screamed at him before I heard the front door slam. I screamed in frustration and threw something, hearing it shatter. I snarled and punched a wall. My knuckles throbbed bit I didn't leave a dent in the wall. I threw myself onto the bed and screamed into the pillow before falling asleep

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Rscran · Jun 28th 2015

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Once the food was there the kids came down and ate and then left me to go play. Sitting there I thought about a lot of things. You can do that when no is messing with you or asking for something. At one point the kids came down and said they were bored and I saw it was about 7. Leaving the play place I drove back home and told them to go get ready. The boys helping Lilly with a bath and then taking showers themselves. Brushing there teeth and putting there Pj's on. When they were all int he bathroom talking I went up into the room where she was and opened the door. Seeing her lying there I said, "I want you out. Right now." My voice stern but not mad.
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pip! · Jun 28th 2015

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I woke up sleepily and sat up, giving him a look. "Fine. I'll sleep in the couch. Or maybe outside." I mumbled the last part to myself. I stood, wincing when I realized how badly bruised my knuckles were. I walked past him, purposely bumping into him as I walked down the stairs. I threw myself on the couch and faced away from him.

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Rscran · Jun 29th 2015

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Watching her go downstairs it was about bed time for the kids so we all gathered in Lilly's room. The boys and her sitting on the bed as I grabbed a few books and read to them. Soon they passed out and I smiled as I put the books away. Carrying the boys to the bunk bed in the room I placed them both on the large bottom bunk. Kissing there foreheads good-night I tucked them in and turned the lights off except a little night light on the bed stand. Going into Lilly's room I heard a small voice ask, "Beckett...Will you lay with me tonight?" I smiled and nodded.
"Of course Lilly." I figured after today she probably would. So I changed into a pair of shorts and left my shirt off. Crawling into the bed next to her I kissed the top of her head and listened to he fall asleep. I soon followed. Holding her close to me.

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pip! · Jun 29th 2015

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I couldn't sleep. I exhaled as I sat up and I hugged myself as I walked around the apartment. I had become fully human once again, now that my killer had been killed. I could've chosen to move on but I chose to stay here. I walked up the stairs, looking into Lily's room as I saw them asleep. Tears swelled in my eyes as I leaned against the door frame. I was falling in love with him... I sniffled and pulled my hair to the side. I shook my head and walked back downstairs just as the sun began to rise. I sat there numbly on the couch before laying down, closing my eyes but not falling asleep.

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