~the way i felt before~ {P}

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[justify]I wiped the sweat from my forehead, and set my guitar down. "Good job everyone, I'm going to go take a shower." I started taking my shirt off as I walked to the bathroom. I turned on the shower, and waited for it too warm up. Once it did finally warm up, I stepped in. I started humming something, I'm not really sure what though. I washed my body off and rinsed it off. I decided against washing my hair, because I wanted at least one person to be here still when I got out. When I got out I put on a batman shirt, and some black skinny jeans. I ran out into the living room and saw Luke standing there. To be honest I'd prefer him to stay then any of the other boys, and I'm kind of glad no one else was there but us, although I'm not sure why, "Hey Luke, you're still here,.." I paused and looked down at the ground, "I mean not that I mind or anything." I muttered to myself almost whispering. "Do you want to stay awhile longer, we can hang out, watch some movies maybe?" I bit my lip and looked at him making eye contact.

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[justify]I looked at him, and then at the ground unsure of myself, "Well, umm whatever you want to watch." I went over to the cabinet in the hallway, and grabbed a blanket. "Here's a blanket. Do you want to share?." I paused and looked around arms behind my back, as I rocked back and forth slowly, slightly on my tiptoes, "If you want, I can get you your own."

OOC: Should this be the day they kiss, or should we wait a little awhile?

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[justify]I rolled my eyes, "Alright fine, but only because I know how much you love it." I hated that movie, but I guess whatever made him happy, if he's happy I'm happy...I don't know why my happiness comes from the person I love's happiness Wait what am I thinking this isn't a romance novel, I don't love Luke. I went over to him, and leaned my head against his shoulder, "Luke?.." my voice was raspy and dry, "Thanks,..you know for staying here." I looked up at him and into his eyes, I sat up and faced him, and started to move my face closer to his, I kissed his mouth then pulled away immediately and into a hug, "Sorry, that was um an accident, sorry." I stood up and went to the other side of the room and sat on a different cahir crossing my arms staring at the floor, Did I want to do that? Yes of course. Did he want me to that? No definitely not.

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[justify]I looked at him crying, I felt so bad, "Luke what the hell!? Why are you crying? Because this will ruin our friendship? I'm sorry that I had to fall in love with you, I know you think that this will ruin our band or whatever, but trust me there are things far more important then the band!"' I picked up a pillow and slammed it onto the ground. I screamed and ran upstairs into my room and started sobbing into my knees. I hated myself more then anything, this will ruin it all my realationships, the band, why am I such a f*ck up?

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[justify]I looked at him confusion upon my face after he had left, everyone knew he loved me? I din't know that. Wait? He loves me? I stood up and walked to the other side of my room, and closed the door. "YES!" I yelled a little bit too loudly. I sat down on my bed. What could this mean? Does he know I feel the same? Maybe I'll tell him in the morning, I slipped into bed and pulled out my phone, and composed a message to Luke, "So do you want to go out for breakfast tomorrow?"

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[justify]I smiled to myself once receiving Luke's text' I debated whether to reply or not and if I did what would I send, I went with my instincts and sent a kissy emoji to I'm along with the words "I'll try." referencing him wanting me to sleep. I decided to close my eyes and fell asleep anyway.

The next morning I woke up and didn't want to get out of bed, I pulled out my phone, "Lukey pookey wake up"

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[justify]I looked up at him, "Why hello there, Mr. Adorable." I stood up and put my hand on his head, and messed up his hair, "Cutie." I muttered to myself smirking. I pulled on a t-shirt I picked up from the ground, and slipped on some jeans.I picked up a comb from the dresser, and combed my hair, then shook my head, making it look messy. I searched around the room for a beanie then spotted a gray one in the window pane. I slipped it onto my head. Then walked over to Luke, "So Lukey,.." I said softly wrapping my arms around him, "Where to for breakfast?" I whispered in his ear, as I traced the lining of his clavicle, then pulling away teasing him.

ooc: Im really sorry i was reccently inactive, but i was at my grandma's house, who doesn't have wifi, but i'm active again.

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[justify] I looked at him as he got dressed, at his perfect body, and bare torso. I could barely breathe, so I looked away. I couldn't resist the urge to look back again, but when I did he was dressed, in the cutest thing ever, he left the room and went down the hall, "Damn," I muttered to myself. A few seconds later he came back and hopped onto my back, "Weyhey Hemmo, you need to eat more you weigh like 5 pounds." I trapped his legs as they wrapped around my body, and ran out the door and downstairs almost falling over. When we got out front I set him down atop the car, "Alright Lukey, let's go to IHOP. Who's driving?" I asked as I pulled out the keys from my pocket jingling them in the air.

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[justify]ooc; oh dear god, my hormones are about to explode. I cant even omfg. nope i cant ugh it's too cute.

I got into the car and put they keys into the ignition. "Wow Luke, eat more then Cal and Ash yeah probably, but me? No way. Definitely not, when it comes to pizza I eat more then everyone ever. And.. let's see I have pizza how often? Everyday. Therefore I eat more than you." I looked in the mirror, to see if any cars we coming. A red Honda passed, and then I pulled out of the driveway. Only a few minutes later we arrived at IHOP. I turned off the car and unbuckled my seat belt, I was about to get out of the car, but I paused and looked at Luke, "Alright Lukey, how about this, we have an eating contest, whoever eats the most food wins. Loser has to pay for the meal. Actually if you lose I'll probably still pay." I looked at him and smirked and then got out of the car.

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[justify]ooc; I loooked up the IHOP menu if you want it here it is; http://www.ihop.com/menu-navigator

I smiled at him, and then looked at the ground. I wanted to hold his hand so badly, but I wasn't sure if we were going to make this public, what would the fans think? I wasn't sure how to tell him no, should I tell him why? "It's only a very short walk inside." I walk inside." I looked back at him, then ran inside. I sat at a table and waited for Luke to come sit down, "Luke we don't have to do our contest, I beleive you do eat more." I looked a the waiter she had a notepad in one hand and a pen in the other, "I'll have orange juice to drink, and the Belgian waffles combo."

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