why are we here..? [pafp]

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    I laughed a bit at his words and smiled, knowing he was trying to comfort me because of my worry for the twins. I gently squeezed his hand as he said he'd propose if we weren't already married. I laughed, shaking my head as I looked down shyly, blushing brightly. "I love you so damn much." I said with a small smile.    [/fancypost]
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    [c]trashie

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 430px; font-size: 20px; text-align: justify; font-family: ms mincho; line-height: 11px; margin-top: -4px;]✧ — BEN DANVERS[/fancypost]
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    It's gotta be happening somewhere on any given night.[/fancypost]
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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 410px; font-size: 9px; text-align: justify; line-height: 11px; margin-top: -7px;]As we got our lunch we talked on a off. About random things like the kids, our relationship, and our families. And lunch of course was amazing. "How about we go out to the beach and hang out. Maybe go for a little swim." It was now darker so a moon lite walk on the beach would be nice, especially when no one is on the beach and you had it to yourself.
    Hailing for the check I put some cash into it and told the waiter to keep the change. Standing up I walked over to her and offer my hand to help her up out of the chair. [/fancypost]
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    I looked over at Ben as he spoke and I smiled. I nodded, agreeing with his words about the beach. I took his hand and let him lead me out of the restaurant and I sighed as the cool breeze hit me.    [/fancypost]
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    [c]trashie

    This may be a strange plot twist but it would spice it up.
    What if they didn't wake up and are still in a comma and they have imagined this world inside of their heads and none of it has actually happened?
    I get if you don't like it, what ever works for me.

    Oh ya! I didn't think about that. So I was thinking that what happens is they are out at the beach, something happens that makes the world literally fall apart and they realize that they are still in a comma. So then we can either have them wake up or they have to figure out how to wake up.

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 430px; font-size: 20px; text-align: justify; font-family: ms mincho; line-height: 11px; margin-top: -4px;]✧ — BEN DANVERS[/fancypost]
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    It's gotta be happening somewhere on any given night.[/fancypost]
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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 410px; font-size: 9px; text-align: justify; line-height: 11px; margin-top: -7px;]Heck ya. Team work! (screen high five) ||


    Once we arrived at the beach I slipped off my shoes and left them in the car, taking her hand in mine as we walked into the sand. "My mom use to bring us here all the time..." I said softly, worried that if I talked to loud I could wake the whole world up, but of course that wasn't true. Feeling the sand in between my toes I heard the crashing waves and broke away from her for a moment. Stripping off my shirt and pants to just leave me in my boxers. "Come on...Lets go for a swim." I chuckled as I took both of her hands in mine and started to drag her towards the water. Feeling it lapping at our ankles as I got closer and closer. [/fancypost]
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    I laughed a bit as I watched him, love sparkling in my eyes as he walked to the water. I raised an eyebrow as he stripped off his clothes and I did the same, leaving me in my undergarments. I giggled and took his hands, letting him guide me to the water. I looked up to the sky and frowned deeply as I saw stars begin to fall. "Ben?" I whispered.    [/fancypost]
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    [c]trashie

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 430px; font-size: 20px; text-align: justify; font-family: ms mincho; line-height: 11px; margin-top: -4px;]✧ — BEN DANVERS[/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 410px; height: 5px; font-size: 11px; text-align: justify; font-family: ms mincho; line-height: 11px; margin-top: -6px; text-transform: uppercase;]Depression is a little like happy hour, right?
    It's gotta be happening somewhere on any given night.[/fancypost]
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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 410px; font-size: 9px; text-align: justify; line-height: 11px; margin-top: -7px;]Watching her stip down I couldn't help but to smile a little bit. Feeling her following me, the water now almost to my knees as I grabbed her and held her close. Wanting to pick her up and just kind of throw her into the water just as a joke. And then I saw the look on her face. And of course it struck fear through me, looking up at the ceiling and seeing the stars as they seemed to fall from the sky. Complete darkness settling over the land as I felt the water almost vanish away from our legs. Looking around as there was no more water, there was nothing else. Just the ground and black-ness fill the sky. "I love you..." Was all I could say as I hugged her, kissing her softly before I felt myself disappear and I was back. Back to where I had started, we were back in that magical world that I had fallen into when I had I had fallen into my comma.
    "No...We never woke up...None of that was real. Nothing..." I now sat in the tree house from what seemed like forever ago.[/fancypost]
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    "Wait, don't leave me!" I cried out as he disappeared from my vision. I felt myself thrown down as I screamed, landing on my hands and knees. I was in the hospital again except, I wasn't there. I turned my head and gasped as I saw myself, still hooked up to the machines. We had never gotten out of the coma, all of that was a dream. I cried, hugging myself as I sunk into the corner. Our children... my babies... were gone.     [/fancypost]
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    [c]trashie

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 430px; font-size: 20px; text-align: justify; font-family: ms mincho; line-height: 11px; margin-top: -4px;]✧ — BEN DANVERS[/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 410px; height: 5px; font-size: 11px; text-align: justify; font-family: ms mincho; line-height: 11px; margin-top: -6px; text-transform: uppercase;]Depression is a little like happy hour, right?
    It's gotta be happening somewhere on any given night.[/fancypost]
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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 410px; font-size: 9px; text-align: justify; line-height: 11px; margin-top: -7px;]"Kitty!" I said suddenly as the tree house seemed to melt behind me, I soon was in the hospital. Standing in my room, my body laying still as tubes and wires poured through my chest and throat as if I was some robot in the process of being built. "No...How long has it been?" I asked looking around the room, a small amount of stubble covering my chin and my lip. My hair longer as it lay on the white pillow case.
    Jogging out off the room I hurried over to the desk, looking at the date on the computer as a nurse put in data. "It's been two years...Two years." I gasped as I felt the breath go out of me. Falling against the wall, looking around I saw my dad sitting in one of the chairs with my brothers. My youngest brother curled up into his side as he slept. "Dad...He's clean..." I muttered softly as I walked over to them. He was wearing a button down, nice pants, dress shoes. He had lost the bags under his eyes, he was clean shaven and his hair cut. He looked like a dad. He must of showed up after the accident and took the boys in since I couldn't take care of them.
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    I cried out as I felt panic begin to over come by body. I was all alone. I had no idea where Ben was. Or where my family were. Then, I heard the door open and my teary eyes looked up. "Mom?" I whispered, seeing my mother as she walked into the room alongside my brother. My baby brother... God he looked so much older. He was taller now, more muscle on him. I cried, watching my mother approach my body. She seemed... Herself. How bright and warm she used to be. I whimpered and stood, approaching my body as I watched her gently touch my cheek, crying. Wait, where was my father? I looked around rapidly and saw he was nowhere to be found. Then, reality hit me. Had... My father died? He had always come to visit me, never truly leaving. And now, where was he?




    My mother held my brother as she sniffled and I felt my heart break. Was my father really dead? No, no. This can't be happening. I looked down at my body. I looked so... Frail. I was pale and skinny, almost looking like a Tim Burton character. I whimpered. All the light had seemed to vanish from my face and my hair was a dull blonde, almost like my body was giving up on itself. I shook my head. This was all too much. I ran out of the room, panting as I felt a panic attack ripping at my chest.




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    [c]trashie

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 430px; font-size: 20px; text-align: justify; font-family: ms mincho; line-height: 11px; margin-top: -4px;]✧ — BEN DANVERS[/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 410px; height: 5px; font-size: 11px; text-align: justify; font-family: ms mincho; line-height: 11px; margin-top: -6px; text-transform: uppercase;]Depression is a little like happy hour, right?
    It's gotta be happening somewhere on any given night.[/fancypost]
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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 410px; font-size: 9px; text-align: justify; line-height: 11px; margin-top: -7px;]I watched as my father ran his fingers through my brothers hair, calming him as he lay his head on his lap. His eyes dropping shut, but he wasn't really small anymore. He was about 13 now, I had missed two of his birthdays. How could I...
    I wanted to grab my dad and tell him how sorry I was for the night that I stormed out with my brothers. Yelling at him, spitting such nasty words as I left the house, filled with so much anger that I refused to talk to him or even think about him up until the crash. And here he was, actually here. After everything I had done. Walking over to them I watched my father as his eyes drifted to the baseball game on the T.V. before looking at his watch. "Micheal..." He said softly as he shook my brother.
    Micheal opened his eyes and sat up, rubbing at them. "Come on, we need to get you to your therapy appointment." Micheal nodded and stood up, gathering his back pack from the seat next to him. He must of come from school, and they must of killed some time by visiting me. And now he was in therapy, therapy because I couldn't wake up.
    "Thanks dad..." I was able to mutter softly as I watched them walked away, my fathers hand on Micheal's shoulder. Looking at the ground I felt tears run down my face but refused to cry. Keeping my face straight as I looked out the nearest window. Soon ripped from the day dream as I heard someone yell my name. Looking up I wiped my eyes to see Kitty. She didn't looked aged at all, her face still glowing and porcelain, I mean that probably happens when your in a coma for 2 years. You probably don't age much.
    Jogging over to her I saw the tears in her eyes and pulled her close in my arms. "It's OK...I'm here now."
    We weren't married anymore, we had never dated, never had our kids, never kissed, never been together. We were just 'friends' and nothing else.
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    "He's dead, Ben! My dad's dead!" I sobbed into his chest as I held onto his shirt, my body shaking as I looked over at my mother and my baby brother. I laid in his arms, sobbing as I went limp. I just wanted my pain to be over. I couldn't lose him, not after losing my babies. "I can't... I've already lost Luke and Leia.. I can't loose him too, Ben." I cried. "I don't want to wake up if he's not there." I whispered.     [/fancypost]
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    [c]trashie

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 430px; font-size: 20px; text-align: justify; font-family: ms mincho; line-height: 11px; margin-top: -4px;]✧ — BEN DANVERS[/fancypost]
    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 410px; height: 5px; font-size: 11px; text-align: justify; font-family: ms mincho; line-height: 11px; margin-top: -6px; text-transform: uppercase;]Depression is a little like happy hour, right?
    It's gotta be happening somewhere on any given night.[/fancypost]
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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 410px; font-size: 9px; text-align: justify; line-height: 11px; margin-top: -7px;]Taking my arms and wrapping them around her I gently took her to the ground. Feeling the cold tile against my bare feet. "Hey...It's going to be fine." I whispered softly as I ran my hands through her soft blonde hair. Placing my head on her shoulder I watched her mom and brother and just see the look on her face. She seemed less hardened and cruel but now softened and actually caring like she was when we were younger.
    "All we need to worry about right now is waking up." I said softly as I pulled away and looked into her eyes. Brushing some of her hair back behind her ears as I watched her eyes. Seeing the extreme amount of hurt and sadness that filled her once cheerful orbs. [/fancypost]
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    "I don't want to wake up if they aren't there, Ben." I cried, letting him hold me in his arms as I sobbed. "We lost our babies... and now my dad... I can't lose anyone else." I whimpered and laid limp in his arms. It was true. If this is the way my life was, I didn't want to wake up. My dad was y hero and without him here, what was I supposed to do? I sobbed as I watched my baby brother, tears in his eyes as he watched my body. I watched as a tall man with a bouquet of flowers walked in. I frowned and sniffled as I sat up, watching him kiss my mother's cheek. That was... my uncle. My dad's brother. My mother gently grabbed my uncle's hand as I saw the wedding rings on their fingers.




    "No, no, no." I shook my head, refusing to believe my mother would do that to my dad. I screamed at her, wishing I could throw something at her or curse at her. "He loved you! And you marry his brother when he dies?" I cried out and threw a book but it didn't go far. I crumpled in Ben's arms, my sobbing only becoming worse as I felt my heart ripping out of my chest.[/fancypost]
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