P-please...Don't leave me... {BxB, Pafp}

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    Hold me close to you tonight
    Hold me tight and near
    I might just be gone in the morning
    And you may never even know



    Ooc~


    Broken Smiles is a quiet kid. He never talks to anyone, and avoids everyone. He sits in the back of the class, never raising his hand to answer a question. He makes moderately good grades, despite him drifting off a lot. Broken gets bullied for being "emo", and he's been terrorized by the same person ever since the day he enrolled in the school. He does, however, have one friend. You. You are what he loves. He loves you to death, but he fears rejection. He never told you a lot of things. You know that he gets bullied, and that he gets abused by his father and harassed by his mother. But what you don't know is that he cuts very frequently, he's gay, he starves himself...and that he's been planning his suicide for months. One night, when his father gets out of hand with the abuse, he runs to you for help. He tells you he wants to kill himself, and that's when you decide to tell him the truth- that you love him as much as he does you.



    Ic~
    ~Broken
    "Worthless crap!"
    "D-Dad...Stop...It hurts..."
    "Does it LOOK like I care?! I could care less if you were dying this very moment! You're a pathetic excuse of a son, you emo scum! Go kill yourself!"
    Dad gave me one last blow to my stomach before stalking out of the room. I was curled up on the floor, crying into my hands. It had been worse tonight. He has these nights on a rare occasion. Usually he would only hurt me a little. But tonight, it felt like every inch of my body burned from pain. I sniffed, wiping my tears. I got up to my feet, and stumbled to my room. I locked the door, grabbing my little razor on my desk. With a shaky hand, I started cutting my wrists. For the fourth time that week, I thought with a frown. I stopped after a few minutes. It wasn't enough. I wanted to kill myself. I thought carefully. I should really tell my friend first...
    After much debate, I slipped a black hood on over my shirt and raced out the door. "BROKEN, GET YOUR *** BACK HERE!" I heard my mother scream. That made me run faster. I ran down the street. His house was only a few houses down from mine. As soon as I reached his door, I started knocking furiously. I knew that he was usually home alone at this time of night, since his parents worked late. Please open the door....Please...



    Sleeping With Sirens- If I'm James Dean, You're Audrey Hepburn


    Ooc~ I'd like a picture, unless you can describe what your character looks like


    Ic~




    They say that love is forever, your forever is all that I need. Please stay as long as you need.
    I can't promise that things won't be broken, but I swear that I will never leave. Please stay forever with me <3


    Allen "Al"


    Dozing off, that's exactly what Allen had been doing. Sleeping on the couch with the TV and all the nice lights burning against his eyelids. Ugh, he'd have to get up to turn them off if he wanted to get a good sleep next time. Or, at least that's what he thought. A frantic knock sounded throughout the whole freaking house and at first he thought there was a murder at his door or something but his glass windows revealed that it was only Broken. Thank goodness! He was getting pretty lonely but realization soon hit him. Broken was practically beating down his door. Something must be up. The brunette raced to the door and swung it open to find exactly who he thought it was. His cute little friend. "Hey, what's up? Come in!" he said his words quickly. He had a habit of doing that when excited or had heightened emotions. His eyes were warm and tender towards his friend. They only seemed to be sl around his friend. Because he only really like Broken because he was him. Allen still didn't see how people could treat Broken in such the way they did. At least Allen stood up for him when it happened around him.


    (sorry for the late reply! Also please ignore my idiotic question. A picture was a given wasn't it? I had a moment, I'm sorry)


    Sleeping With Sirens- If I'm James Dean, You're Audrey Hepburn


    Ooc~ It's okay. And yeah, there's a picture there.


    Ic~ I walked into Allen's house. I gazed around to make sure for certain nobody was around, and stared up at Allen. My blue eyes, I had realized, began to fill with tears again. I pressed my sleeve to my eye in an effort to not cry. Even though I knew I'd most definitely end up sobbing my eyes out before I'd be leaving his house tonight. I took a deep breath. "A-Allen....There's something that I wanted to say....That I decided tonight...." I sniffed.




    They say that love is forever, your forever is all that I need. Please stay as long as you need.
    I can't promise that things won't be broken, but I swear that I will never leave. Please stay forever with me <3

    OC: ... yea.... I ended up putting that there anyways. My bad. Question one used up for today :P


    Allen looked down with widened eyes as he saw his watery eyes. No, no, no. Broken didn't need to cry. He shouldn't cry. Allen was supposed it stop all of that! Without a second thought, he pulled the other male into a warm, tight embrace. One hand placed on Broken's back while the other was gently stroking his hair, knowing Broken was about to cry. This must be pretty bad then. Allen almost didn't want to hear what it was but knew he had to. He needed to. You have to when you love the person crying. "Sh... sh.. Stop. Deep breaths.... now what was it?" he asked. The brunette had a back feeling in the pit of his stomach but ignored it just to listen to the other


    Hold me close to you tonight
    Hold me tight and near
    I might just be gone in the morning
    And you may never even know



    Ooc~ It's fine. And I realized that last post I used the wrong template ._. Whoops



    Ic~ I sniffed, trying to wipe my tears away. I gazed up at Allen. "Allen...I..." I almost stopped there. But I took a deep breath. I was close to having a complete meltdown just thinking about it. Instead, I let out a shaky breath and I choked out, "I want to kill myself...because I-I can't take it anymore..."

    Allen's eyes widened to the size of saucers when he heard that and the blood from his face drained completely. The poor male couldn't even speak for awhile. When he did find his voice, it was frantic, panicked, pleading and just unacceptance. "Wh-What?! No!!! Y-You can't! I'll let you live here and it'll do anything! Don't do that! Please..! You.... You can't.........!" he said and literally sank down to his knees, knowing his legs would give out on him.


    (that's fine. I've done a lot worse. Trust me. Auto correct on my computer. That's always fun :3)


    Hold me close to you tonight
    Hold me tight and near
    I might just be gone in the morning
    And you may never even know



    Ooc~ Yikes :-\ I use my phone because my laptop is really slow



    Ic~ I knelt in front of Allen. Damnit, Broken, I thought angrily. Do you always have to bring everyone down?! I sighed softly, murmuring in a quiet voice, "P-please don't get so upset...I didn't know you would react like this..." I lowered my gaze to the floor.

    OOC: My phone is slower than my surface and its auto correct is a lot worse. Sigh, give it up for my electronics:


    Allen looked up at Broken. How did he think i'd act when I found out my love-I mean crush- was going to kill himself? he thought to himself and looked at Broken with pleading eyes. "So you'd still do it if I acted differently? Well to bad. You can't kill yourself because I.... I.... I love you!" he said and connected their lips for a brief moment before pulling away. "Broken, I don't care if you never want to see me again because I did that... but... please. Just stay... I can't live without you" he said soft


    Hold me close to you tonight
    Hold me tight and near
    I might just be gone in the morning
    And you may never even know



    Ooc~ That's how my old phone use to be :/



    Ic~ I stared in shock at Allen. He...he kissed me...? He....loves me? How could he ever love a pathetic loser like me? I outstretched my arms and wrapped them around Allen's neck in a neck hug. Blinking back a few tears, I managed a small smile. "I love you, too," I murmured.

    He.... he loved him back? He loved him back! He love him... back? For a second he almost thought Broken was just messing with him in a sick humor but he heard it in the other's voice and his entire face lit up. After that hesitation, his arms wrapped around tightly and he turned his neck to kiss his cheek. "I love you...." he repeated. "Love you more than anything so please.... you can stay here ok? You can sleep in my room with me and.... and...." he continued on. He was going to keep Broken by his side, no matter what. He loved him after all.


    OOC: My phones only like..... two years old. Still works good though ;D


    Sleeping With Sirens- If I'm James Dean, You're Audrey Hepburn


    Ooc~ I'm not sure how old mine is :p


    Ic~ I gazed up at Allen. "And...your parents wouldn't mind...?" I asked softly. I didn't know his parents too well. I've only met them once or twice. Thinking about parents made a few worried thoughts spring in my head. What if they don't let us be together? What if my parents try to find me?




    They say that love is forever, your forever is all that I need. Please stay as long as you need.
    I can't promise that things won't be broken, but I swear that I will never leave. Please stay forever with me <3

    Allen smiled and looked down into Broken's eyes. He shrugged simply and his smile grew even wider at the thought if his best friend, well boyfriend now, was going to live with him. "Hmm? My parents? They accept it. They just don't know it yet.... don't worry, they'll be fine with you staying. They're hardly around anyways to say no. Plus I'm pretty sure they think you're sweet so it works out!" he said. Even if it didn't work out, he was going to make it. Broken was staying over here so he wouldn't get hurt again. What kind of boyfriend would he be if he let Broken keep getting hit? Even as a friend he tried his best to help out. Now it was only multiplied by about five.


    OOC: well most people usually wouldn't keep track of that. I only remember because I ended up not taking it out of my pocket... and washed the clothes... and it went through the washing machine... and it still works better than my friend's IPhone 4 or 5. :3


    Hold me close to you tonight
    Hold me tight and near
    I might just be gone in the morning
    And you may never even know



    Ooc~ That's the super phone :D



    Ic~ I nodded slowly. "Okay. I need to get my stuff, but I'll get it tomorrow. Mom and Dad are most likely still very mad at me, and I don't want to face up to them at the moment...Not after our argument..." For a moment, I remember what it felt like with Dad's steel toe'd boot in my stomach. I winced a little as I thought about it.

    OOC: :D.... I just realized we've been talking about phones most of the time... XD


    Allen ruffle Broken's hair a bit with a comforting and warm smile. "Don't worry about it. Oh! You can sleep in my room. You'll have the bed and I can sleep on the floor unless you want to share. Then I won't mind" he said. Yea, it just hit him that this was actually happening. That Broken was really with him now and that he got to have him all the time since he was now living here. It was the best thing ever! Allen picked them both up from the floor and took his boyfriend's hand and tried to gently direct the other towards the kitchen. "Do you want something to eat? I've got some stuff or we could order..." he trailed off


    Hold me close to you tonight
    Hold me tight and near
    I might just be gone in the morning
    And you may never even know



    Ooc~ Haha yep X3



    Ic~ I lightly bit my lip. I haven't eaten a whole lot. I suffered from anorexia nervosa, something I never told Allen. I only ate when I was about to pass out from hunger. "Er, I'm not really hungry right now..." I murmured. I knew I wouldn't be able to hide it from him much longer. I would definitely not be able to hide my cutting from him.

    OOC: Fun times, fun times...


    "Hmm? Oh ok. Then what do you want to do? We can do whatever you want" he said and directed them both into the living room. He took a seat on the couch then patted his thigh, inquiring that he wanted the other to sit in his lap. He wasn't going to pull Broken down with him since the smaller of the two could be hiding some bruises under his clothing. Yea, he knew Broken would try to hide things like that and a lot of other things. He knew not to press to hard because he didn't want to make Broken run away.


    Hold me close to you tonight
    Hold me tight and near
    I might just be gone in the morning
    And you may never even know



    Ooc~ Fun fun fun! X3



    Ic~ I sat down in his lap, grasping his hand in both of mine. "I don't know. I can't think of anything to do," I replied softly. I was aware that all it would take is a simple tug down of the sleeve and one of my biggest secrets would be exposed. It made me slightly nervous thinking about what might happen if Allen found out. He wouldn't be pleased, that's for sure.

    OOC: best way to break the ice is to just have random conversations. Or that's what I think :3


    Allen smiled and replaced Broken's grasp on his hand and instead to both of his hands in his own, intertwining their fingers together. "Hmm.... we could just sit here for awhile until something comes to mind" he said gently and gave Broken a brisk kiss on the lips. He then started to move their hands around a bit. That's when he saw it. Broken's sleeve couldn't resist gravity which made his sleeve go down a bit. Allen saw the slits in Broken's worst. He wasn't happy but its not like he was going to yell. He never yelled at Broken. Eve. Instead, sadness filled his gaze. Sadness that he couldn't have done anything to keep Broken from doing that. Sadness that he wasn't enough to make him stop that. Sadness that he couldn't do more for Broken. No, that was a lie. There were still things he could do. He moved his one arm back so Broken's wrists were right at his lips. With probably the gentlest touch ever, he kiss those slits on Broken's wrists through his sleeve. He then looked dead into Broken's eyes and his eyes said it all. He wanted Broken to stop that and yea, he saw.