If I said it's all my fault, would you still walk away? ||PAFP||

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    I didn't know what had gotten into me but I turned around and hugged him. I sobbed yet again. "Okay." I whispered and didn't let go.

    Tyler tensed with surprise, but slowly wrapped his own arms around her. It wasn't the same embrace that they'd shared only nights before, but it was a start. He nestled his nose into her hair, breathing in her beautiful scent. He was only vaguely aware of Ashley's startled exclamations from behind him.

    I stood there hugging him for a while longer. Truth be told, I missed him and his embraces. I didn't know what to do so I finally let go. I dried my eyes and looked up at him. "Goodbye, Tyler." I said. It hurt me to say those words. I turned around and began to head to the car. But I turned back around to see Tyler. "Tyler, wait." I said running to him. As I got closer to him I stopped. "Tyler I have to tell you something." I said.

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    As she pulled away, it seemed to tear just a little bit more out of his heart. The boy nibbled against his lip at her words, unable to move as she turn and hustled away. Salt stung his oculars and he couldn't fight the tears that weren't coming. He blinked, keeping them from his lashes as the girl flew back to him. Swallowing thickly, Tyler forced a steady nod. He folded his arms over his stomach, gazing at the girl he loved more than anything. "I'm listening." He managed to say.

    "I'm not sure what this means or why it will do, but something is pushing me to tell you this." I sighed. I close my eyes and began to speak. "If I had a chance to live a thousand lives, I'd choose you every time." I said. I turned my back to him and opened my eyes. I slowly started to walk away afraid of what might be said.

    The boy's throat tightened. "As would I." He dittoed. But the words felt hollow, meaningless, after all that he'd done. "I have something I'd like to say, as well." Tyler blurted out, although there were no words in his mouth's waiting line. He just couldn't stand to watch her go like this.

    I quickly turned around as I heard his voice. "I'm listening." I said. My throat was dry and my palms were sweaty. I nervously rubbed my right forearm.

    Licking his lips, Nicky's mind raced to come up with the perfect statement. "I just want to say... That I am incredibly sorry for what I did. It keeps me up at night. I know I can't begin to imagine what I put you through. For the rest of my life, what I did to you is going to be my biggest regret." He worded. "If you really need it, I am willing to give you some time to yourself since I feel you are entitled to it."

    "I do need time. I'm still hurt, but I do love you. Maybe no longer as a boyfriend, but as someone that I need to forgive." I said. I just stood there for a while. "I uh, have to go." I sighed and began to walk towards my car.

    I kept walking. I was a hundred percent sure I was ready to call him or forgive him. I walked to the car where Colton and Caroline were. "Hey sis, you alright?" Colton asked. "Yeah, I'm fine." I said getting in. "I know how I can get your mind of things. My friend Trevor, he's single. I can set a date up for y'all." Colton said driving off. "Uh, yeah. Sure." I said not thinking.

    The blonde girl felt ripped apart. No one had asked how she felt, no one had cared. What even is going on? She mentally screamed in question. Noticing that her boyfriend, or possibly ex (she wasn't sure) was standing alone, she slowly began making her way towards him. "Hey..." She called out softly, hoping her voice wouldn't crack.


    Tyler glanced back, hearing Ashley's voice. Ripping his orbs immediately off of the lovely girl, he stared at his true love's car that was pulling away. He said nothing, and he didn't realize how much it hurt the girl behind him.

    OOC: And he gets jealous.... :) okay


    The boy pulled on a simple white shirt and some black slacks. He was going to a nice restaurant. He needed some time to think thing's over. His eyes continuously glanced at his silent phone that was resting on his bed.

    "Thanks for coming with me tonight." Trevor said. "No problem." I fake smiled. "You know, I've known you since you were two, I never knew you liked me. I mean, I've always liked you, but it's crazy to think you like me." Trevor said. "Haha, yeah." I sighed. "Where are we going?" I added. "A really good and nice restaurant." Trevor said. "Great." I sighed. "I don't appreciate your attitude!" Trevor yelled. "I'm sorry." I said. "Hey, it's okay." Trevor said and began to stroke my hair. His breath spelt of liquor. "Trevor, are you drunk?" I asked. "No! Let's just go have a good time." Trevor said. We arrived at the restaurant and as I got out, Trevor grabbed my hand. He held it tightly as we walked in and took our seats.

    Pulling into the restaurant, Tyler looked down at his hands on the steering wheel. They were bad hands. Hands that had caused sin. He picked up his phone and shoved it in his pocket. Heading into the restaurant, the male momentarily wondered why he thought this would help. Sitting down in a fancy diner and eating a meal by himself, with happy couples all around him. Still, he thought it just might. Noticing a bit of a line, Tyler decided to step into the restroom.

    "I'm gonna go to the restroom." I said. "Alright, I'll be here waiting." Trevor said. I walked to the bathroom and saw Tyler walk into the men's restroom. I don't know why, but my heart skipped a beat and I couldn't move. I finally walked inside and washed my hands. I walked out at the same time Tyler did and I froze and my throat was dry and my hands were sweaty.