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Felicity Jacobs
[fancypost borderwidth=0pt; font-size: 11px; font-family: verdana; text-align: justify; width: 350px; color: white;]Felicity watched as he cut the brownies, and she saw they were still warm and stuff, so she figured milk would go good with brownies. She raided Douglas's fridge, not asking because she felt comfortable enough to do so, and poured enough for the three of them before heading into the living room after them, setting the cups down, and plopping down on the couch beside the two. Peyton made a "bleh" sound when Douglas kissed her head and she pushed his face a little farther away from her. "Kiss mommy not me," she grumbled, but then happily took the brownie, and took a big bite of it, so she couldn't talk or anything while eating it. She giggled ands shrugged at him tugging on her shirt, and once she'd swallowed the brownie. "Dunno, mine now," she laughed and continued to eat her brownie. She reached over and drank some of the milk Felicity brought out. Felicity gave Douglas a smile as she slowly ate her brownie. "Peyton's right, these clothes are ours now," she flung a piece of her brownie at him. "Call us wenches one more time and I'm locking you in your room, young man," she threatened like a mother. "Yeah!" Peyton agreed and wiped brownie off her face with the back of her hand. Felicity handed her a napkin and she wiped her hand off too. Peyton gave her dad a small pat on the cheek. "You wench," she stuck out her tongue as well. Felicity just laughed and leaned back into the couch. "We should build a fort," Felicity yawned. "With the couch cushions," she felt extremely childish that night and she liked it, being young for a change. Peyton shouted her agreement.
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[justify][font=arial][sup][size=10][color=#000000]Douglas frowned playfully when Peyton pushed his face away from her. He took another bite of his own brownie and then took a long sip of the milk Felicity had brought over. When he was finished eating he glanced over at Felicity. He wanted their relationship to go somewhere, but he felt that so suddenly after Jamie might make him look desperate. He just smiled at her for a few long seconds before he took his daughters advice and kissed Felicity's forehead "Wench." He then said with a chuckle to smooth it over before standing up.
He walked into the kitchen once more and took the rest of the brownies out of the pan and onto a plate before putting it in the dishwasher to get clean. He then took out some plastic wrap and covered the plate so they would stay fresh for as long as possible, all while thinking about the best way to build a fort "The fort isn't a bad idea...I'll be right back." He dissapeared down the hall and came back a few minutes later with a neat pile of sheets in his hands "I think these may help us build the greatest fort ever!" He said enthusiastically, mainly towards Peyton.
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Felicity Jacobs
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"You are horrible," Felicity mumbled, cheeks coloring as he kissed her forehead, following Peyton's request. She sighed as he left and walked away, oddly missing his presence even when he was just out of the room. She felt like a stupid clingly girlfriend. Felicity and Peyton finished up their brownies and when they were done she took her to the bathroom to use the toilet as well as clean up because there was chocolate all over Peyton's face. The two of them returned to the living room, where the little girk started dragging couch cushions off the couches and onto the floor, starting to build the forts, and yelling out orders to Felicity to hold something up while she moved the other couch cushions around. When Douglad came back with sheets, Peyton clapped, "Come on come on, build!" She said and Felicity went over to take some of the sheets, pulling them over connecting cushions and forts, Peyton ran around trying to fix things, used pillows as weights, crawled through everything to test out the fort. Once Douglas started helping the fort was built pretty quickly. Peyton was already inside, "In, mommy, daddy, in," she called, and Felicity laughed, getting down to crawl in the fort that took up most of the living room area in front of the couches. They'd had to move the coffee table to make room. "Well this is cool" Felicity commented. -
(Just so you know, I won't be posting until like…late tonight or tomorrow. Im at a friends house and don't have time to focus on my post)
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[justify][font=arial][sup][size=10][color=#000000](Sorry for not posting all day. I've been a bit busy DX)
Douglas crawled into the fort right behind Felicity. It was surprisingly tall and big inside, he could sit up perfectly straight and his head didn't even come close to touching the sheets above their heads. "Good work team!" he said to them both, giving the two of them each a high five. "I have an idea.." he crawled back out and fixed one of the sheets so the tv could be seen from inside the fort they had made. He placed a movie inside the dvd player and turned it on for them. He then walked back into his bedroom and took the comforter and pillows from off of his bed and brought them to the fort. He started shoving them inside. "Here, take these and make it comfy in there." he told them. He then went and got a couple flashlights, some popcorn and a couple bottles of water. "I think.." he paused for a moment as he crawled back inside of the fort "You two should stay over tonight and we can have a campout indoors." he said excitedly. He listened as the movie began, (Monsters Inc.) and waited for their response. "It will be a lot of fun and then I can be the wench in the morning and make you both breakfast." he added, hoping they would stay. They were already dressed forged and assumed they were tired anyway. Plus he didn't want to be alone for the night.
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Felicity Jacobs
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[Its alright i was skiing all day!]Felicity laughed at the fact he was able to sit up, given how tall he was. Her and Felicity gave him the high fives and then went he fixed the tv so they could see it, Peyton clapped. "Mike Wasowski!" She yelled when she saw what disc he'd put in. Felicity just laughed and remained quiet. Once he had left to get the pillows and blankets and stuff, Peyton turned to her mother and poked her a few times. "We can be a family now, with mean lady gone," she said excitedly. It was the longest sentence that Felicity had heard her say. "We already are a family honey," she told Peyton, but Peyton gave her a "you know what I mean" look and then glanced at the tv. Felicity took the blankets and stuff from Douglas, doing as he said, making everything nice and comfy, making a makeshift bed in there. Peyton got herself comfortable and set herself down in the middle, making sure she could be next to her dad. Felicity sort of wanted to sit next to him too but it was best that Peyton was in the middle. As Douglas came back for good and settled down, Felicity thought about his offer. "Hmm," she said, before nodding. "It's kind of late to be out waiting for the bus and I don't trust cabs so...sure...we'll stay," she would never have agreed to this had Jamie still been there. Felicity gave him a smile and slid down to lay and watch the movie. Peyton did the same, snuggling up between them, yawning, and focusing on watching the TV. "Breakfast better be good," Felicity joked, giving him a small smile. She could tell he probably needed them there so he wouldnt be as upset about his fiance, he needed a friend. She could do that.
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(……………………..oh my lord……………………..that just made me love you. Skiing is my life…….)
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(I am working on my post right now, but yeah I know what you mean. My friend has bad knees. We used to go all the time together but it hurts him too much so he can only go like once or twice each season..but I might be going on monday xD Im trying to learn how to snowboard but its so much harder and it hurts your knees a lot more… :/
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[justify][font=arial][sup][size=10][color=#000000](it isn't much fun when you first start it. And it is a lot more painful than skiing. I went like a week ago and the day after I could barely move. And that is not an exaggeration. Putting my backpack on for school was a nightmare…DX Just curious, if you don't mind me asking, how old are you?)
Douglas smiled probably too much when he heard that they would be staying the night. He got under the covers on the floor of their fort and kissed Peyton's head gently. "I guess you like this movie?" he asked her softly, seeing that she seemed to be into it as they characters were on the screen. He looked up at Felicity, happiness in his yes. He then looked back at the screen while draping an arm across her shoulders so she was close to Peyton and himself. The three of them were so close on the floor, you would think that they were a real family and that is the way Douglas liked it, and he wished it were really like that.
After a few minutes in a bi of silence with the three of them watching the movie, he looked back over at Felicity in the dark, the light from the tv screen making their eyes seem to sparkle. "Thank you for staying…" he whispered to her "I'm happy you are here." he said with a smile
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Felicity Jacobs
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[Thats what my brother said, much pain the first day you try. Oh I'm 19]Peyton nodded with a yawn, "Yes. So funny," she giggled and relaxed against him, pulling the blankets over her more, feeling nice and warm and sleepy. Felicity didnt miss the ecstatic grin that he gave her when she said they would stay. It made her happy that the two of them made him so happy. She scooted closer as his arm came around her. Their little fort was so cute and cozy...she wished they could do this everynight. But things wouldnt be that simple so soon. Felicity closed her eyes, thinking about what would happen between them. They'd either be together...or not together, but at least she knew they would all be in each others lives. Whatever happened next, Felicity was ready for it. She peeked her eyes back open at the sound of Douglas's voice, and she offered a small smile back. "Me too, Douglas," she said, and glanced down at Peyton who was out cold all of a sudden, and Felicity laughed quietly. "I'm tired too, gonna turn the movie off," she carefully moved away from Peyton, and moved her a little off to the side. She shut off the movie and tv before crawling back over. Felicity made a split second decision. Peyton could either be in the middle again, or on the edge. Felicity chose to go on the opposite side of Douglas, so he'd be in the middle. "Move it, dude," she whispered quietly. Luckily the fort was big enough anyways so he really didnt need to scoot into the middle. Why did she want to be next to him instead of Peyton? So maybe they could talk quietly instead over over Peyton's head, so she could sleep.
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[justify][font=arial][sup][size=10][color=#000000](Oh wow, I'm surprised. I thought I was like one of the oldest peoe on here. I'm 17 XD)
Douglas nodded and watched as Felicity got up and shut the movie off, it was only about twenty minutes in at that point but it didn't make any sense to keep it on if Peyton was asleep and Felicity and Douglas weren't even payin any attention to the screen. His eyes stayed glue to her, somewhat hoping that when she came back she would lay next to him instead. To his surprise that was exactly what happened. She seemed to hesitate at first but he understood why. He chuckled as she told him to move over and he carefully did, although there was enough room for her already he only moved over a few inches so she would be forced to stay close to him through the night of she decided to stay on that side. He helped her get comfortable under the covers with himself and Peyton before smiling at her as he turned on his side to look at her better. It was dark and he could barely see her face so he picked up a flashlight and turned it on, he faced it up so it just barely illuminated the tiny space and highlighted her features. He looked at her perfectly colored cheeks and her brown hair that looked darker than usual in the light. "Good choice." He said softly while gazing into her eyes. "I like talking to you...." He whispered, being careful not to wake Peyton. He then sighed and placed a hand on her cheek, his eyes suddenly showing a bit of sadness "Why did you have to leave me? Why couldn't you have just stayed?" He said, trying his hardest not to let the hurt display itself in his voice.
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Felicity Jacobs
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[Pff nah im so old....lmao]Felicity settled in, surprisingly very close to Douglas, but she didnt really care. It was...nice...being next to him. It felt natural. However given the last time they were in this position...Felicity forced that memory away from a moment. She didnt need to be thinking such thoughts considering this was just a friendly little sleepover. She forced herself to stay in the moment and that relaxed her, sighing and fixing her pillow. Felicity smiled and laughed quietly at him grabbing the flashlight. "Going to tell me a spooky story?" she joked, staring back at him. He was looking at her then, really looking at her like he meant everything to her, and...she felt that weird feeling in her chest. No guy she had ever dated looked at her like that. Felicity wondered how stupid she could have been years ago to not see that her best friend just might be the love of her life."It was a good choice. I like talking to you too. I like having you around again," she admitted, though it wasnt a secret. She frowned when suddenly he looked sad, and then had to ask her that silly question. It broke her heart, hearing him say that, and she lifted her hand to put over his on her cheek. "Douglas," she bit her lip, blinking fast to clear the tears forming in her eyes. It made her so sad to see him like that. "I don't want to talk about that anymore. I made a mistake, I was so so stupid and I cannot ever make up for it, no matter how many times I say I regret it," she wouldn't look at him now, because if she did she was sure she'd burst into tears. "But I'm here now, with you, and I will never leave again, I promise. Please just forget the past," she was practically begging him.
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[justify][font=arial][sup][size=10][color=#000000]Douglas smiled faintly at her as he listened to her talk. He blinked back his tears an nodded his head "Okay..." He said softly "Let's pretend it never happened okay?" He said before laying his head flat against the pillow. He continued staring at her, wondering how he had ever let her go, and wishing more than ever now that they had stayed close. Maybe they could have been married by now...maybe even with a second child? He had no way of knowing for sure, but he smiled as he pictured it just then. After a few minutes he came back to reality although his eyes had not even for one second drifted away from her beautiful face. "I won't focus on our past anymore....I will only look to our future." He whispered quietly and without even really thinking he leaned forward and very gently touched his lips to hers, almost so they barely touched. And after just a few seconds he pulled back, still looking at her "We should get some sleep....." He then said to her quietly while rubbing her cheek with his thumb.
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Felicity Jacobs
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Felicity shook her head, "No Douglas, I don't want to forget about it," she mumbled, "It's hard to anyways," her eyes drifted to Peyton. "I just don't want to dwell on it. Whats done is done, we can't change the past," she sighed, and watched as he laid his head down on the pillow, and stared at her for a while. She could tell he was lost in thought and she used this time to study him, wonder what he was thinking about. Them? Peyton? Jamie? She hoped it wasnt the last thing. She gave him a smile when he seemed to come back. "There you are," she joked, rubbing her eyes, continuing to listen to him speak. She felt herself relax at him saying he'll focus on their future. It meant they'd have one...Felicity froze however, when he just barely kissed her, and she wished he had. That tease was not fair, and it resulted in her heart rate increasing fairly quickly. She wanted him to kiss her again, but she also didn't. It was...it was too soon...she couldnt want that. Felicity just turned off the flashlight and set it aside, scooting closer and snuggling into his side. "Goodnight, Douglas," she whispered quietly, face somewhere against his chest. Her eyes were closed and she began to relax, though her heart beat wouldnt slow, being so close to him. "We'll...talk more in...the morning..." she murmured into his shirt. -
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[justify][font=arial][sup][size=10][color=#000000]Douglas sighed as she shut off the light and nodded his head, even though she couldn't see him anymore in the darkness. He had hoped for a bigger reaction from her after the soft kiss but when he didn't get one he felt a bit more in confident in himself and the feelings he thought she might have had for him. "I'll see you in the morning..." He whispered before wrapping a single arm around her to hold her body close, feeling her face against his chest just seemed to make him smile even more.
In the morning, just a faint sliver of light came in through the windows and made its way into their fort through the sheets. Douglas slowly began to wake up, his hair was a mess like it was every morning. As he opened his eyes, he noticed that he was laying with his head on Felicity's stomach and his arms both wrapped around her. He quickly and carefully removed himself from her, knowing it would be a bit awkward if she woke up to find him in that position and he laid on his back, glancing over at Peyton to see how adorable she was as she stayed asleep.
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Felicity Jacobs
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Felicity immediately felt stupid for not doing or saying anything. It was just...a shock to her, that the two of them felt the same way. Again, like four years ago, Felicity was scared. Of losing him, of things not working out...but this time she was going to figure it out. She wasnt some stupid teenage girl anymore. She was an adult and prepared to stay. Felicity sighed and gave his chest a light kiss as his arm went around her. Then sleep took Felicity away, and she drifted off to sleep, not waking up at all throughout the whole night.Peyton woke up shortly after Douglas did, and she yawned and stretched, looking around in confusion before remembering last night. She grinned and sat up, looking over to see Douglas was awake, but her mother was still out cold. "Hi," she whispered to Douglas and rubbed her eyes. She was quiet, looking at the two, seeing they had ended up laying next to each other. "Lets leave mommy to sleep and go make her breakfast," she suggested with a whisper and crawled out of the fort, hurrying into the kitchen. Her hair was a complete mess too, her curls all over the place. Felicity stayed passed out, comfortable in her position, though she had shifted when Douglas moved. Other than that she stayed asleep, unaffected by the noises of them waking up and talking.