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    Beijingpaw was rather affected by recent events, as one could probably tell. Any casual observer would notice the falter in his step, the slight hunch in his shoulders, the glaze over his normally crystalline blue eyes.
    The apprentice was on the verge of breaking down into a heaping pool of rage and disorder. His mind was an absolute vortex of emotions. The recent events hadn't exactly helped. There was too much death, too much loss and pain. He was like a fragile vase. One more bump, and he would shatter.
    The snow leopard was doing rather well that day. He'd eaten a meal and taken a walk to try and stabilize himself, to try and get himself in order. He was really the only one who could tell how broken his spirit was at this point. He looked like average Beijingpaw. But one factor, one thing set him off for good.
    His artist's block. His deficiency of creativity.
    The wildcat always had relied on drawing and daydreaming as a great pastime. Anyone could tell he was absorbed in thought when he began to doodle on the ground. But today, he couldn't muster a simple sketch. His mind had reached its breaking point, and he had no energy to think.
    When all he could muster to draw was scribbles, he exploded. The apprentice ran in a fury, alternating from shredding a tree's bark to banging his head against the ground. His veins, his nerves, they were filled with pure rage. He stopped and stood at the edge of the lake, his claws digging into the dirt. Beijingpaw let out a yowl, a yowl filled with desperation and anger, rage and confusion. He didn't know why this was happening. Why him? Why now? All he could think about right now is about how much he wanted to tear out someone's throat.


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    Beijingpaw is standing at the edge of the lake, yelling really angrily and loudly and stuff y'know
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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 400px; font-size: 9pt; line-height:95%; text-align: justify;]Lilystar didn't know the child of Sovietunion all that well. So when she came across him in his current state, the leader's innate curiosity kicked in and she found herself making her way over to him. "Hrllo? Can I help you?"

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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 200px; height: 239px; background-color:white; opacity:0.5; overflow:auto; color: red; font-family: andale mono][justify]Winterpaw followed after the leader, and peered over her shoulder to see that his friend was in a fit of rage. Was his situation similar to his own? Perhaps the male was crushed over the fact that his father had left the clan. He distanced himself from the cub, and worriedly murmured out, "Oi Beijing...You okay?" Even if he was now the 'emotionless' guardian of Windclan, he still cared deeply about his relationships with his close friends.
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    [color=transparent] #captemplate

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    An other one breaking down?. It was more and more commen this days. So much death had struck this clan recently with so many loss that this did not come as an suprise for her, just being a normal routine. Eternal stood by the side lines and watched as the cub expressed his hiden emotinals that he had hiden for a while to the whole world. Anger, sorrow, regret. She had them all inside of her but compared to the son of Soviet she keept them inside of her. Dealing with them in her own way. Killing them to become unemotinal.
    Sooner or later all of them would realize that happines never lasted forever.


    Only pain.

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    Beijingpaw turned in a swift motion towards the others, a hiss escaping his throat. The snow leopard wasn't really interested in interaction right now, but he'd have to cooperate. The apprentice sighed and hissed,"I don't know, honestly. Everything around me is just dying." The tom gritted his teeth, digging his claws into the ground.



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    [fancypost borderwidth=0px; width: 315px; height: auto; margin-top: -15px;][hr][justify][color=#d2d2d2]Avril didn't know virtually anybody there, but she came over all the same. She noticed the hissing and blinked her green eyes at Beijing. "They only wish to help, no reason to get hissy at them." Avril said, flicking her ear a bit.
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    [justify][color=#fff]Discord approaches, her features rather vacant considering her usually cheery mood. The deputy cants her head to one side, blinking frosted eyes with a swish of her tail. "It'll be alright."
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    Beijing resisted sending a pointed glare at Avril, and sighed. He shook from head to toe, meowing,"It doesn't seem so." He gritted his teeth, continuing,"I feel so helpless, so unable to stop the tragedies occurring around me."



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    Snow leopard|| WindClan|| Hard|| Attack in snow || bodies; snow leopard, crocodile, harpy eagle
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    [align=center][color=black]Shiftingalligances Hadrian


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    IC ||
    "In some cases, we can't," Shiftingallegiances said padding over.//rushed









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    OOC ||










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