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    XD So true. That happens in a lot of my classes))


    " I'm sorry. If I hadn't suggested that we left, if I hadn't left, none of this would have happened. It's all my fault." Party told her softly. He just kept his arms around her somewhat tightly. He was just happy to have her here with him. He would never let her go again.


    " I'm sure." Neon assured him. She scooted somewhat closer to him. She moved into a normal sitting position. " Every second. It's haunting me. I can see it clearly. The knife got dug into my skin. They made sure I was awake. They burned their symbol on my arm. They tortured me. I can't get the inages out of my head." She told him softly.

    {{ So, I can't go to my stupid party this weekend. I'm grounded from going out plus my dad is dragging my mother and I to my grandparents' house. I'm just like...Wow. I WANTED TO GO TO THAT FREAKING PARTY!! UGH!! }}


    Viper toyed lightly with the collar of his jacket, shaking her head shallowly. "It wasn't your fault," she murmured softly, burying her face up against his neck. "You had no idea that anything like that would happen," she mumbled against his skin. She sighed, breathing in the sandy scent of the desert that clung to him.


    Kobra slipped his arms around her, gently pulling her against him. "I'm so sorry they did that to you," he whispered. "I should have protected you better...Perhaps I should have killed Korse..." He shook his head, regretting not doing all he could to keep her safe. "I would have rather died for you..."

    That's stupid. That is one of the reasons I love living away from my family.))


    " But I should have seen the signs. After the attack in zone six, I knew we had to be careful. Then the attack happened at home. I should've just refused to go back. I should have just let the place go. But I was an idiot. I left and you were taken while I was gone." Party whispered. His eyes were sorrowful as he held her to him. He didn't want to let go of her. He wanted to make sure this wasn't a dream.


    " You couldn't have killed Korse. I don't think anyone can." Neon admitted. She had seen some things that she didn't feel like sharing. " I would never let you die for me. I'm not worth it. You four, The Fabulous Killjoys. You're worth it. Viper and I? We are just bumps in the road. We are slowing you down. You're the only ones who can stop Bat City." She told him.

    {{ I wish I could live away from my parents. They just always fight and...Meh. I don't wanna talk about it... *Sigh* }}


    Viper listened to him in calm silence, staying that way for even a few moments after he spoke. She didn't know what to say aside from 'it wasn't your fault'. She bit her bottom lip, sitting back a bit so she could look him in the eyes, reaching her good hand up to rest it against his cheek. "You are not an idiot," she murmured, shaking her head. "You're a truly wonderful person. You're an amazing person; somewhat of a superhero, in my opinion. Perhaps I should have died. Because all of this, if you think about it, would have never happened if had I not come to know you. I shouldn't be alive. I should be rotting out in the desert somewhere, Party. I'm nothing but a stubborn setback." She glanced away, hand coming to rest on her lap as she did so.


    "You are worth it, Neon. You're not a bump in the road, and neither is Viper," Kobra insisted, seeming a tad frustrated in trying to get her to realize how much of an asset she truly was. "It is with the power of all of us, that we will stop Battery City. Alright?" He gave the top of her head a small kiss. "Trust me."

    I feel you. My parents used to do the same thing. /hugs/))


    Party looked at her, his eyes hardening as he listened. " You're not a stubborn setback. Don't you day say you should have died. You contribute to our team so much. You're the person who keeps up with our heads on. You keep us calm. Kobra has been getting different lately. You're the missing link in all of this. So is Neon. Never say anything like that again." He told her. His voice was stern. He wanted to get the point across.


    Neon shook her head. " you just don't understand! I'm not. I tried to save you guys. I hurt myself, which slowed you down. I could have escaped Korse, but I didnt. I made you risk your lives for me. I'm nothing but a setback." She told him. She carefully stood up. " I'm going outside." She mumbled, limping out.

    {{ *Hugs* I had to listen to it last night...My mon started crying...My dad started just screaming at her...I actually just ran out of the house and hid out in the storage shed because it was bringing on my anxiety and all that stuff and I really just wanted to grab my razor blade and cut again...My real life is a living hell. I'm surprised I've made it three months clean without cutting. }}


    {{ Hang on...Typing up moi posts... }}

    Just stay strong. I know it is hard. Trust me. I've been clean for almost a year now. I believe in you. You can talk to me if you need to. I will be here for you.


    Okay.


    Are you going to on late tonight?))

    [Sub]{{ Okay...Thank you! c: It's really nice to know that someone has your back.
    I'll try and sneak on until around 10:00pm PST... }}


    Viper shook her head. "I am a setback! Can't you see that?! I'm the sick child here. The mentally-ill one that I'm sure everyone wishes would just go away. Disappear. Leave them to go back to being the way they were happy being," she said, her voice rising quite a few octaves. She broke free of his arms, shifting off his lap, and then abruptly standing up. She wobbled a bit, but regained her balanced the best she could using the wall. "And you know what? I wouldn't put it past anyone here not to fake that they care. Even you. Do you even love me? Or are you just acting so I don't feel like just another piece of crap?" She glared at him, her words hanging heavily in the silence that followed before she turned to leave. For some reason, she couldn't help but snap - it almost came as naturally this time as breathing. Because it was her fault. She was a bump. A huge bump. Maybe even a mountain. And unlike Neon, she was useless when it came to fights; just another being to protect.


    {{ Dunno what to put for Kobra...Kinda braindead. xD }}

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    You're welcome. Love you Sissy
    Okay!!))


    Party was shocked at her outburst. His eyes widened. " Viper! Don't say that! I love you so much." he was very worried on what she could do. Would she leave? It would she go to the serious ending? He couldn't think like that, thought. I made his heart hurt. He put a hand on her shoulder. His hair was messed up, the dyed red sticking out in every place. Jet and Fun were around the corner. They could hear the arguments that we're going on. They heard Kobra and Neon stop. Now it was just Party and Viper. They didn't want to interfere, since that wouldn't be the best.


    It's fine))


    Neon just stood outside, the temperatures already high. The sun was part of the way through the sky. She kicked a small pebble. She then began to wander. She wandered off into the desert. She had gotten her gun back. It was in its holster. Her jacket was on. She ran her good hand through her hair to straighten it out.

    {{ Love ya too, Thither. c: }}


    Viper tried to shrug his hand away, but didn't succeed. She only tensed that much more, keeping her back to him. "For some reason, I'm not buying it," she retorted back, voice emotionless and blank. She stood there though. Stayed there. "Why should I believe you? Huh? Because you won't believe me. You won't believe me when I say that this is all my freakin' fault and not yours," she added.


    Kobra sighed, emerging from his room and stopping only to think twice about going after her. It wasn't a wise idea to have her out by herself, but perhaps she just needed a break. A break from him. Because, in his mind, he was still the problem. She wasn't. He walked outside, but went no farther than a few feet. His mind was torn. Again.

    c: ))


    " Sure, I don't believe you because I know it's not your fault. I don't know why you don't believe me." Party told her. He wouldn't let go of her shoulder. He didn't know what else to say. She would just reject him. He looked at her before letting go of her. " I know you won't believe me. And I can't stop you from leaving. But just don't hurt yourself if you do leave." He whispered.


    Neon walked. She walked until she was sweating and in pain. She sat down on top of a small cliff. She looked down, mouth open to help her breath. She had no clue where she was. She didn't know which direction she went. She might have wandered into zone 8. No one went there. The temperatures were worse there than anywhere.

    Viper turned around to face him, taking a deep breath before looking him over with her lips drawn in a tight line. She then spoke, voice suddenly quiet. "I'm not leaving you," she said, looking him in the eyes. "I just need to know that you love me for the mistake that I am." She held his gaze for a moment or two before glancing down at her feet.

    " I'll love you no matter what. Whatever happens, nothing will ever stop me." Party told her truthfully. He stepped forward slowly. He put his fingers underneath her chin and carefully tilted her head up to look at him. He then leaned down and kissed her softly. One hand was on her cheek while the other was still underneath her chin.


    Fun slid by the two and went to find Kobra. He saw him outside and slowly came over. He out a hand on the taller boys shoulder. " Hey, you alright Kid?" He asked him softly. He was like a brother to him. Usually he would joke around, but he knew this was serious.

    {{ Agh...I gotta go for a bit, 'kay? Gotta eat dinner and charge my tablet. I'll be back at around 8:00pm PST if not sooner. I will be poofy though when I get back. }}


    It took a moment or two before Viper slowly kissed him back, almost seeming hesitant. Then, as she let her eyes close and her body relax, she began to see again just how much she meant to him, no matter whose fault was whose. And perhaps, that was all that mattered. Maybe, like before, all they needed to do was put things behind them and move on. Because there was no point in arguing if it only led to one doubting the other. She pressed her body closer to his, letting her good arm, drape around his neck. It was an awkward position, but her injured arm was beginning to hurt. She found herself kissing him harder after finding a bit more confidence, hoping maybe this could serve as an apology. Or at least part of one.


    Kobra shrugged, scuffing the tip of his right boot over the sandy ground. "It's hard to tell at this point, how I feel. If I'm hurt or okay," he admitted, looking off into the distance almost in a way that seemed thoughtful. "All I know is that we need to set things straight. We can't fight like this anymore. The arguments after the diner attack were one thing that ended okay, but these are another thing that seem to be ending in disater," he added, his voice almost unaudible.

    Okay! I should still be here!))


    Party relaxed slightly once she began to kiss him back. He could tell this was her way of apologizing to him. He could definitely accept this. He had his eyes closed as he just enjoyed this moment. " I'm so sorry." He murmured into the kiss. He was careful of her hurt arm. He then this blissful action carry on for a little before he pulled away. He then kissed the top of her head. " Always know I love you." He added to his earlier comment. He gazed down at her.


    Fun listened to him. Jet would usually be the one to do this, but he decided to step in and do so for once. " Yeah... I kind of overheard it. The one's at the diner weren't bad. But I don't know what wrong with these. It seems like Neon is getting hostile. She feels like she isn't wanted nor needed." He told Kobra. " Maybe you should try to calmly talk things out once she gets back. Maybe she just needed to blow off some steam." He concluded.

    {{ Sorry these posts are lame. Kind of sneaking on... }}


    Viper smiled softly. "I'm sorry too...I shouldn't have gone off like that..." she whispered. "I just...Sometimes I get away from myself..." She rested her head against his chest, over his heart. "I love you too...And I always will as long as you will too." She let most of her weight rest against him as her leg began to ache.


    {{ Getting Kobra later...Hang on... }}

    Its fine. I have to leave pretty soon anyways.))


    " Don't worry, you're perfectly fine." Party assured her. He picked her up. He then carried her to his makeshift room. He laid her down on the blankets he had gotten set up. " You need to rest or you will never get better." He told her. He sat down next to her.


    Okay!))

    {{ Okay! I'm getting really tired anyways. xD }}


    Viper adjusted herself so that she was comfortable, smiling up at him a bit coyly, patting the small space beside her. "You need some rest too, don't you? Afterall, you had a long day yesterday," she pointed out softly. {{ Ugh...Small posts... x-x }}


    Kobra nodded slowly. "I suppose so," he sighed, biting his bottom lip. "I hope she comes back..." He looked over at Fun, worry glinting in his eyes. {{ Okay. I'm passing out before I make any more lame posts. Peace out. }}

    XD))


    Party debated it. He was about to refuse, but decided against it. He could use the rest. He laid down next to her after sliding off his jacket and holster. " Okay." He said softly. He pulled a blanket up over them then carefully put his arms around her. He kissed her forehead before closing his eyes. It didn't take him long to fall asleep.


    " She should. She would just walk off after all. She would have taken her bike." Fun pointed out. He patted Kobra on the back before going back inside. Neon came back a lot later. The sun was just below the horizon. She had taken off her jacket and put it around her waist. She was dirty and sweaty. She limped slowly inside.

    {{ Sorry I wasn't on earlier! I was vid-chatting my friend from England! We had a pic editing sesh while listening to FOB's new album. :D }}


    Kobra was sitting on the couch when she walked in. He glanced in her direction, biting his bottom lip softly before speaking. "Hey, Neon," he began, standing up. "Can I talk to you?" He stayed his distance, gazing at her from where he stood in front of the beat-up couch.