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| I looked up at him, my blue eyes staring into his. "Are you sure?" I whispered and stood, biting my lip as I watched him closely. |
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"I promise." I smiled as I pulled away from her. "How about we go find a water source though, I should probably wipe the blood from my face." I chuckled softly as I ran my hand over my chin again trying to get most of the blood off. [/fancypost]
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| "Okay. There was that pond back there." I said softly as I helped him stand. |
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Once we were at the pond I broke away from her and pulled off my shirt and pants and wadded into the water in my boxers. Throwing the dry clothes on land I gently rubbed the blood off of my skin. Taking I deep breath I felt 100 times better, then looking at her I said, "Do you know of any where we can stay?" Knowing it was her imagination but not for sure. [/fancypost]
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| I pursed my lips and looked around, my eyes curious. I gasped as I saw a tree house. It looked so familiar. I slowly walked up to it, my blonde hair falling over my shoulder. I began to climb up the ladder that had been made into the tree and looked around with curious eyes. I giggled as some fairies flew by, making my hair fall into my face as they sped past me. I laughed and eventually made my way to the top of the ladder, climbing into the little porch the tree house had. I smiled and looked around in awe. I leaned down, picking up a lizard that was crawling on the wood. I gasped in surprise as the lizard suddenly grew wings and flew away. I turned back to the tree house. I felt my heart race. "Ben!" I called out. "It's the tree house we built when we were kids!" I said with a wide smile. I slowly crawled into the tree house and gasped in awe. The tree house looked exactly the same. Our amateur drawings lined the walls. I pressed my hand to the wall, sighing deeply as the memories came flooding back to me. Our initials were carved into the wood and our tiny hand prints from when we were children were on the wall below our initials. My hand print was purple while his was orange. I smiled. We had dipped our hands in the paint and put our hand prints on the wall before we finger painted the tree house with all the adventures we had imagines going on. When we had returned home, we were covered in paint. Our parents were furious. I giggled at the memory. |
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Running my hands threw my wet hair I turned when I heard her voice. Looking at the tree house in awe a nostalgic smile formed on my face. Pulling on my shorts I used my shirt as a towel to dry me hair and my chest. Grabbing the ladder I felt the rope now in-between my fingers as I grasped it. It was the same rope ladder my little brother fell off of after we pelted him with water balloon's because we didn't want anyone else to come up. Taking a deep breath I pulled myself up and opening the hatch I looked at her and smiled widely. Pulling myself onto the floor I shut the hatch as I stood up. Walking over to the wall I bent down and placed my hand on top of the orange hand print. Chuckling softly I whipped my eyes as a few tears escaped. I remember how mad my mom was the day I came home covered in orange paint, I also remember that day because that was the day she was diagnosed with Cancer. And 10 years later when I was 17 she died of the same cancer after it came back over and over. Orange was her favorite color and the night before she passed away I grabbed her wheel-chair and wheeled her out here and pulled her up into this tree house and we watched a movie, me, mom, and Kitty. She fell asleep and never woke up that night. I found her the next morning when I woke and I remembered grabbing her in my eyes and sobbing. That was only 3 years ago to think.
Looking at the hand print I pulled my hand away and sat down as I whipped my eyes. "She always loved it up here..." I whispered as I ran my hand over a finger painting of me and my mom. I was always the closest with her it seemed and the day she died a part of me died. And when my father tore this tree house out while I was at college I was so mad. "Man...I miss this place." I said louder hoping she didn't hear the previous sentence as I looked at her. [/fancypost]
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| I looked over as Ben spoke of his mother and I smiled softly at him, my eyes saddening at the thought of her. She was like a second mother to me and she had always been there for me. I had begged my mother and father to pay for her chemo but they refused since she wasn't a 'logical investment'. Heartless monsters. I looked away as he said he missed the tree house. I knew he hadn't meant for me to hear him, but I had. I exhaled and reached over, my hands trailing over the pictures we had drawn all over the walls. I smiled at the one I had drawn for Ben. It was a sunflower with the sun shining down on it. I had always loved sun flowers and they made me happy because of their bright colors. I reached down and picked up an old doll and giggled softly as I found my old blankie. "You remember how obsessed I used to be with her?" I asked as I held the doll out to him, a smile on my face as I remembered the doll. Ben had saved up all his chore money to buy me this doll, even though I could've easily gotten it. It was better coming from Ben anyways. |
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Smiling as I looked at the little cloth doll that she had wanted so much when we were younger. My mom offered to buy it for her as a birthday present but I insisted in getting it for her and did all of the chores in the house for a month until I got the rag doll with my own mommy. I felt so proud of myslef and seeing her face light up when I gave it to her made it even better. "Ya...Remember the time you caught her on the book shelf and ripped her leg off?" I chuckled as I ran my hand over the un-matching stitching that showed where it had ripped. "I remember taking it and walking home and asking my mom if she could fix it. She was so worried that you wouldn't like it because the thread didn't match." I chuckled as I looked over into her eyes. [/fancypost]
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| I met his eyes and I smiled widely, hugging myself. "Of course I remember. It was still perfect." I said sweetly and watched him as he held the doll. I looked around the tree house some more, standing beside Ben as I examined the tree house. A raccoon dashed across the window and I jumped in surprise, squeaking as I instinctively grabbed Ben's hand, lacing our fingers. I sighed when I realized it was just a raccoon and laughed a little, blushing. "I thought it was a bad guy or something." I murmured and looked down shyly, still holding onto Ben's hand as my heart raced. |
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Keeping the doll in my other hand I felt her intertwine her fingers with mine and I looked at her as I watched the racoon run across the window sill. "No need to apologize." I smiled softly as I kept a hold of her hand and hugged her with the other hand and arm. Pulling back I kissed her forehead and said, "How about we make up a bed for the night, how about you sleep and I'll take the first shift." [/fancypost]
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| I looked up at him, meeting his eyes. "Are you sure?" I asked softly as I kept our hands intertwined. "I mean, you got hurt so maybe you should rest first." I said as I looked at the cut on his forehead, reaching up and slowly brushing his bangs away to examine the wound further. I bit my lip and looked into his eyes as I slowly lowered my hand, my hand still intertwined with his. |
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Being the older brother figure to her I wouldn't let her take the first shift, it just wouldn't be right. "No...I insist...If it makes you feel better I'll take a nap once you get up...Ok?" I asked as I kissed her hand softly and kept it in mine. Making a little bed out of some blankets and a pillow I pulled my hand back and let her lay down. Covering her with another blanket I handed her the small doll and the blanket and sat on the other part of the small bed. Grabbing her hand in mine I said, "I'm right here if you need me. Now get some sleep." [/fancypost]
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| I met his eyes as I looked up at him, cuddled into the blankets as I held my old doll in my arms, my child-like eyes meeting his and I smiled softly. "I know." I cooed and snuggled closer to him, my head in his lap instead of on the pillow. I wrinkled my nose and I slowly closed my eyes, feeling my body lighten as sleep took over. I murmured in my sleep and cuddled closer to Ben as I wrinkled my nose, my hair falling in my face as my pink lips parted. I breathed lightly. |
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Running my hand threw her hair as she fell asleep I felt tears now in my eyes, a mix of pain, anger, sadness and the thought of what would happen. I hated the thought of my brothers sitting in that hospital without anyone but my grandparents and maybe an aunt or and uncle. But not my dad, that lazy b@stard was probably sitting at home slugging down another six-pack of beer. I wanted to be there with my brother's to tell them that I was OK and that I hoped I would wake up soon and once I did we would continue with the plan to get our own apartment and get out of that place, pay for my younger brothers schooling. Taking a deep breath as I whipped my eyes I leaned my head against the wall and let the tears fall down my face, waiting for morning. [/fancypost]
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| "No!" I screamed out as I sat up suddenly, sweat beading my forehead as I found it hard to breathe, my heart racing as panic took over. "No, no, no." I sobbed, pulling my knees to my chest as I cried, rocking myself because of the nightmare I had. |
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I had just started to fall asleep when she had screamed. Shaking me awake I saw her and grab her, embracing her in my arms. "It's OK...It's OK!" I said softly as I ran my hand threw her hair and whipped her eyes of tears. [/fancypost]
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| I cried into his chest, my hands on his shoulders. I shook, laying against him as I tried to calm down. I sniffled and exhaled shakily, hearing his heart beat in my ear. "You... were dead... They killed you..." I cried, my voice shaking. |
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"I'm fine! See!" I said looking down at her as I smiled slightly. Kissing the top of her head as I rubbed her back, "I'll never leave you. I promise..." My voice echoing that of my mother the night she was diagnosed with cancer the first time. We were all so convinced that, that first round was all we would ever have to go through. If I would of known what I know no back then, I would have kissed her a few times every morning before I left school, or always made sure she was comfortable. And that's what I was going to do for Kitty, care for her no matter what. [/fancypost]
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| I sniffled and crawled into his lap, curling into a ball as I laid my head against his chest. "I love you, Ben." I whispered. "Please, don't ever leave me." I whispered again, leaning upward to look into his eyes with my own teary eyes, my heart racing. When I said I loved him, I had meant it as a friend but... Now that I think about it... I'm not so sure. I just stared into his eyes, my lips shaking as silent tears rolled down my cheeks. "I'm scared..." I whispered. |
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Hearing her say those 3 words I smiled at her and ran my hand threw he hair, "I love you too Kitty..." Whipping away the tears I nodded and said, "I'll never leave you. No matter what." Looking out as the sun began to rise I pushed some hair out of her eyes and suggested, "Were not that far from the hospital...How about we go back for a little bit and you can see your family." I really wanted to check on my brothers but I knew her family would be there more for her than my family would for me at this point. [/fancypost]
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