Survival is Key! [ Tokyo Ghoul RP ]

Yuki smiled quietly to herself and started reading from the beginning, the smile faded soon and she looked deep in thought, all focus lost because of the words on the page. When Jake returned she sniffed and then leaned towards the coffee cup, gazing into the mug of black coffee, "no I can't eat anything human anymore, only drink coffee," she said and looked up at him, "I'm Yuki," she said out of no where edited taking a sip of the coffee, her cheeks turning pink as the steam rose up to her face, "arigato."

Jake smiled as she told him her name, and he held his own cup in his hands, warming them up before he took a sip. "I'm Jake, its nice to meet you, Yuki" he said and took another sip of his coffee. remembering his sketch book he quickly reached over the coffee table and picked it up, opening one of his drawers before sliding it in, "So then..." Jake said quietly then took another sip of his drink, deep in thought. Finally he spoke again, locking her eyes with hers, "Your not a normal ghoul, are you?" he asked her quietly. He wanted to get this conversation out of the way as soon as possible, while the dead girl still lingered over her mind. If he did it when she had gotten fully over it, she might get upset again. Yes, it was a good choice to ask it now.

Yuki set her cup down and turned the book over on her lap, "No I am a human experiment. I don't know why but they put the organ of a ghoul in me, the one called Kagune, and now this is what I am, some sort of half freak," she sighed and then looked up at him quietly. Before flinching back and hugging under her chest, she had been so hellbent on staying human that she constantly resisted hunger, until it was to the point where family was no different from food.

Damari finally stood up after a little while and walked down the street, rain starting to bounce of the ground at knee height. If he hadn't been soaked before, he definitely was now.

Jake put his own cup down and looked at her carefully, eyes apologetic, "sorry for asking that..." He said softly, and closed his eyes tightly for a second. Who would do such a thing... Jake's fists clenched and he opened his eyes slowly, "and now you need to learn to be a ghoul in order to survive... correct?" Jake asked, already starting to think about the future. How was she going to survive without hunting...

Yuki nod quietly, "I don't want to eat people..." She lift her hands to her face and her mouth turned into a frown before she grit her teeth, "I do not want to kill anyone else," she said in a wavering voice, forcing herself not to cry or break down in front of Jake. Her small toes curled in and she pulled her knees close to her chest, "when they were doing the surgery they told me I wasn't going to be normal anymore, and that no one would love me because I would be a monster. So I stayed away from her, Shiemi didn't listen and she followed me there when I was so hungry it hurt."

Jake looked away and then waited a few minutes in the silence, taking in what she had said, and looked over to Yuki once more, who looked like she was holding back tears. Jake silently walked out of the room and back again, holding one of his beds pillows, "you can cry through that. I do it all the time" he told Yuki, then turned towards the couch seat he had been sitting on and he began searching through the box of books swiftly.

Damari decided he had had enough for now. He found an alley which has two houses with overhanging roofs on them, and dropped against the wall with a slight thud. Without readjustment the angle he had ended up in, Damari placed his head down, and instantly fell to sleep.

Yuki took the pillow and sniffled, "Ari-gato.." She said and hugged it to her chest, face burying into the pillow before her shoulders began trembling. No loud sobbing but hushed tears so she did not have to feel any more of a burden then she already was. Fingers digging into the edge of the pillow she slumped forward and let out a few little hiccups through her tears.

Jake smiled as he found the books he was looking for, and he reached in to pick them up quickly, setting them on the table gently as to not make a noise. He quietly set the couch back to normal again and then walked out of the room and into his bedroom silently.

After settling down finally she lift her head fr the pillow and wiped her eyes with the sleeves of Jakes sweater, gazing around the empty room and spotting the books on the table. Maybe he had left to give her privacy, she was glad that he was such a kind person or else she would have likely been dead. Most people would call CCG if they saw a girl bent over a dead body, covered in blood and obviously not-so-human. Reaching over with delicate fingers she picked up a book and slowly opened the cover to the first page. Not to long after she was wrapped deeply into the story, not taking her brown eyes from the pages for what seemed like hours.

Jake had gone into his room and opened up his sketch book, the images from earlier still clear in his mind. He took out his sketching pencil and his hand began to fly over the page with great speed, the image he was thinking about beginning to fade out off his head and onto the paper in a realistic style. After an hour or two the picture was done, and there was a ghoul with one eye sitting on the pavement, a very human look on her face. The reason why he had trusted this ghoul- No, girl enough to give her a place to stay.

Yuki set her book down after a long while and got up off the couch, she had the pillow hugged to her chest, following Jakes smell to his room. She knocked lightly in the door and waited there patiently, bending over slightly to gaze at her feet and swaying hair.

Jake got a fright as she knocked on the door, as he had just started to put the finishing touches on the picture as she knocked, "Just a second!" he called to her, opening his drawer and he slipped the pad into it with a swift and quiet bang. He climbed of his bed and almost fell over after stumbling over his shoes, so he kicked them under his bed swiftly before opening the door. He smiled as he saw her there, and he opened the door some more, "Come on in" he invited, and stepped out of the way.

The girl blinked, looking like she didn't understand, then she held out the pillow to him and peeked over the top, "Thank you," she said and placed the pillow in his arms. Yuki bowed again like she had at the front door before stepping inside his room and looking around, both hands linked behind her back in a withdrawn but politely curious manner.

Jake closed the door behind her and turned around slowly, before opening his mouth to talk, "Since your going to be spending the night, I've decided you can sleep on the bed tonight. I will be sleeping on the couch." Jake told her, leaning on the door slightly in a comfortable manner.

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I don't think I am going to join, it's too many rps to keep track of and my grades have dropped one percent, so i cant let myself get so distracted. Thanks for letting me know though.

Yuki glanced back at him and frowned slightly, "I am okay with the couch. This is your private space, so I shouldn't have your bed," she told him, plopping down on the edge off his bed and watching Jake with a stubborn pout on her lips. After all it was not like she even deserved anyone's kindness, let alone making them sleep on the couch in their own home.