If I said it's all my fault, would you still walk away? ||PAFP||

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    The sting of salt burned Tyler's orbs as he watched her collapse in the middle of the room. "Lacy..." He managed, voice uneven. He was definitely regretting ever meeting Ashley. Or Lacy. Or both of them. Unsure of what to do, the boy weakly raised his hands as if that would help anything. "Lacy..." He repeated, wanting to apologize but not knowing how.

  • "Am I not good enough for you?" I sobbed. I looked up and didn't see my boyfriend. Instead I saw the boy that broke my heart. I buried my face in my hair and sobbed quietly.

  • Stumped by the question, the boy's brows kneaded with pain. "I...I..." He began, unsure. He wanted to tell the truth, but he didn't even know what the truth was. "I didn't mean to." He managed. Tyler bit his lip, noticing how stupid the words sounded once out of his throat.

  • "Tyler, we have to break up." I said. It hurt me to say the words. I loved him with all my heart but the fact that he would do this to me killed me inside.

  • The tears broke, trailing a line of glistening water from his left eye down to his chin. "No..." He whispered, crumpling to his knees. Unable to say anything, Tyler just leaned back, eyes staring at nothing. Another trail of tears. A splatter of salt water on his gray shirt. As if signaling the end of the boy's favorite relationship, his phone buzzed. Face crinkling from the hideous melody that signified a text, Tyler pulled in a quaky breath. He could already hear his own personal background music playing:
    His sinful ways are pulled out into the light...
    Another love goes cold on this sleepless night...
    He only wants to make his wrongs right...
    But the girl he's loved is nowhere in sight...
    His life disappears into the sleepless night...

  • "Tyler, my trust is shot." I cried. "I didn't want it to be this way, but it has to be." I said. I wiped a tear of his cheek. "I can't see you right now, because my heart can't take it. I can't see you right now, cause I just can't fake it. And darling, loves to blame." I sobbed.

  • He could've poured out his heart to her. He could have begged her to stay. He could have bowed down to his queen, knowing his ground. But he didn't. His warped and confused brain numbed and another tear made another path down his pale face. A cloud that must have been covering the moon moved, and moonlight flooded the room. Tyler stayed silent, somehow unable to speak. And all of those could haves became should haves, and another path formed on his face.

  • "I have to go." I cried. I put on some regular clothes. "I'll be back later to get the rest of my stuff." I said my voice cracking. I grabbed my purse and keys and walked downstairs.

  • "Don't..." He said, his voice small and choked due to the tautness in his throat. Gulping against it, the boy struggled to his feet. Tyler's numb mind raced to think of something to do. Anything to do, really. Finally, he managed to rasp out, "Wait," and stumbled down the stairs after her.

  • I stared at him for a long time. A single tear coming from my left eye then from my right eye. "I trusted you." I sobbed and turned away from him.

  • "I know you did, and I know you have every reason not to... But..." The paused trying to come up with the perfect words to make her stay. "...I'm in love with you. And I will never, ever look at a girl... the same way as you. They can't... compare to you, Lacy. I just... I..." He stopped again, still fighting for half decent sentences to come out of his useless lips. "I can't take it." Tyler finally pushed out. Unable to say anything else he just stared at her face, wishing he had been born with a good, fluent tongue that could speak beautiful lines and make anything happen with just his words.

  • "I was in love with you too, Tyler." I said sobbing. "But I'm not so sure anymore." I said. I felt like I was being shot in the heart time after time. I turned away and opened the door.

  • Wiping my tears off my cheeks, I ran to my car. I called my brother. "Hey Colton, can I stay with you a while?" My voice cracked as I spoke. "Yeah, of course. What's wrong?" He asked. "Tyler... He.... He cheated on me." I sobbed. "I'm so sorry little sis." Colton said. "I'll be there soon." I said. "Love you sis." He said. "Love you bub." I said and hung up. I drove for at least another three miles before arriving to his house. I pulled in the driveway and parked. I turned of the car and climbed out. I knocked on the door. I could hear my niece, Carter inside. "It's aunt Lacy." She said and opened the door. Since Carter's mom died during child birth, I was really her only mother figure. I went inside and smiled half way. "Hey Carter!" I said hugging her. "Carter, I put on a movie for you in my bedroom, go and watch it." Colton said walking into the hallway. "Alright." She said and ran off. "Hey little sister." He said hugging me. "Hey big brother." I said hugging him back. "Let's sit down and talk." He said. I explained to him what happened. "So, what's next for you and Tyler?" Colton asked. "I'm not sure. But I want to talk to him about it." I said. "I think that would be best." Colton replied.