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He shrugged and frowned. so.. Have you been?
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#surviveccwhisp
i bet my life - private
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[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; line-height: 13px; text-align: justify; font-size: 13px; font-family: arial;]" where? hell? yes. heaven? yes. " he spoke vaguely. " though, like i said, it ... doesn't matter. " the thin male rubbed at his ribs, blinking at littlewhispers.
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He blinked, frowning. what was it like?
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#surviveccwhisp -
[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; line-height: 13px; text-align: justify; font-size: 13px; font-family: arial;]what part of ' it doesn't matter ' was so hard for littlewhispers to grasp? imperialpaw rolled his shoulders. " hell? ... mediocre. the devil let me in, he didn't put up any barriers. i had a clear path through the fields of torture, and all. a fast journey. " he glanced up to the left, then, as he spoke his next words. his eyes lingered on a cloud. " heaven? ... alright. "
determined to change the subject, he ... stated his dislike of their conversation in his typical blunt manner. " i don't like where this is going. mind if we talk about something else? " because it was that, or he left.
9/25
[color=transparent] #rabimperialmind
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He frowned. i was the one that told people it was the darkness or hell. he muttered. basically the angel of the dead and darkness. he shrugged. but yeah. Let's change the subject. Have you ever fallen in love?
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#surviveccwhisp -
[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; line-height: 13px; text-align: justify; font-size: 13px; font-family: arial;]and he was the archangel of gold, of riches, of kings, and of fire. the flames. hot, and the emotions that came with it.
imperialpaw lifted his head at littlewhispers's next words, drawing back a little. had he ever fallen in love? ... truthfully? no, not in this life. but in the aeons and aeons? ... truthfully? yes, once.
" i ... " the caracal frowned. " perhaps. i'm not sure. in ... in a way. maybe. with somebody ... once. "
[color=transparent] #rabimperialmind
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He nodded slowly, smiling slightly. hm. Interesting. I can't remember the last time I've actually fallen in love.. I don't think i actually have. I never had emotions until I became.. he looked at his paws and legs. this.
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#surviveccwhisp -
[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; line-height: 13px; text-align: justify; font-size: 13px; font-family: arial;]" hmm. i had emotions until i became this. how ironic. " imperialpaw remarked, though that was ... sort of a lie. he still did have emotions. why d'you think he was so thin? he just enjoyed hiding them ... it was easier.
[color=transparent] #rabimperialmind
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And him being so thin is what got to him the most. Closing his dark yellow eyes, he took a deep breath. you know, you can talk to me about anything.. Right? he said gently, looking at him with soft eyes.
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#surviveccwhisp -
[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; line-height: 13px; text-align: justify; font-size: 13px; font-family: arial;]the almost permanently-grouchy male narrowed his eyes. anything? he doubted that. talking to people was soft, soppy. romantic in its gentleness. " such as what? " he was not weak. not weak. he did not need anybody's help; they were all more or less useless, besides.
[color=transparent] #rabimperialmind
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just.. Anything. I really do want to help you, imperialpaw. he mumbled, glancing at the sky. i wouldn't tell anyone. I promise.
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#surviveccwhisp -
[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; line-height: 13px; text-align: justify; font-size: 13px; font-family: arial;]" i have few friends. one hates me, i rarely see another. i'm being taunted daily and lied to by anybody who sees me, you included. i'm also a proclaimed asshole as well, so that hardly helps my reputation. " this calm out venomously, almost sarcastically, though it held truth.
[color=transparent] #rabimperialmind
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He hesitated. me? I'm sorry I didn't realize- I-I knew I was blunt but.. I didn't know I was taunting you. he said, eyes wide. my god, I'm so sorry imperialpaw, I don't lie; at least I hope I don't. his voice was getting quieter and he gritted his teeth. i don't think you're an ass! I think you could be a really sweet and amazingly great guy if you tried. he said. He cleared his throat and ran a claw behind his dark ear. im so sorry. he didn't know why he was saying all this, why he felt tears in his eyes.
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#surviveccwhisp -
[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; line-height: 13px; text-align: justify; font-size: 13px; font-family: arial;]" that's it. that's the problem. you people lie without realising. you don't see the difference between stories and truth and you get them muddled up, so when you speak, you lie and lie and lie and then pretend you don't know what you're doing. " his lips were pulled back, teeth in a snarl of rage directed towards god knew who. " i'm not sweet. i don't pretend to be sweet. i know i'm not popular and i don't care. i just wish people would stop telling me lies, rather than telling the truth and agreeing with my decisions concerning myself. is that so hard? "
[color=transparent] #rabimperialmind
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His ears pinned back slightly as he seemed to shrink back, his eyes on the ground. then I'll do what you want me to. he mumbled. ill agree with the decisions you make and not talk back about it. he looked up at imperialpaw and then lowered his eyes once more. i.. Just want to be your friend, thats why is had been so.. Demanding about you not eating. he continued and dug his long claws into the ground. because I care. You may not but I do.. If that counts for anything, at least. It probably doesnt, but..
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#surviveccwhisp -
[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; line-height: 13px; text-align: justify; font-size: 13px; font-family: arial;]his fangs were still bore, though he drew his head back and glared at the floor as littlewhispers spoke, tail lashing out his anger. " but why? " he spoke, his voice completely baffled; then he elaborated, with a low sigh. " why care? or -- why pretend? why threaten me with force feeding me when you well know i don't need it? " his voice was sharp, then that tone slipped away to something more desperate. " why are you making me eat when the last thing i need is food? why are you lying to convince me to eat when i don't need it? why is everyone telling me i need to eat when i don't? " he was overweight, grotesquely so! why did they not see it?
#imperial25v1
[color=transparent] #rabimperialmind
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He frowned. because.. I don't understand why, I only just understood what the word "like" or "love" means, I barely even know emotions! But.. Something made me determined to help you, to... To get you to like me. he said, a bit frustrated. Biting his lip, he squeezed his eyes shut. youre killing yourself, and I don't want to be the one to tell you it's darkness or hell. he whispered.
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[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; line-height: 13px; text-align: justify; font-size: 13px; font-family: arial;]littlewhispers wanted this grouchy caracal to like him, did he? ah, well ... that was harder than expected, really, but ... imperialpaw didn't hate the older warrior, so ...
the wildcat rose to his paws, stepped closer to littlewhispers and aimed to hit him round the face. being so thin, weak, it would hardly hurt, but perhaps it would get the male's attention. " look at me, " he spat, his ears pinned to his skull. if desperation only lowered the mood, then perhaps anger would raise it again? " and tell me, tell me how i'm killing myself. " he didn't see it. he couldn't see it!
[color=transparent] #rabimperialmind
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your starving yourself. he said lowly. He didn't want any more anger. youre lying to yourself, you really are. You're sitting right in front of me, and I can see every bone poking out of your fur, imperialpaw. he looked him in the eyes, his yellow orbs becoming even darker. youre telling me how we everyone lies to you when you're lying to yourself.
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[fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 450px; line-height: 13px; text-align: justify; font-size: 13px; font-family: arial;]the caracal released a low hiss, unsheathed the claws of one forepaw and rose the talons to his throat. he leaned into them, pushing them into the flesh, close to breaking the skin there. " no, " he growled, eyes brimming with irritation. " this is killing myself. you're seeing things. it's an illusion. i've yet to get thinner. i'm - not - hungry. " and so he didn't need to eat.
then, " this is pointless. i'm wasting my time. there's no point in me spending my life listening to falsities. " he might as well just leave, before he ruined this neutrality, too.
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#imperial25v1
[color=transparent] #rabimperialmind
#surviveccimperial