Highschool Never Ends [PAFP, Germany needed, details inside]

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    Soon, school was finished, and though Ludwig wanted to go home and do all the homework given to him by the teacher, and homeworks to be given to Feliciano as well, he then headed off to go to Feliciano's house, and as he arrived, he knocked on the door, wondering if Feliciano felt alright by now. He was a bit worried, and he hoped that his boyfriend wasn't sick or anything.

    Feli was sound asleep, didn't hear Ludwig. But, Lovi was home. He got up and walked to the door excitedly, thinking it was Antonio, but when he opened the door his usual scowl appeared again. "What do you want?!"

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    The other wasn't surprised to see Feliciano's brother answering the door, and was a bit annoyed at the sight. Yes, he wasn't scared of Lovino, but though protective of his brother, he knew that the other probably hated him with passion, just because he was a german, he supposes? Still, he went on to answer the other's question "I wish to see Feliciano, and to give him his homework as well. He did stay at home, right?" he had asked sincerely, despite the other's scowling expression.

    Lovi hesitated, seemingly thinking to slam the door in Ludwig's face. "Si, he's sick. Didn't move from his bed all damn day. But you can give him his homework and that's it!" He moved to the side to let Ludwig in, muttering under his breath in Italian.

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    Immediately, Ludwig got worried about that, still feeling guilty for enjoying what they did yesterday, and for not considering Feliciano's when they were doing it "guess I was too rough..." he had accidentally muttered enough for Lovino to hear, as he began to make his way to Feliciano's room.

    Loviño looked at Ludwig and anger flared in his eyes. "You WHAT?!" He ran after Ludwig and grabbed him by the back of the shirt, then pushed him against the wall. "What did you do to my brother?!"

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    "We...we...did it for the first time, yesterday afternoon..." Ludwig built up the courage to say it up to Feliciano's brother, and he was serious and genuine as he said it "And you...you don't know how guilty I feel to have done that to him. I thought he had enjoyed it, like I did, but he told me the truth soon enough...He didn't like it all all, and that he only kept that to keep me happy" he explained carefully even with his form back up on the wall.

    Lovi let out a snarl and looked at Ludwig with all the ferocity he could muster. "You hurt him?! Why wouldn't you ask him before hurting him!!" He let go of Ludwig and backed away, but shielded the way to Feli's room. "Go. Now. Get out!!!"

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    "I did it with consent from him! After all we've been through and almost loosing him because bullies locked him up a closet in a sports garage, I thought that maybe we should do it, so I suggested it yesterday after we woke up! Ludwig told the other truthfully, as his patience began running out as well "I explained, right?! When I did it, I thought the whole thing was giving him pleasure when in fact, it hurt and it had felt very dirty, as he said. When he told me that, I wanted to just reverse time and tell my past self never to have suggested that, but that can't happen! You don't have any idea what it feels when you actually hurt your partner while you were enjoying the whole thing!" Ludwig actually said the last sentence painfully, as if he was hurting himself. He didn't like how his head replayed the whole event of pleasure, showing how you enjoyed it, and how your partner looked so much in pain.

    Lovi just held his scowl and remained there. "I said go. Now. Or I'll get grandpa here to deal with you." He spoke through his teeth and clenched his fists, then backed away slightly. "I don't think my brother needs someone like you."

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    That left Ludwig no choice but to actually go. He knew they weren't ready to tell Feliciano's grandfather as of yet, and as he sighed as well, he looked up to Lovino "Just drop him off the homework I got then. The teacher warned me if Feliciano would fail by the time it is near summer vacation, he'd have to waste his summer days learning. I was also planning on teaching him...but since you've told me out, then why not..." Ludwig said as he left Feli's homework on the floor and began to leave for home. The german hoped he'll see Feliciano tomorrow, as it wuld really be a relief if so.

    Lovi knew that the moment Ludwig left he was going to call his grandpa, there was no way Romulus wasn't going to hear about this. So, he talked and Romulus returned home, where he had a very long conversation with Feli about it, and decided that it be best that the two of them not see each other as much. Of course Feli was upset, so he locked himself in his room and hid away for the rest of the night.

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    Ludwig, was also sufferring. He knew that they probably had forbidden poor Feli from seeing him again or had given him a punishment, and he tried to distract himself by just working as hard as ever in his studies, cramming for school not because he needed to study more, but because he needed to get some kind of distraction to the whole thing. He knew that he had done wrong, and still, he couldn't help but let a tear slip out, but just wiped it off. He can't cry. He had to be strong. For him and Feliciano...

    School rolled around the next day and Feli stod there in the usual spot he met Ludwig in, but remembered what his grandfather had said and he tried to limit himself, once before school and once after school, then go home.

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    Ludwig was not fine. He'd almost stay up the whole night, until his father and brother had forced him to sleep. He was tired, but he just can't find himself in shape. He wanted to see Feliciano badly, so much, but that request would probably be denied. When Ludwig saw the italian over their usual spot he approached, but kept slight distance "Feliciano..." he had trailed off, looking at the other who was still that same italian he met from before.

    Feli looked over and hesitated, scared. After a few second he ran to Ludwig, hugging him tight and burying his face in his shirt. "Ludwig...I'm so so sorry...please, it wasn't my idea, I never wanted to..."

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    "I know that...It was my fault...If only I checked you if you were in pain or not...I'm so so sorry..." Ludwig had said as he hugged the other as tight as he could, as if he were afraid he would lose the other if he let go "I was going to visit you yesterday, but then, your brother found out all about it...I was going to talk to you for a while, see how you're doing...I'm sorry, mein liebe" no matter how many sorries he said, he can't help but not get satisfied at all.

    Feli looked up at Ludwig, tears in his eyes. "He..he told grandpa...n-now..they don't want me hanging around you s-so much..i-i don't want to, i-its their idea!!" The bell rang and he gave Ludwig a soft kiss to the lips, then pulled away. "Meet me back here after school, it's the only other time I can see you..." he turned and ran to class quickly.

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    Ludwig sadly watched his partner leave, feeling the soft kiss before he went off to his class for now. He didn't like the fact he would see Feliciano rarely from now on, and so he then decided to wait on the other. By now, he could he was alone again, from the start, as Kiku never spends tome with them after they got together, probably off with that greek transfer that arrived last week, and as soon as he and Feliciano had the same classes together, he immediately got the seat that was right beside Feliciano, determined to help him in any way he could from the teachers.

    In fact, Feli was doing quite well. He payed attention, never dozed off or doodled, it was all part of his plan. Get good grades, prove to his grandpa that Ludwig wasn't bad for him, and everything would be back to normal. He hoped. He glanced at Ludwig beside him and smiled a little as he answered a question right, he knew this was going to work.