I was born a female, raised as a female, and for the most part never questioned my gender.
It's my freshmen year of highschool so I'm already full of anxiety but just two weeks ago I thought "am I really a girl?". Then I got a haircut, but instead of the usual trim I felt this urge to get it shortened. I woke up one morning styled my hair smoothed back, had no makeup on, and dressed in my fathers close (who same size as me, but is actually anorexic so I don't know...).. It felt normal though, like I'm a guy, or whatever. The next day I wore a frilly dress and adorned makeup. It just happened that I felt like a guy and even carried myself as a boy would (I think, I don't know!) sometimes and the next dress as a female and act like a female would. I'm still only attracted to boys but I'm questioning how I should act or feel or carry myself, and the worst part is in PE they wanted us to split into groups and I didn't know what to split into.
I don't know what's happening and my mother is starting to take notice and ask questions. Am I being ridiculous? Is this how anyone else felt?
I mean for goodness sake I'm literally acting like a boy and associating with boys better then girls, and then chattering with females the next day!
Advice?
Gender Fluid?
- Blushie
- Closed
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