Snowflower settled down briskly and throughly cleaned her white messy pelt."Why does everything stick to my coat ?"she thought.As Snowflower finished grooming her self her own sigh filled the silence."Why are toms so intimidated buy me? Why can't they see past my messy coat or my large size?Why do I feel so alone like am from a different universe from every one else? I was born in this camp I was raised here.My litter mates don't talk to me, my old mentor ignores me.Am I that different that I deserve to be punished?"Snowflower asked these questions to her self just wanting some one to talk to her.To make her want to live.
Need some one to talk to
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Tigertree padded lazily into the warriors den, plopping down in his nest close to the back. He needed a nice long nap. Bad. On the other sid of the den, Snowflower sat gently grooming her whte pelt. She looked depressed; he could see it in her eyes. "Is something wrong?" He asked with concern.
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"No, not really its just no will speak to me.You are the first person to fountarily talk to me in 5 moons! Is there something wrong with me!"Snowflower stood up ,but as soon as she did it she regreted it .She saw astonishment in the toms eyes at her size."See! I'm a monster!"
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She was a big cat, that was true, but he was even bigger. He stood up also. "They don't call me 'Tiger' for nothin," sorrow filled his soft heart. Her walked over and licked her ear. "Everything will be ok," he said. "I'm a pretty solitude guy my self. Do you wanna share tounges?" He asked hopefully. She was a nice cat; he didn't see why everyone ignored her.
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"Okay ,sure that sounds great"Snowflower said.She felt embarrest about the comment of him being bigger because if you looked carfully she was about 1 cm taller than he was not counting her fluffy coat.Snowflower looked into Tigertrees and felt deep sorrow welling up inside her.Tigertrees eyes looked just like her beloved Nightstoms.She faught back tears when she said this the memories to painfull to think about.Snowflower was filled with saddness again but remembered that Tigertree was there and did't was to look weak and pittiful.
OOC:If your want to know the History behind night storm here is her bio. http://warriorcatsarpg.proboards.com/index.cgi?action=display&board=acceptedtbios&thread=28707&page=1
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OOC: here is Tigertree's
http://warriorcatsarpg.proboards.com/index.cgi?board=acceptedtbios&action=display&thread=28323BIC: Tigertree began to gently lick her soft white pelt. Snowflower seemed to bring the best out of him. "Just forget what other cats say. They don't matter to anyone." he gazed into her unique eyes. He didn't understand why she-cats were so hard on themselves. He saw no imperfection on Snowflower at all. Sure her pelt was alittle dirty and she was not the normal tiny she-cat size, but he looked past that and into her neglected eyes that held true meaning.
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"Thanks and your right there soo stuck up because they are tiny but that just makes them bad fighters."Snowflower felt so comfortable talking to him but she couldn't bare to look into his eyes again they caued to much pain and sorrow for thinking of Nightstorm.She gently licked Tigertrees's ear.
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"Yeah, I'd say!" he replied. She licked his ear but avoided his eyes. "So many of the Thunderclan cats just don't get it." She looked less worried now, but Tigertree saw something else in her eyes; sorrow. "Is something wrong?" he asked.
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''You wouldn't want to know and if I tell you ,you would tell Crystalstar and then everyone would hate me."Snowflower said this knowing she couldn't ever tell Tigertree no one had ever found out about her and Nightstorm and she planned to keep it that way because then she would be know as a trator and she already had problems fitting in.
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"I might wanna know"...he said. "It can't be THAT bad!" Tigertree paused in his washing. Whoa... he thought. What could be so terrible that she wouldn't want anyone to know? He pondered this for a few secounds. He then said, "You didn't murder a cat, did you?"
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''I think I did...''Snowflower said "But let me explain only if you tell no one not even Crystalstar I know it's wrong not to tell her but you can't, no one must know"Snowflower had to tell someone of her seceret it had haunted her for moons.
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"I promise i will never tell a soul," Tigertree said. "I'm not that kinda guy that gossips like a rambling squirrel..." He remembered his ex-mate and shivered, the hair on his spine sticking up. She had been such a mouse brain-- He licked Snowflower's forehead. "You can trust me..." he tried to look in her eyes, but she looked away...
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Well I feel in love with a cat from RiverClan Nightstorm and we had planned to leave clan life even though we bouth loved it but we could never be together so we desided to leave.When it was my turn to cross the Thunder Path a car speed around the corner and took us both by suprise.The only thing I remember after that was being shoved vionletly to the side of the road.When I whoke up I saw his body in the middle of the road when I ran to his side it was to late.No one ever found out about us or even suspected it for that matter because of how careful we were. I still can't belive he's dead and died because of me.
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Tigertree listened intently to her story. "That was not your fault, nor was it your mate's."He tried to comfort her but it wasn't working. "Listen, your not a bad cat. And you know your mate truly loved you because of what he did..." She was still filled with sorrow. He didn't now what to say. He started to wash her pelt again, making it shine in the dim light of the warrior's den.
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"It's ok you don't have to say anything I know you don't want to listed to my sob story,just swear you won't tell a soul."snowflower still felt wrong telling Tigertree her story but she knew he would not tell and she trusted him.
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Tigertree shook his head. "Why would you think i didn't care? And i would NEVER tell a soul." A low pur sounded in his throat. Snowflower was clean now, her soft white pelt swayed in the gental breeze. "Are you hungry?" He asked gently, suddenly aware of his own hunger.
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Dreamcatcher padded in the den and sat next to Tigertree. She noticed Snowflower looking worried. "What's wrong?" She asked.
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OOC:Renegade is that question to Snowflower or to Tigertree?
"Some food would be nice, thank you for asking." Snowflower realized that Tigertree did care about her life and that her seceret would probly die with him then all of the sudden she saw a warrior in the den how much had they heard?If they herd about her and Nightstorm would they tell Crystalstar or Nightclaw?
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Sharpfang entered the warrior's den deep in thought. Why can't I have an apprentice? he thought, I know I'm new but.. Sharpfang sighed. He didn't want an aprentice to teach his skills. He was surprised he became a warrior at all. His hunting and fighting skills were not that great. Sharpfang sighed. Even those who became warriors with him soon stoped talking to him. Deep in thought, he didn't realize where he was going until he colided into Snowflower. "Sorry!" he exclaimed, wide eyed.
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OCC: That was at Snowflower. Sorry.
Dreamcatcher said to the she-cat. "I wouldn't tell anyone anything. I can keep quiet." She then turned to Tigertree and wrapped her tail around his. "Am I not right?" She asked the tom cat.