this distressing song // private

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    Beijingcub was a bit young to be dating. The cub had gotten set up on a blind date, but it most likely would end in the two being friends at the most. He wasn't one for romance. Never had been, and probably never would be.


    Beijingcub sat at the arranged location, his fur well groomed and his icy blue eyes blank. He drew a picture in the earth below him, bored out of his mind. The cub certainly wasn't too eager for this 'date'. Why did he even sign up for this, anyways? The cub had no clue, but he hoped the girl who was coming wasn't too annoying.



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    windclan
    guardian




    male
    pansexual
    six months
    domestic feline




    npc x npc
    adopted by tsukota




    [abbr=easy-medium | no powers | character bond with no one | ask for capture | no killing, maim or major injuries | minor injuries allowed | mentored by intermission | wears a leather strap with holder to hold pocketknife |]battletags[/abbr]
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    [thanks again for making! :3]




    If it had anything to do with affection, he was out. He hates giving it and receiving it and thought how much of a burden it would be to put anything of the sort in motion. Plus, love equals babies and he didn't want any of the little headaches running around his paws trying to trip him. Just thinking about it gave him a headache hence why he deemed them the nickname "little headaches". He paused for a second. How did he start thinking about this stuff anyways? Oh, that's right. The blind date he signed up for. He sighed and shook his head. Was he high when he signed up? He didn't remember finding any catnip. Maybe drunk? No, since he joined, there had been no talk of booze or had he seen it. What did alcohol taste like anyways? Maybe he'd try it one day... Or not. He thinks he'll save messing up his insides for later. Plus, if he was going to drink the liquid, he would want to be around someone he trusts so he wouldn't be as embarrassed when the next day when he's hungover. They'll be there patting his back, congratulating him on screwing up as he tries to tell the light the sun is giving off to shut up.
    The Guardian sighed and quickly re-groomed himself, making his ruffled fur lie down flat again. It must have gotten ruffled up when his thoughts drifted to kids. He seriously didn't like kids. But, that was a thing of the past now and he had to focus on this blind date thing. He wasn't looking to go in a relationship and thanks to his over-cheerful, bubbly claimed by him adopted brother, Winterpaw, he was now questioning his sexuality. Just thinking about it got him flustered. Which gender did he like? He actually found himself not caring who he is with. Wait, so did that mean he liked both males and females? No... It just means he doesn't care... So...? You see how it's confusing? He just thinks... meh.
    Upon finishing his swift groom, he walked to where the date was arranged, his expression holding it's usual annoyed glare. He hoped it was a friend of his. That would make things a lot easier, then they could just sit and talk. Unless it was Frei. They don't really talk, but instead just look at each other and seem to understand what they other is saying. They don't have the telepathy power, or that character bond, but just a regular close bond. They were alike in many ways so how could they not be friends?
    Seeing someone already at the site, he walked to the other, coat shining and well kept, for once. He didn't really put much effort into maintaining his fur, but he made sure it at least looked presentable. "Hey," he grunted some sort of off-greeting. He remembered the snow leopard cub but didn't think they exchanged names. Maybe he was the one that set everything up and he was waiting for him and the other person to show up before leaving. But, part of the tom felt he was the other half of the blind date. "why are you here?" He asked, sounding more annoyed than he actually was. He just wanted to see who he got paired with.




    [just out of curiosity, what's benji's warrior name going to be?]
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    Beijingcub was a bit surprised that it was a guy who was approaching him. Wait, did the matchmaker think he was gay? The cub wasn't offended, but rather perplexed. He didn't know what would give them that idea."Uh, I'm Beijingcub." he meowed dully.


    //he's going to be named Beijingskies, but I was thinking about just changing his name to Beijing



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    bumpin



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    windclan
    guardian




    male
    pansexual
    seven months
    domestic feline




    npc x npc
    adopted by tsukota




    [abbr=easy-medium | no powers | character bond with no one | ask for capture | no killing, maim or major injuries | minor injuries allowed | mentored by intermission | wears a leather strap with holder to hold pocketknife |]battletags[/abbr]
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    [ah okie + thanks for bumping :3]




    Blackpaw merely stood there silently as he watched the male before him. "Blackpaw." He introduced himself bluntly, his eyes narrowed with slight disinterest. After a moment or two of more silent, it finally clicked. Wait, was he his date? Nope. Impossible. It couldn't be. Out of everyone in the clan, it was him? It's not a bad thing of course. He could have gotten his brother Raijuu, that would most defiantly end in bruises and cuts. Don't get him wrong though, if he discovers someone besides him was bothering him, he would personally rip out their teeth and push it down their throats like a slot machine. Their love-hate relationship was odd, but it worked. Or even his other brother, Winterpaw. They could talk about fairies and rainbows and sparkles or whatever the chirpy honorguard was interested in.
    "Just out of curiosity, are you here on a blind date?" He asked, suddenly feeling awkward.
    This was awkward.
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    Beijingpaw blinked and meowed,"Uh, yeah." The snow leopard's icy eyes stared at Blackpaw. Beijing had never specified his romantic preference, so maybe they had assumed he wasn't straight? The apprentice had no idea, and he didn't really want to bring up that topic, as it would just make this even more awkward. Beijingpaw averted his eyes from Blackpaw now, drawing a tree in the dirt. His mind worked like a factory, producing a beautiful forest scene onto the dirt. He didn't know how he'd become so good at doodling. It was just a habit he had developed, and he'd gotten pretty good at it.



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    windclan
    guardian




    male
    pansexual
    seven months
    domestic feline




    npc x npc
    adopted by tsukota




    [abbr=easy-medium | no powers | character bond with no one | ask for capture | no killing, maim or major injuries | minor injuries allowed | mentored by intermission | wears a leather strap with holder to hold pocketknife |]battletags[/abbr]
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    How lovely. It got even more awkward.
    Holding back a sigh, Blackpaw sat down where he was and looked somewhere else. Now that he thought about it, he forgot to mention he preferences so he guessed they thought he didn't care who he's with... And he didn't. So long as they don't annoy him they he didn't mind who he got stuck with. That was still fuzzy for him, but he shook it off. He could think about that later. Right now, he had to find a way to handle the current situation.
    Blackpaw looked back at Beijingpaw and meowed, "What are you drawing?" He thought aloud as he looked down, watching the lines he etched into the ground to create a picture. Remaining quiet, he watched as he drew before meowing. "You're pretty good." He said.
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    Beijingpaw let a small smile slip as he heard the other apprentice's comment. He always appreciated compliments and even critique on his doodles. The leopard licked his paw, cleaning of the dirt and grime that had gathered on his drawing paw. He blinked his icy eyes and meowed,"Thanks. It's a forest." Beijingpaw looked up from his drawing and closed his eyes, imagining the forest growing up around him. Green-leafed trees, bubbling streams, chirping birds. Truly a paradise.



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    windclan
    guardian




    male
    pansexual
    seven months
    domestic feline




    npc x npc
    adopted by tsukota




    [abbr=easy-medium | no powers | character bond with no one | ask for capture | no killing, maim or major injuries | minor injuries allowed | mentored by intermission | wears a leather strap with holder to hold pocketknife |]battletags[/abbr]
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    Blackpaw nodded once and shuffled his paws a bit. He was good at fighting, but when it came to other things he had to do with his paws, he was horrible at it. When he was first moving into the apprentice den, he had to make his bed, which he totally failed at. Seriously, if it wasn't for Violentkit coming along when she did, he could have stabbed it out of frustration and go sleep in a tree or something. He had little patience and tolerance for somethings and his bed happened to be one of them.
    "Is the scenery taking place in spring?" He asked after a few moments of silence. He didn't want to disturb him and his drawing, but he wanted to know so he asked.
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    Beijingpaw's eyes flickered open, a shadow of annoyance crossing their threshold. The snow leopard cub didn't have much problem doing things with his hands, as anyone could see. The apprentice's little daydream of his drawing faded away, and he sighed."Yes." Beijingpaw wiped his paw over the drawing, erasing it from existance.



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