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    When she said that, I knew exactly what she meant. I lightly brushes my hand against her neck, in a taunting fashion. "How about, we go back to my place?" I offered. I had got my own appartment recently and she always came over there. But this time I believe we both had something in mind..

    When I felt his hand move across my neck, I felt my body tingle. There was that feeling again.. knew what he was thinking and I was thinking the same. But I couldn't do it.. I didn't want to jump right back into the situation I had dealt with before which is why I'm single. I bite my bottom lip and started to walk "let's go." I said looking back at him with splat playful smile on my lips.



    I smiled for the least. The area around us became slightly awkward as we left the alley. Was I pushing her too much? Maybe. I'd have to cut the act and just talk to her. I don't know. Girls had mood swings almost always it seemed and it was hard to keep track of everything..

    I walked into his apartment, it was really small but we were only 18 so we weren't billionaires. I walked into the kitchen which was connected to the living room.. I opened the fridge and looked around the light inside flickering. I saw beer, liquor, alcohol, etc. I laughed to myself and saw two cans of root beer. No food just drinks.. "you know underage drinking is illegal." I said opening a cabinet and grabbing 2 cups.


    Her statement amused me. "Ah babe, since when do I care about the rules?" I said, my brown eyes lighting up. She always knew how to make me happy. Whether it be a flirt, a joke, or simply a comment.


    --rushed

    i smiled and took out a root beer for him, but for myself I was going to wash down all my emotions. I grabbed the liquor and filled it to the the top of my cop.. it looked like water but I guess it'd slide by him. He wouldn't want me to drink this heavy but he'd let me have a swig. I needed something to stop everything I'm going through and have been through, it's hard since my wait has been up and down lately. I had started again... not eating anything; I was seeking help before. If had went away since I was back on track but now I was a train wreck ready to catch fire.


    I took the root beer she gave me, sitting down on the couch in my small living room. I took a few sips as I waited for her to come sit with me. She had been distracted lately, but she would never tell me what was wrong. She used to be open but people change. Maybe I just had to gain her trust back.

    I took a long sip of the liqour and sat down next him. I sighed and swished the cup around.. I didn't want to drink like this but this is what all the drama was driving me to. Every sip I took I could see the room spinning, I looked at Joan and giggled randomly.


    When she giggled, my attention was brought to her. I looked at her slightly confused. "And what's so funny over there?" I questioned her, an amused smile appearing on my face as I watched her. { ;) }

    "oh it's nothing." I said sitting my cup down, I laughed louder to the point I almost seemed crazy.. "It's just funny how I'm always getting the one getting hurt... I'm always the screw up... it's nothing, I'm nothing." I said laughing once more, it was the only thing I could do to keep from crying. I didn't want Joan to see me with mascara dripping down my face because I knew he cared; a little too much.


    I raised my brow, no longer amused. I too placed my cup down so i could focus on her without any distractions. I practically glared at the floor before looking at her again. "You are something. I understand what it feels like to get hurt, but I would never do that. You know that.."

    I closed my eyes for a minute or two a single tear slipping down my face. "That's the thing... I'm a human but I'm not treating my body like I should." I said absentmindlet tears following after another. I couldn't hold back anymore, I couldn't hide the pain that I'd been through so why not risk it and show how I really feel.


    "Lisa..." I grabbed her hand, trying to give her as much comfort as possible. I could almost taste the alcohol in her breath, but it was good of her to get everything off her chest.

    I stared at him... mostly his lips. I couldn't resist it, I was feeling lonely so I did the only thing I thought that could help. I stared at him for a moment and then crashed my lips on his. I still got the same feeling as always butterflies flying I my stomach. He was the only one that could make me feel that way.


    For a second, I was surprised, My hands flew up as I aimed to push her off. But I calm myself, and hands softly landed on her back. I kissed her back, just as passionately if not rougher. D*mn.. I didn't know she could do this. In a way, she was looming over me. It was mostly a turn on.