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[fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-family: georgia; letter-spacing: -2px; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-size: 15pt;]but you were never able to keep me breathing[/fancypost]
[fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-family: georgia; font-size: 18pt; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; letter-spacing: 1px; margin-top: -10px;]♥ ― as the water rises up again[/fancypost]
[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=black; borderwidth=0px; text-align: justify; width: 400px; line-height: 90%;]^{♥ ― her name is PANDORA, and she is just another devilspawn sired by lucifer. though she has been part of many families throughout her various lives in this realm, she only calls herself a member of the GRIMM family. despite this, however, she is not close to any of her female relatives, choosing to only give a damn about the males. her mind is quite twisted, with that being only one symptom of her warped brain, but, when looking at her history, it is nothing short of a miracle that allows her to even stand today.}

^{she was secretly born in the DOMINION to takara -- then known as avada -- a vice-leader and given the name abigail. through a deal her mother made with a god, her soul was an exact replica of takara's own, though her personality and mind were not direct mirrors. because of this failure, she endured unspeakable torture and suffering as her mother tried to correct this fault, but that was merely an excuse takara told her.}

^{she would have remained there all her life, if her grandfather (lancelot, then the leader of darkclan) had not killed her mother, unknowingly rescuing her; he, however, wanted little to do with the mentally shattered little girl. so, after her wounds were tended to and he made her into one of his horcruxes, she was sent to BLOODCLAN.}

^{the frightened child did not fit in well there, yet she quickly rose through the ranks due to inheriting the intelligence of her grandfather and having been given her mother's knowledge of spirits and healing, even while she was emotionally compromised. indeed, the only way she managed to prevent total mental collapse was by using emotion manipulation on herself to forcefully shove her fear of females below. this agony was only lessened when her brother, thrandium, showed up in bloodclan; he became her anchor, of sorts.}

^{their relationship escalated to something twisted, but they were never overt about it or truly crossed the taboo line. perhaps they would have, if she hadn't committed suicide shortly after her ascension to deputy, shattering her soul into tiny pieces in the process. she had no intention of reincarnating -- she was sick of life and she wanted out.}

^{death, however, was not merciful to her. he had other plans, evidently, as she was reincarnated after several months, when her soul finally pieced itself back together. she was born into WYVERNCLAN, then known as solarclan, to their leader demonicstar. thrandium was reincarnated as her brother as well, though he donned the name argentor while she became known as porphyria. she did not have a happy childhood here, either, as she was captured nearly from birth by a group of female bloodclanners and tortured in much the same way as her mother.}

^{she only returned to wyvernclan due to the efforts of argentor. but, considering that hardly anyone even gave a damn about them there or understood their need to take vengeance on bloodclan, they packed up and left. they decided to join RIVERCLAN together, as gunstar was the only leader that seemed even remotely able to stand against bloodclan.}

^{however, everything went wrong. from the very moment of their joining, she was belittled and argentor enraged by their treatment of her. they did try to make a life there, and were, perhaps, a bit happy -- they exchanged anonymous valentine's day presents, though each knowing that it was given by the other.}

^{shortly afterwards, argentor became enraged by riverclan's inaction against bloodclan aggression and he was exiled. she followed him, killing a riverclan girl on the way out, and was exiled as well.}

^{the two settled into the TRIBE OF THE HARVEST MOON, then known as the agriculturalists, looking for something more welcoming than riverclan as they tried to escape that drama. however, it followed them there -- riverclan sent a messenger to inform sunstar of what the two had done. and porphyria herself was captured by a riverclan high position.}

^{she was nearly executed in riverclan, on gunstar's orders. she would have died, had argentor not come in and rescued her.}

^{given that the tribe was no longer safe for them, the two joined THE NOBLELANDS. however, as the place was filled to the brim with females, porphyria slowly descended into madness, and not even her brother's comforting presence could save her. here was where she developed her ritual of ripping out female reproductive organs, eating said things, killing the female, and then putting them on a pike.}

^{it wasn't long before argentor went missing; without him, she spiraled into insanity and, in a moment of weakness, was dragged off by a pack of female rogues. she was tortured until she died.}

^{then she was reincarnated once more, this time alone into the KNIGHTS OF EDEN -- this would be the first life she lived in this realm without thrandium/argentor, and she missed him so. she grew attached to her father lucifer, however, and that was enough to solidify her mind, at least enough to keep from shattering completely.}

^{when he was put on trial and given what she deemed to be an unfair sentence, the young griffin moved to COLOUREDCLAN; she would have followed him to bloodclan, were it not for the fact that takara was there. and she, at the time, feared takara more than she loved her father.}

^{however, colouredclan was filled with females much like the noblelands, and she couldn't take it. shortly after she was promoted to bodyguard initiate, she murdered a female and left, becoming exiled from there just as she had been in riverclan. fearing that she had dreadfully disappointed her father, she fled to THE EXILES.}

^{he met with her and they struck a deal which allowed her to stay; the exiles was the only group she felt was able to accommodate her needs, especially given that there were so few females there. after a brief moment of being in the place alone, vader, her half-brother, joined her there.}

^{gradually, under the tutelage of vader, she has become unfettered. her emotions no longer wear her down; they are simultaneously her greatest strength and most easily exploitable weakness. driven by her hatred and fear of females, she lashes out at all that stand in her way, only making exceptions for those in the exiles that do not challenge her. that does not make her rational, however, for she is still a berserker.}

^{her desire to be useful, to actually be loved and wanted by someone, continues to fester in her mind. however, the agony she has suffered makes her believe this is an impossible goal -- she fully expects to be thrown aside by the exiles, by vader, by lucifer the instant she proves useless, just as has happened so many times before. this makes her terrified of failure, but, at the same time, careless of stepping out of line. she knows that it will happen, that it is unavoidable. so, then, why should she pretend otherwise?}

<sup>♥ ― CHARACTER PLAYLIST
- GOTHIC LOLITA by EMILIE AUTUMN
- SHALLOT by EMILIE AUTUMN
- I WANT MY INNOCENCE BACK by EMILIE AUTUMN
- SWALLOW by EMILIE AUTUMN
- TAKE THE PILL by EMILIE AUTUMN
- OPHELIAC by EMILIE AUTUMN</sup>
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[fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-family: georgia; letter-spacing: -2px; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-size: 15pt; width: 450px;]i'll be your night loving thing, the freak you can taunt[/fancypost]
[fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-family: georgia; font-size: 18pt; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; letter-spacing: 1px; margin-top: -20px; width: 450px;]♥ ― i'll be your everything[/fancypost]
[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=black; borderwidth=0px; text-align: justify; width: 400px; line-height: 90%;]^{♥ ― your name is YUZUKI, and you are just another that calls HAWKCLAN your home. you the daughter of TOSHIRO and sister to CYTUS, though your mother is unknown to you. this gives you the last name GRIMM-HITSUGAYA. but you care for weak family connections so very little.}

^{your sexuality is of some puzzlement to you, but you suppose that you are somewhere in the umbrella that is BISEXUALITY; you see little need for investigating this. that unexplored factor is what makes your sexuality both your greatest weapon and most exploitable weakness.}

^{now, your mind, that is your greatest treasure. within, you are an INTELLIGENT little beast. you were formerly known as MORSMORDRE, LEADER OF SKYCLAN, but you do not sit on your laurels. still, you have not forgotten your CUNNING and manipulative nature; it served you well before, and it shall serve you well again.}

<sup>♥ ― CHARACTER PLAYLIST
- DON'T HOLD ME BACK Ft. DyCy (Jarvis Remix) by DNNYD
- WAVING HANDS by NEUROTICFISH
- SAY MY NAME by ODESZA
- DIRTY DIANA (cover) by THE WEEKND
- SOUL BLOOD Ft. Snowflake by FICCI
- SHINE (NEBBRA REMIX) by KARIN PARK</sup>[/fancypost]

[fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-family: georgia; letter-spacing: -2px; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; font-size: 15pt; width: 450px;]i'll be your night loving thing, the freak you can taunt[/fancypost]
[fancypost borderwidth=0px; font-family: georgia; font-size: 18pt; font-weight: bold; font-style: italic; letter-spacing: 1px; margin-top: -20px; width: 450px;]♥ ― i'll be your everything[/fancypost]
[fancypost bgcolor=transparent; bordercolor=black; borderwidth=0px; text-align: justify; width: 400px; line-height: 90%;]^{» name - Yuzuki Grimm-Hitsugaya
» classification - succubus
» astrology - horse, aries
» gender - weak female identification
» sexuality - bisexual
» powers - shapeshifting, multiple possessions, super senses, telepathy, shrinking, growing, the sight, pelt/eye color manipulation, flower prints, conjuration, absorb souls}

^{» alliance - hawkclan
» rank - heishi
» previously - 1st tier of bloodclan, leader of skyclan, deputy of skyclan, nightwatcher of shadowclan, paragon of exiles}

<sup>♥ ― CHARACTER PLAYLIST
- DON'T HOLD ME BACK Ft. DyCy (Jarvis Remix) by DNNYD
- WAVING HANDS by NEUROTICFISH
- SAY MY NAME by ODESZA
- DIRTY DIANA (cover) by THE WEEKND
- SOUL BLOOD Ft. Snowflake by FICCI
- SHINE (NEBBRA REMIX) by KARIN PARK</sup>[/fancypost]