Loki sighed and shook his head, sitting back against the wall. he was utterly useless like this, and he didn't like that feeling one bit. he just hoped that when the others trusted him enough, he could tell Thor how he really felt. it wasn't wrong, either, seeing that they weren't really brothers, and maybe the others would accept that--when they actually trusted him. but when would that be?
Tony stopped him, placing a hand on his chest. "Whoa there, Caspicle. you cause enough destruction with just yourself in the kitchen, and with those improvements i really don't want my kitchen to become a war zone." He flashed another rare smile and turned, walking towards the kitchen without waiting for Steve to answer.
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OOC:IC: Thor returned to Loki with his coffee, humming a random tune. "Loki, are you not feeling well?" He questioned, blue eyes glowing with concern for the other. He wasn't sure Loki remembered confessing anything, so he would keep quiet.
Steve frowned, shaking his head a little. "I'm not that destructive in the kitchen... ... Am I?" He blinked then shook his head again. Just Tony being Tony he supposed. Hoped. He followed after the billionaire, thinking about all sorts of things. Mostly about needing another coffee.
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Loki nodded a little at his brother, "Yes, Thor, i am quite fine. It is just my shoulder, i think i will live." he sighed and rubbed his shoulder slightly, grumbling to himself. he then looked up at Thor and hesitated a little, "Thor...not that i really care or anything, but, do you think the others will begin to trust me at all any time soon?" he tried to look like he didn't care, but he was nervous. he wanted to spill everything out to the blonde, but he knew he couldn't if the others wouldn't accept it. But he didn't really know that he had already told Thor everything, despite what he wanted to really happen.
Tony walked into the kitchen and was relieved to find it clean, despite how many people lived in here. from half of the apples missing to the coffee pot already being used it was safe to say they were the last ones in there. he turned to the toaster and pulled out two pieces of bread from the bag turning to Steve as he walked in, "i thought i said no shield in here. does nobody in this tower listen to me?" he sighed and turned to the toaster, popping the slices in. -
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OOC:IC: Thor nodded, sipping his coffee almost thoughtfully. Almost. "Loki, if I am to be completely honest with you... Some may trust you easier than others. For Clint and Natasha it could take a long time, but for Steve and Bruce I have no worries there. Anthony is another story." He said honestly, offering a comforting smile. "But I assure you they will all have a thin layer of trust for you sooner then you would expect." He assured, before sipping his drink again. He then decided to ask something. "Brother, before you fell asleep last night, do you recall anything you said to me?" He asked softly, sitting on the pull out couch. He didn't say it a way that implied Loki had said something important, simply a curious question.
Steve blinked, looking at the arm he held his shield in. He apparently hadn't realized he still had it. "Right, sorry about that Tony." He mumbled, seeming genuinely upset over his inability to follow rules. Even though he never really liked taking orders from Tony, or listening to the other, he never broke any rules that were set up. This meant he got a bit miffed with himself when he did manage to break a rule.
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Loki thought for a moment, those memories clouded by the drug he had been given. "No, sorry, did i say something important?" he looked at his 'brother', his head tilted to the side slightly in confusion. "I with i could remember, terribly sorry brother." he shrugged and sat back against the wall again, holding his shoulder gently, not wanting ti bump it off of anything.
Tony shrugged a little and leaned against the counter, noticing how upset Steve seemed over it. "No need to cry about it, Cap, it was just a minor misunderstanding. be careful not to his the red button while you're in the tower though, or else you're paying for the damage costs." his toast popped up and he looked over at Steve again, "you want a piece?" -
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OOC:IC: Thor chuckled shaking his head a bit. "No. All you told me was how wonderful the medication was." He murmured softly. He grinned, remembering how stupid Loki had sounded at first, babbling on about how nice that pill was and whatnot.
Steve set his shield down carefully, nodding his head at Tony. "Yeah, thanks" He said, flashing a smile. This smile was a bit more out of politeness than it was friendliness. Seemed the captain had a lot on his mind.
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Loki nodded a little and shrugged, he did remember how good he felt on it, it certainly took the pain away. "Yes, alright then.." he sighed and looked at his hands awkwardly, not knowing quite what to say. Then he finally sighed, defeated, he couldn't hold it in any longer, who cares about the others. "Thor...we...we aren't actually brothers, correct?"
Tony watched Steve for a moment and hesitated, grabbing the peanut butter from the pantry. "Not that i care or anything, but you seem a little off today. what's on your mind, Capsicle?" he asked, trying to seem lighthearted, but he honestly, and not that he'd tell Cap, did want to know what was bothering him. -
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OOC:IC: Thor shook his head, sipping his coffee again. "No. We are not." He stated calmly. "Why?" He questioned, seeming genuinely curious. Of course, he had a pretty good understanding on what was happening.
Steve blinked, obviously surprised the other actually bothered to ask. He nearly sighed as he though of how many answers there were to that question. "Guess I've just got too much on my mind Tony." He answered, shrugging it off.
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Loki nodded a little and sighed, he was never usually this nervous or even showed this much emotion. "Well...since we were young, quite young, actually...i..had this...feeling. very strange feeling, i did not know what it was at first. then...it kept getting stronger as we grew up, and i asked Mother about it...she scolded me and said i shouldn't be..feeling this way towards my brother." he took a deep breath and hesitated, not knowing if he should continue. "Well...when Father, erm, Odin...told us we weren't brothers...i suppose the feeling...grew stronger yet. i..i know i have done some bad things recently, but..." he scowled and looked away, hating that his cheeks were so red. "I...I think I'm in love with you, o-okay?" he grumbled ad didn't meet his brother's eyes, looking down at his own hands.
Tony frowned slightly - slightly. "geez, never caught you for the thoughtful type. but, never really expected me to really be caring either.Tell me what's on your mind? i may not be a therapist but i'll listen about half the time." he crossed his arms over his chest and waited. -
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OOC:IC: Thor smiled, setting his coffee down. He stood and moved to where Loki sat, pulling the other into a gentle hug. He didn't speak, just held the other close (careful of his shoulder of course) in hopes his actions would speak for him.
He shook his head, smiling a bit at Tony. "It's not that important Tony. Don't worry." He said honestly, distracting himself by making coffee. He at least knew how to work a coffee machine, after several explanations from several different people.
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Loki's eyes widened and he looked up at Thor, a gentle smile playing across his lips. he leaned into the other and sighed slightly, he never expected Thor to feel the same way about him. he...did feel the same, right? this wasn't just some pity hug and Thor felt bad for him, right? He looked up at Thor and hesitated. "S-So...?"
Tony sighed and shook his head, "Alright, but don't say i didn't try. Pepper told me i should try to be nicer to you all seeing that we're living together and all. She said she'd take my garage key away if i was rude. She can't do that!" he huffed and leaned against the counter again, crossing his arms over his chest. -
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OOC:IC: Thor smiled at Loki, eyes loving and caring. "I thought actions were supposed to speak louder than words." He stated, holding Loki closer. He was still as gentle as ever, careful not to hit the other's shoulder or anything. His care for Loki was painfully obvious, shown in the way he moved and how he held him.
Steve shook his head a bit at that. "Well I'll see you around Tony." He stated, lifting his shield and coffee before leaving. Where he had disappeared to was obvious, as he really spent most of his time in three places of the whole tower.
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Loki chuckled despite himself and nodded slightly, "Yes, i suppose so...you're just a big softie, now, aren't you?" he sighed and leaned into the hug more, enjoying the earth the other was giving off, and he felt like he never wanted to move from that spot. "Thor.." he spoke up after a few seconds, "Do you think...the other will approve...?"
Tony sighed and hit his hands on the top of the counter, good going. he tried his best, but Cap just didn't seem like he even wanted to be in the same room as Tony. he sighed and threw his toast in the garbage, he wasn't really hungry, he just made an excuse to talk to Steve, but that didn't work out very well. -
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OOC:IC: "It is difficult to say. They are aware we are not truly related. I am unsure how they will feel about it however." He stated softly at that. He sighed a bit, looking around. He really wasn't sure how his friends would feel, and hated to admit he was scared of what could happen.
Steve sat in his room, pulling out his journal. He usually just drew in it, and that's what he planned on doing now. He wasn't sure quite what he was drawing, eventually he smiled when he found he was drawing his team.
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Loki merely nodded and stayed silent, thoughts running through his head. Would they try and kill him again? what if they tried to get rid of Thor too? He shook the thoughts away, it was crazy, they wouldn't hurt him...would they? "i am just worried, Thor, that they might go after you as well..." he looked up at Thor and frowned a little, "it would be my fault you got hurt by one of them..i won't allow it."
Tony stalked back to his garage like he always did when he was lonely, which was most of the time. He sat at his table tinkering with one of his suits, trying to increase the power of the arm guns, trying to make them smaller and more effective, but he was too distracted today, most of the time he just sat there with the arm in his hand staring at it, lost in his own thoughts. -
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OOC:IC: "You need not worry Loki. They may not approve but they will not harm me. Or you. Please do not be concerned." He soothed, kissing Loki's head. "Let us speak of something more lighthearted." He suggested softly.
Steve was hard at work, finishing the drawing and colored it. He nodded in approval, carefully ripping it out and setting it next to him. He then started to write, he wrote about everything. His problems, nightmares, fears, what had been on his mind lately. He felt better after, laying back on his bed with a sigh. He wanted to give the picture to someone on the team, knowing they all needed that little thought of 'you're not alone' but what was hard, was figuring out who needed it most.
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Loki nodded a little and sighed, "Yes, i suppose so..." he flinched a little and held his shoulder, it was starting to ache again. "Thor...could you get me a glass of...that dark stuff you have? it smells quite nice, i would like to try some." He looked up at Thor, strands of hair falling in his eyes.
Tony had once again fallen asleep at his desk. the arm was beside him, and he was snoring away like usual. his head was tilted at an uncomfortable angle as he slept, but he only slept maybe two hours the night/day before after he was done with the shield. no one came to talk to him or wake him, no one came down to ask for help on anything in the house, even JARVIS turned itself off and dimmed the lights, leaving Tony asleep in his garage, in the dark. -
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OOC:IC: Thor nodded, smiling a bit. "I shall return shortly.' He stated, standing up and leaving. He quickly made some coffee and grabbed a few things Loki might want to add to it.
Steve, being the worrywart he was, decided to check on Tony. He rolled his eyes at the sight, carefully adjusting the other into a more comfortable position. He draped a blanket over him and left a certain drawing on the desk for him before leaving to go out for a while.
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Loki sighed and sat back in his bed, trying to regain his usual composure. he never let anyone see him that emotional before, no one besides Mother. he waited for Thor to return and hesitated, not really knowing what to do or say anymore. Thor had Jane. although he hadn't seen her in a while he was sure that her and Thor still spoke. he huffed and tried not to think about it, pushing the thought from his mind.
Tony didn't wake for hours, he needed some well rest. he snored like usual, a deep dreamless sleep keeping him down in the garage until dinnertime, even then someone would have to wake him up. -
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OOC:IC: Thor returned with Loki's coffee, setting the mug down along with cream and sugar. He also brought honey because why not. He seemed content, sitting beside Loki again. He didn't talk, apparently happy to just sit there.
Steve stayed out and away from the tower as long as he could. Of course for him that meant stay out until someone called him to come home.
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