My own song [P - ?]

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    A stich in time would saves nine? There was nothing that anyone could have done to save her from this. Now how many stiches would it take to heal these wounds? Or would Rosencrantz be left with the ugly scars of loss for the rest of her time here on earth? Being a medic, the wolf knew how to heal all sorts of ailments and traumas but this was something far beyond her comfort zone. Death itself, and all its effects.


    Still the days rolled on in their twenty –four cycles but the circle of life’s sides had gone wonky and now Rosencrantz had navigate them all over again. For what purpose she did not know but, something deep inside made her carry on. Maybe it was Elarilly trying to tell her that there was still something here for her. What that was the wolf still had no idea but here she was, taking the path of existence in small baby steps and hoping that they may lead her to some better place.


    For now she had solemn duty; to look after the lost soul that was in the ward. ‘Lost’ was definitely the right way of putting it; the poor newcomer didn’t seem to have a clue as to who he was or how he got here. He was weak, very weak in fact and he might have been unconscious for days. At least he was very thin and lacked any sort of restorative energy. As it had been said before the stranger was to be her distraction whether either of them liked it or not; after all, he was the first injury they had had for a very long while and Rosencrantz had always enjoyed looking after people, no matter who they were.


    That was how she came to be doing what she was. The wolf had taken it upon herself, while she thought the stranger slept, to go out into the forest and freshen up the supplies and resources that they needed within the ward. That included some kill, a great amount of herbs but also some wild flowers that would help brighten that ancient hall with the colors of the forest. She made sure to watch her tread though and not stray too far for, as her mate’s death had reminded her, there were many dangers within this otherwise peaceful territory that could not be taken on the chin.


    But, to a place she knew well she did go. Her late mate, Rangi Mahali, had always liked secrets and so Rosencrantz had wandered to one in order to unravel some of her own. His aviary of free birds of all varieties flew liberated and wild around a brightly lit opening in the forest that hid not all that far from the mansion house. They had come here together many a time and courted without a care. It was those memories of him that she wanted to enjoy and remember, not the blood stained flower. The African Dog had brought the creatures, who he had considered to be his friends, here if they were sick or injured. Maybe that was why Rose now felt so at home.


    Conveniently it was also a good place for gathering some of the most beautiful blossoms that she had ever seen and she would not pass up the chance to join her feathered friends for a while. In a strange way it was also comforting to know that there was someone here who loved and would always remember her husband to never be.


    The wolf had been here for a while now and had almost forgotten the clan completely. She and the birds had a good bond, that she was finding more and more recently, in fact they were in the middle of sharing a song. When Rosencrantz sang a simple melody the birds repeat sang along too in sweet harmony. Laying in the grass and looking up into the deep blue sky the song went on and on. Part of her wished that it would never have to end. But like on life itself, the clock would tick its last.

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    Unlike the doctor who is plagued by death, the injured wolf lying in the infirmary is plagued by nightmares. They come slowly almost like in a dream before everything turns sour and he feels like he is drowning in a sea of blood. It all started with that night that he's been found near the river and ever since then, each night he gets these dreams, no, they are more than dreams cause they feel so real and vivid. At first he finds himself in a room painted with all shades of colors, ranging from blue to violet and so on, they are thrown chaotically across the entire room and then start to shift and move like thousands of coiling snakes, each color trying to best the other, they overlap, mix and move again in a mesmerizing dance. Then in a blink of an eye the colors vanish and he is left with a dark and empty void of nothingness, all life and color seemed to drain away as a piercing yell echoes from behind him.


    "You killed her!"


    The voice is filled with pain and anger echoing across the room and bouncing off the walls, it sends chills down his spine, his fur bristles and stands on end. The voice sounds familiar and yet at the same time it's like it's the farthest thing in his mind. He killed her? Killed who? Why? How? Clenching his jaw, the wolf swiftly turns around to bravely face the speaker, thought, as he does he sees nothing, just a continuation of the empty dark room.


    "Traitor"


    The voice speaks again, but this time it sounds like someone is whispering in to his ear. Startled by the sudden closeness the wolf snarls and tries to lash out at whoever it is with his paws, but again, his claws only hit empty space and air. A symphony of voices rises, mumbling words overlapping in to each other, each a accusation.


    "Exile. Monster. Coward. Blood devil. Murderer"


    Words bang in to him like cannonballs, bombarding him from all sides and yet his eyes cannot see the enemy. His fear rises chilling the blood in his veins as confusion starts to surface as well. The voices become louder and louder, from whispers to yells and shouts and the wolf back away in to a corner his eyes wide in horror at their accusations. He didn't kill anyone! He wouldn't!


    "STOP!"


    He yelled out and his body instinctively lurched forward kicking him out of the nightmare and in to the real world. His breathing hitched in his throat and he started to breath in shallow breaths, his lungs rising and falling rapidly. Wide eyes quickly take in the surrounding and he sees that he is safely in the bed in the infirmary in the middle of the night, though a certain she-wolf is missing from the room. The wolf lets out a low sigh and allows his fears to float away from his tortured mind. What was that? Did he really kill someone? Traitor? What does it all mean? And why can't he remember anything!?


    Anger started to to replace his fear, anger of the unknown. He's been having this dream for two nights now and he is nowhere close to solving the puzzle. Then again...if what he did in the past is this horrid than perhaps he should let his memories go? The wolf snarled and shook his head, quickly jumping off the bed, ignoring the wounds screaming at the strain. He needs to clear his mind and there is no better way than to go and take a walk.


    The wolf walks down the familiar corridors, making sure to stay silent not wanting to wake anyone else. A few moments later and his paws touch the cool grass of the forest floor that like ice seem to brink tranquility to his ranging mind. The chilling midnight air blows through the territory, entangling his fur even more and gently brushing his cheeks. Ah yes...the cold has always been nurturing.


    But just then, the ever so gently whisper of a singing voice reached his sensitive ears and the wolf tilted his head in the direction from where it is coming from. Driven by curiosity his paws, seemingly on their own. start to silently carry him towards the source. Step by step he walks past the trees and the voice starts to become stronger and stronger. It's such a gripping voice, so powerful and yet so light and gentle as if the slightest shift in the wind might break it.


    And then his eyes lock in on a unique sight. Birds of various colors, species and birth place, gather on this location, humming and singing together as if of one family. However, his eyes focused on the white she-wolf lying bellow the trees, sprawled on her back and humming along with them in a mesmerizing harmony of voices. He could do nothing but watch and listen to the melody too afraid to speak or else he might break the spell. He feels like he just stumbled on sacred ground and being spotted might mean the death penalty. But he couldn't help himself and wanting to hear more, he stepped forward, but his paw landed on a dry twig, breaking it and thus, quite possibly, alerting everyone here of his presence.