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Lately I have been having some emotional issues. Stuff that is hard to explain and that I now need to go see a doctor for. Nervous ticks and twitches that have been getting worse and worse, and last night I was a bit overwhelmed; I'd had a horrible day and knew I needed to get activity up, so I kind of forced my problems upon Quicksilver. At first it made me feel a bit better, I am not sure why, but know I feel like a complete idiot and am so embarrassed. I am really sorry for being such an inconvenience, I don't know what I was thinking. It's just been rough lately and... I don't know, it's weird. One moment I hate the world, hate myself and want to just curl up into a ball and sob, then the next I am happy, like I used to be. Sometimes I'll be so joyful I am willing to do things I would never normally do, like yell in class or something, and when I'm really sad I tend to also get extremely aggravated towards my anxiety. Wen I was really sad like that I had decided to do that to Quicksilver, which was entirely idiotic. Activity and all that, I'm trying to get better, and I'll keep trying; however, I need a little break to calm down a bit. I'll post here and there, but on Saturday I'll be back into business.
I've just been having a weird time lately, and I'm really sorry for being immature about it.
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