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  • [size=19px][color=white][font=Georgia]addison rosanna adams


    [align=center][size=15px][color=cyan]"ˢᵒ ᵇᵃᵈ, ᵇᵘᵗ ᵈᵒᵉˢ ᶦᵗ ˢᵒ ʷᵉᶫᶫ"


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    [justify][color=white][size=9px][font=arial]my styles ranged quite differently often. Depending the occasion, you didn't have to tell me twice on what to wear. Instead of my ripped jeans, peter pan collared shirt, or worn Nirvana shirts, I ended up with a dress. A little black dress that was plain, and when I slid it on, showed the curves of my body. Curves that were not quite hourglass, but close enough. My blonde hair fell past my shoulders diligently reaching towards my chest. Instead of it's natural thick waviness, I managed to straighten it while I patiently waited for the people to arrive. By the middle of my hair, I heard murmuring downstairs, faint music that eventually turned louder and made it sound as if it could be in my room. Small whoops of people having a good time, much more of a good time that a formal party that I'd been expecting. It sounded like a bunch of teenagers instead of adults. Then again, my stepdad did make teenagers added towards the party list, even though it might not be a good impression on what some of these professionals were really here for: 5 Seconds Of Summer.


    Long explanation cut short, my stepfather managed them. Well, at least he was the main person who did. You know, approved what would come along next and such if people were wanting them, planning and approving tour dates. He got along with them well, considered them as the sons he never had (since the baby that ended up being his and my mom's was a girl also known as Alannah, my little sister), and me, being a girl, also happened to be in love with their band and well, they didn't look too bad themselves. I especially had eyes for Ashton. I never really got to meet them in person, never really bothered asking because his job and his family life were usually separate. I couldn't just ask for Luke Hemming's number and boom, I'd get it, it wasn't like it. Even numbers stayed private and essential to those that had it and that included my stepfather. Meeting them was something that even brought me to my own surprise. He knew I liked them, knew I listened to their music and when he told me to pick an outfit two days ago, I was ecstatic. (even though I waited last minute to pick my outfit)


    I was a girl who preferred no makeup. Too much makeup on my face made me uncomfortable, but I could stick with lipstick at time when the times were right, but I stuck with lip gloss and simple eye liner and mascara. When I was finished, I knew I'd been ready to go so slipping on my heels, I made my way downstairs slowly, deciding to find my stepfather first to perhaps just stick around with him since there were all these people and usually, though I had problems in the past, I was sort of a kiss up towards him though I was far from a "good girl"


    All eyes were quick to come on me. Some of the chatter died down, and people stared, making even most confident me's heart race, though I adored the attention. Though some people went back to their conversations, others continued to stare, whistles of approval and murmurs of "She's hot" coming somewhere in the room. Some girl's stares were jealous as they looked themselves up and down with their make up caked faces, looking somewhat related to a porcelain doll, and sighed with utter annoyance and frustration, continuing to talk to their boyfriends, or even pull them away, who were even some happening to be staring.


    I was no insecure girl. I was not oblivious. And if I was interested in a boy, there was no automatic thought on not talking about him because he was interested in me. I knew I took people's breath away, I knew I was beautiful. Just my personality could be anything but.


    As I pushed my way through the crowd, catching a few more eyes and guys trying to hit on me that I automatically dismiss, someone catches my eyes. not someone, four people. but one in particular, who I loved, had this penetrating stare. though the other three looked and listened, he just watched me, staying posted in the sidelines of the party. I automatically knew he was. 5 Seconds Of Summer's drummer, my ultimate favorite, Ashton Irwin.


    Now when I was to meet him, there was many things that I thought of doing. Greeting him simply and kindly, saying how greet he and his band memebers was, or just going straight for it and flirting. Now that it was time, since of course I was going to approach him now, my mind almost went blank. But I was a girl of impulse, too outgoing not to take this chance so flashing him a smile, I walked over to him slowly picking my way through the crowd until I was close enough so he could hear me over the music. "Oh my goodness," I said it politely, as if polite was all I was, but this was just the start. "You're Ashton." I paused for a moment. "I should probably introduce myself, though. My name's Addison. I'm your manager's stepdaughter, and a big fan by the way. It's nice to finally meet you." I meet his eyes, holding out my hand for him to shake, making sure to scan his reaction towards this, since I was pretty good at pointing out how people felt and maybe I mistaken from afar, but ashton Irwin seemed like he'd be interested.


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    I came to this place, well I was really forced to come to this place, and I though it was just going to be another dumb gathering for the band. With a ton of boring adults, professionals, basically just a load of promo. I expected this party tonight to be like that, but I really should have known better. Knowing our manager, and how he tries to make everything, even the bad stuff, as enjoyable as possible, I should've known that he would at least make an effort to make this a little fun.


    And I was surprised to discover, that it actually was, so far at least. Once the music gets to a certain volume, it's impossible for any atmosphere to be that boring, and that volume was reached a while ago. People my age swarmed the lower level of the house, which made everything just so much more comfortable, that, and alcohol often does that as well.


    Calum, Michael, Luke and I were all hanging around, drinks in our hand, just making small talk with everyone who actually came here with a purpose to see us, rather than to just party. I think, something that would make this party even better would be being actually able to party, to get lost in the music, maybe flirt with some of the girls that showed up, but we have to get this professional stuff out of the way first for that to happen.


    I sigh, a little, finding it hard to give attention to whoever was currently talking at us, taking a sip from the cup in hand, and glancing around, seeing if there was something more interesting close by to focus my attention on, because if there was, I desperately needed it. Lucky for me, just as I started looking, I may have found it.


    Ah yes, there it is, my distraction. A girl, and a gorgeous one, at that, emerges from somewhere in the upstairs hallway and then promptly begins to descend the stairs. Every passing millisecond that I spend looking at her, makes me feel stunned, like I can't move, like I can't think straight. Is it possible to get that feeling about someone you literally just saw seconds ago? Yeah, I've had crushes, I've seen beautiful girls, but her.. she feels so different. I've never seen a girl so hot that I can't even think.


    Oh, I want to talk to her alright. I want to talk to her, whoever she may be, and my mind almost automatically averts to other things that I want to do with her, things that I really shouldn't think about. I do anyway. For a fraction of a second, I get a surge of unusual confidence, one I don't always feel when I lay my eyes on a very attractive young woman. It fades almost as quickly as it had arrived, as I notice the way she walked, and the way the crowd reacts to her.


    When I looked at her that brief moment in time that she had just emerged from the room, at the top of the staircase, I felt like she was all mine. Like I was the first to discover a rare and unique gemstone, but once she started walking, that's when everything got messy. She walked with such a confident stride, which isn't quite the problem. The problem, for me was the message it portrayed. She caused the atmosphere to shift, and earned all the cat calls. Which only serves to remind me that I wouldn't ever have a chance with someone as gorgeous as she, and that she probably has a boyfriend anything.


    What is wrong with me? I took one glance at a girl and I was already thinking about relationships.. I can't look away though, like I'm in a trance, until something finally snaps me out of it. Luke nudges my side, rather roughly with his elbow, which I jump at, almost shoving him back, but then I remember that I was supposed to be listening to this conversation.


    I have to physically turn the rest of my body towards the speaker, just to ensure that I won't get distracted again. Although the conversation doesn't last much longer and it's just me and my bandmates. I turn around, expecting to have to search to find that beautiful, slightly mysterious girl to me, and when I do so, I can hardly believe my luck as I find that she is coming right towards me.


    I glance all around me, but I find no one in her clear path other than myself. And she stops right in front of me. Before I have much time to process what really could be happening before my eyes, she opens her mouth and speaks. I just feel so stunned again, as I did when I first layed eyes on her, and it's just hard not to be stunned. What would a girl like her ever want to do with me?


    It's kind of hard to tell, but I get the feeling that she may be flirting around a little with me. She introduces herself, telling me her name, and.. mentioning how she's our managers step daughter. Although, this does change a little bit how I think of her, that doesn't make me want her less. It just.. complicates things a little bit. It almost maybe make me think I shouldn't even try with her, but once I get another glance at her face, and then at her figure, I completely push that thought out of my mind.


    She offers a hand for me to shake, and I try to play this as nonchalant as I can, but quite honestly, I'm getting a bit overwhelmed. I never ever expected her to come to me, to introduce herself. Me. Not even to the band, just to me. I reach my hand towards hers as well, but instead of shaking it, I take it in mine, and press a light kiss to the back of it, deciding, after lots of internal back and forth to just play along with this little flirting game and see if it leads somewhere good. "well, Addison. It's nice to finally meet you as well, I've heard a lot about you." I murmur, really just making small talk. "why haven't we ever met before?" I question, tilting my head to the side a little bit.


    [i'm sorry this post was so crummy ): ]


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