don'т ĸnow wнen ι loѕт мy мιnd, мayвe wнen ι мade yoυ мιne (insane asylum rp!)

Noam's breath was shaking, he knew he had to stop it before he had an attack. They would lock him away again and he would be stuck again in the small space incapable of caring for himself. No, no. please no, no, Ranted like a mantra in his mind. Hearing who he was paired up with did not help. Anastasia? Who is that? Who is that? He had no desire to find out anyone who was looked towards him to guess they were his partner, but he couldn't think of another way of deducing their identity.

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[justify][size=9pt]no. nonono. working in partners, i didn't want to work in partners. i felt like screaming at the very idea; i hated people, i just liked using them. when i was paired with noam, i looked up. my expression was completely still, but my eyes were burning with a hatred. i glared across the room, looking for the boy named noam. dr martins saw me, and his eyes widened. he stalked towards dr saren, and bent to whisper something to her. i heard it loud and clear.
"anastasia may become violent or hateful towards her partner. it'd be best if you watched her closely, or just if you made sure nothing was wrong." pah. violent or hateful; he had no evidence that i would become either. i looked around, and my eyes focused on noam. he was the white haired boy. sighing, i stepped forwards, my expression cold. he looked scared. good, i was going to scare him. i wouldn't talk much, i would just stare, or maybe smirk, or maybe just act as if he was completely below me. which he was. i was above everyone else; i was satan's daughter. which made me, in my eyes, royalty of some kind.[/size][/justify]

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Jєℓℓуƒιѕн Pяιηcє wrote:

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Current Alter: Phoenix

After a while in the quiet corner, being alone and silent, Phoenix decided to go and speak to someone. But who exactly, they weren't really sure. Everyone in this room seemed rather busy or didn't want to be talked to. Their blueish grey eyes observed the room to try and find someone that they would probably get along with. The cannibal? No, he is busy. The flirt? Ew, Phoenix didn't want to be flirted with right now. The skinny one? It looks like she's about to collapse any second. Then, their eyes fell upon a lonely-looking tall boy. To be quite honest, he looked quite charming from here. Phoenix watched the boy's doctor speak to him and managed to catch his name. "Dan." Phoenix whispered to themself, placing their hands together. They took a deep, calming breath to try and make their anxiety die down before approaching the 6'1" male. "Um, hi?" Phoenix greeted in a shy, quiet tone. They were fiddling with their fingers to try and cope with their anxious nerves.

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yeah dan is the no touchy one, and thanks for talking to my character, i was thinking about leaving before that c:

dan jumped when he suddenly heard a voice fairly close to him, he looked up to see a rather unusual looking boy, but rather interesting and handsome. his nurse smiled, "be nice," she whispered to dan before walking away and leaving to two of them alone. dan ran a hair through his messy brown quiff, not really know I what to say or do. he suddenly twitched and swore under his breath, his tourettes usually scared people off, so he was prepared for the other male to leave. "i.... im daniel," he murmured quietly, "b-but call me dan.... please," he added quietly. he was breathing rather heavily and swallowing hard, just because he was so nervous with talking to people. he looked at the other male, edging back a bit as he didn't want him to get any closer, he didn't want to hurt anyone that is actually prepared to talk to him.

[color=red]also guys, im going to bed soon so please NO FLOODING !!! please ! also i will be at school most of tomorrow, so again, NO FLOODING ! if you do then i will have no choice but to leave, otherwise i will have no clue whats going on.... ;-;[/justify]

Noam finally forced himself to raise his gaze, though only a little. He saw a girl staring at him and immediately returned his focus to the ground. His breathing slowed, good, but he was still teary-eyed, and his cheeks still wet from them. With another deep breath, slowed even more, he shifted his body to face the girl's, assuming she was Anastasia. Another tear dripped from his chin and his right hand raised to grasp the elbow of his left arm.

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[justify][size=9pt]"you're crying?" my voice was low, quiet, and threatening. he was a pathetic individual; if he started screaming i was going to break his arm. i smiled at him, my eyes glittering. "i see." i licked my lips and looked around; we'd be sitting in silence for seven minutes. i glanced towards where dr martins was, and gave him a mocking wave, my eyes empty and soulless like a doll's were. then i turned to face noam, and looked him up and down. pathetic little boy; useless little creature- my thoughts were always this dark and it amused me no end. some people were just so terrible at everything. i rolled my eyes and leaned against the wall, closing my eyes. a little nap never hurt anyone, and perhaps if i pretended to sleep, they'd let me leave.[/size][/justify]

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[justify]i know, its just when i get flooded it gets me seriously out of the thread and it's hard to get back in again [/justify]

[justify]yeah ok, that sounds good, thanks c:[/justify]

Noam heard the girl say something, but he couldn't quite hear exactly what it was. What he saw in his peripheral vision and heard in her voice told him that she is likely harmful and hostile, a threat. Well he didn't like her, either, so that works fine. Maybe we'll remain in silence then. Please, that is so very comforting. The possibility helped him relax, and helped his eyes clear a bit, yet he didn't bother wiping his face of the dampness.

OOC
Yes, silence.
Thank you, Felix

[justify]dan smiled a little, he hadn't done that in a while. "n-nice to meet you too," he murmured. he twitched again, but managed to keep his swear word in, only letting out a small little nose as he did so, not wanting to scare phoenix off. "w-why are you here then?" he whispered, trying to make conversation but he was unable to make eye contact, "it doesn't m-matter if you d-don't want to te-ll me," he shrugged slightly, fiddling with his hands. he would only ever make eye contact with someone he would eventually trust or become comfortable around. unless he was angry if someone got close, then he would. [/justify]

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//okay okay anxiety attack
breathe in
out
in
please try to be okay
pls