ghosts of my past... [pafp boy needed advaced]

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    Smiling as I heard the last part I looked at her. "You did great! If you weren't up there with the kids then something could of happened to them and I would have never forgiven myself if they got hurt." Taking her hands in mine I kissed her softly. "Now come on..Lets go relax and watch a movie or something." Turning to the kids they seemed to have heard me and started to go threw the boxes to find there favorite movies.

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    I exhaled and looked down as he spoke and then blushed as he kissed me, holding my hand softly. I bit my lip as he pulled away and I nodded. I didn't know any recent movies sixe I had been dead for so long. I pulled my hair to the side and plopped onto the couch. My eyes widened as Lily crawled into my lap, cuddling close to me. I smiled softly, running a hand through her hair. I began to braid it, love in my eyes.


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    Lilly smiled as she played with her hair. She never really go to meet our mother since she died when she was young so in a way this made up for it. "I'm happy your here." She smiled gleefully as she cuddled up next to her.




    I smiled as the twins handed me a movie. Then running over by the couch they sat on the floor and waited for me to put it in. Turning it so I could read the title I smiled. Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone.It sounded crazy but when I read those books it made me feel like anything was real. I read them to the boys when they were younger and then for there 11th birthday this year I sent them Hogwarts acceptance letters and threw them a Hogwarts theme birthday party at our grandparents house. "I raised you guys well!" I chuckled as I put it in. Getting it started I sat on the other side of Wren and put my arm around her.

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    I felt my heart flutter as she spoke, saying she was glad I was here. I bit my lip as I saw the movie title. I had read the books but I had never known they'd made movies! What else did I miss when I was murdered? I blushed as Beckett wrapped his arm around me and I bit my lip. I leaned against his shoulder, still holding Lily close to me.


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    Smiling as I listened to the theme song and the idiots the twins were they started to hum along and kind of dance around. Running to the room and going threw a box and coming back out with Hogwarts student cloaks on. Laughing at them I said, "Sit down so I can see the T.V!" Sitting back down I turned to Wren and said, "They remind me of the Weasley twins. Do everything together! And there pranksters!"

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    I giggled at his words and bit my lip as I watched them. I leaned over, whispering in Beckett's ear. "I've never seen this movie. I've read the books but I died before the movies came out." I said and pulled away from his ear, biting my lip. I turned my attention back to the movie, laying my head on Beckett's shoulder.


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    "Then were going to have a marathon some day." I whispered in reply as I kissed her cheek. Running my hand threw her hair I looked over at Lily about an hour in and saw her fast asleep. "I'm gonna put her to bed." I smiled softly as I stood up. Picking her up I took her to her bed and lay her gently on it. "Night Princess." I brushed the hair out of her eyes and kissed her forehead softly. Walking back out I sat back down on the couch and leaned back pulling her into me to cuddle. Watching the movie as the boys sat there watching in wonder.

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    I giggled softly as he suggested we have a marathon. I blushed as e kissed my cheek and then he lifted Lily from my arms, going to put her to sleep. I smiled softly at him. "I think she likes me." I said to him as I cuddled into his side, pulling my knees to my chest as I laid my head on his shoulder. I heard his heartbeat in my ear and I closed my eyes with content. I was more happy now than I ever remember being with Henry... The boyfriend that had killed me. We would always fight but I stayed with him because I thought no one else could love me. I looked up at Beckett with a small smile. I was wrong.


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    I smiled back down at her as she snuggled into me. I held her close as we watched the movie. I had never had time for a serious girlfriend. I had one for a few months but I never brought her to my house because of my dad and when I decided she was ready he was drunker than I had ever seen him. That was the night I took the kids away from him, my face bleeding and I was limping. He had basically thrown a chair at me and completely shattered my shin. My grandparent's took me to the ER and I stayed there for a day or so and as soon as I got there she came and broke up with me and left me there in that hospital. Bloody and beaten and broken.
    I had drifted off and then hearing the ending credits I woke up and rubbed my eyes. Seeing the boys had passed out on the floor cuddled up in there robes. Getting up I carried them to there room one by one and then came back out to the couch and switched it to regular T.V.

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    I watched as he carried the twins to their rooms after the movie ended bye May have drifted off but I was wide awake, watching every detail of the movie. When he came back downstairs, he turned on regular tv and I cuddled back into his side, my head on his shoulder. I felt so happy and warm when I was at his side, like nothing could hurt me. I wrinkled my nose and sighed with content, drawing random shapes on his chest as we watched tv.


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    Pulling a blanket over us I wrapped my arms around her and held her close as I felt her fingers tracing shapes on my bare chest. Running my hand threw her hair I said softly not wanting to wake them, "You know it's nice to have someone to really talk to...The kids don't quiet understand everything and I wouldn't want to corrupt Lilly!" I chuckled softly as I looked at her. Stretching I shifted so I could face her and I let my finger trace the shape of her face. "You know you are one of the most beautiful people I have ever meet...I mean it." I offered a smile as I didn't want this to end anytime soon. I was finally happy, truely happy. Not the happy I pulled on so the kids didn't ask what was wrong...Happy as in I couldn't keep a smile off of my face.

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    I looked up at him as he traced the shape of my face with his finger. I exhaled slowly as he spoke, my heart racing. I giggled softly as he mentioned corrupting Lily and met his eyes, my own eyes sparkling with happiness. "I never thought I could be this happy..." I whispered and then I realized I had said my thoughts aloud and I blushed deeply, looking down shyly. "I-I mean... I don't know." I laughed a little and shyly looked up at him, my cheeks glowing a gentle pink.


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    Hear voice was like liquid gold as she spoke, such grace and ease as it relaxed me. Running my hand threw her hair and the other one on the curve between her hips and her chest. Watching her speak and her lips form the words I nodded. "Of course you are..." I whispered softly as I watched her. I wondered how this would all work out! I mean there wasn't exactly a book on dating ghost or anything like that! But if I could fine a way to bring her back I would but until now I was fine. I contemplated asking her out but she couldn't leave the house and I couldn't afford a babysitter for the kids so it wouldn't quiet work. Placing my lips softly against hers my hand wandered to her chin as I tilted it slightly up.

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    I blushed brightly as he said of course I was happy. I bit my lip because of his touch and I leaned into his side. Then, he leaned down and kissed me and I kissed back, my hand on his chest as he lifted my face by my chin. I deepened the kiss a little, not wanting to push it too far.


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    Feeling her deepen the kiss I rolled onto my back and pulled her gently on top me. Placing my arms around her neck as I kissed her back. A sudden rush filling my body as our lips collided. Pulling back I smiled at her and was about to talk when my phone rang. "Of course..." I muttered. Kissing her before sitting up and taking the call. Listening carefully to the other line I heard the voice of my Aunt who lived, well I didn't know at this point! She moved to other countries for charity work all the time. But I heard a few words I had been wanting to hear for the last 24 years of my life. "Your father's dead."

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    I giggled softly as he pulled me ontop of him and I straddled his waist, leaning down and kissing him. I had my hands on his chest. I felt his hands on my neck and I blushed deeply. I exhaled as he pulled away, biting my lip as he sat up, me still in his lap to answer the phone. I kept silent as I waited for him to tell me what was going on.


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    "Well I'm not coming to the funeral!" I retorted back as she began to yell at me. Telling me that it was my father so I needed to and the family and they all wanted to see the kids since I took them away for no reason! Hearing this I snapped. "You don't know what your brother did all those years! All he was to me was a miserable drunk who claimed to be my father." Slamming my phone on the table as I hung up I sighed and sat on the couch next to her. "My dad passed away, wandered out infront of a car while drunk and got hit. My 'aunt' wants me to come to the funeral because it was my dad and all this other crap! Then she pulled the 'you took the kids without a reason and we want to see them' card!" Running my hand threw my hair I let out a big sigh. "Can I not get a break..." I muttered to myself as I shook my head.

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    I met his eyes as he explained what had happened on the phone. I frowned a little and bit my lips. I felt sorry for him. I had a pretty decent dad so I don't know how he feels. I had an abusive brother so I guess that's the closest thing I know to an abusive father. I ran a hand through my blonde hair and looked into his eyes. "Maybe you should go... For closure. You don't have to go because you'll miss him but you can go for yourself. Maybe it will finally hit you that he's gone and you can feel relieved because you don't have to worry about him anymore." I said softly with a shrug and playing with his hair. "You don't have to. It's just what I would do."


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    Nodding as she talked I nodded and feeling her fingers threw my hair I sighed. "Ya...I should...The funeral's later today actually...Do you think you could watch the kids for me. I don't want to take them." They really never knew our father because I kept them away from him at a young age because I wanted to keep them from it like I had hoped someone would when I was that age. Relaxing with her touch I laid my head on her shoulder and my arms around her torso. "I'm so happy your here..." I said softly.

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    I looked into his eyes as he said he would go to his father's funeral. I smiled softly and exhaled as he pulled me to him, holding me close as I ran my hands through his hair. "Of course I'll watch them."


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