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I sat criss crossed on James bed. He had his hand placed on mines and was rubbing my palms in a soothing way. We had just came home from Sean's swimming party, and since my mom had to work a bit late I got to go home with James for a bit. He bit his lip, staring straight into my eyes with his green ones. I looked down unsure.
"Come on babe, if you really loved me you would let me.." he said lifting my head up by my chin gently. I did love him. I didn't want him to leave me. I wasnt ready though. Why couldnt we just do it later? He leaned over to kiss my cheek, then my forehead, and finally my lips. It was only a small peck, compared to the other things we had done. He leaned back never taking his eyes off me. A pout was formed on his perfect lips. He knew I hated when he pouted. I looked over his beautiful face. Sandy blonde hair, Grass green eyes, plump pink lips. My eyes flickered down to look at his body. He was really well-built for a thirteen year old. I knew James was every girls dream boy. Even mines, and he was mine, and I was his. I bit my lip looking down. I needed to do this. He was moving tommrow, so I would do it, for him to remember me.
"Ok...I'll do it.." I gave in looking back up to give him a fake smile. The whole time I was thinking to myself 'dont do it..', but I guess I was listenig to my mind, not my heart. He smiled in triumph, and leaned in placing his lips on mine. I responded back quickly. Just wanting to get this over with. He carefully pushed me down on the bed, and layed in between my legs. With that, It was gone.
Thats how I lost my innocence
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