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((Everyone's just escaped and we are all crashed in the woods.
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[font=times new roman][color=black]{lol can my girl like, come through the woods like "YOU JERKS FORGOT ME"? xD}
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"That's not true..." Luke sighed, "If I didn't think so... I wouldn't be a very good friend... Would I?" He looked at her, "Even if you fight me, I will be making sure that you get to the cabin." He crossed his arms, She's going to make me out stubborn her, isn't she... Welp, I guess that's just the way it's going to be.
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Ronnie crossed her arms, narrowing her hazel eyes.
"What's the catch?" She suddenly asked, "most people don't give a sh*t so why do you? I'm a liability. A hammer, a cancer to everyone around me. You should run away from me..."
Ronnie looked more sad at the end of her statement, she hugged her knees to her chest, curling into a ball,
"Everyone else does...." She muttered under her breath.((Yes... That would be funny as hell))
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Quinn Mari Anne
Diagnosis: Derpersonilizaton Disorder (which in turn also allowed her to develop) Autophagia
Depersonilization Disordera mental disorder in which the sufferer is affected by persistent or recurrent feelings of depersonalization. Symptoms from sufferers include feeling disconnected from one's body, feeling detached from one's own thoughts or emotions, feeling disconnected from reality, and a sense of feeling as if one is dreaming. In some cases, a person may feel an inability to accept their reflection as their own. The inner turmoil created by the disorder can result in depression and various types of self-harm. Caused by severe traumatic lifetime events.
Autophagia
Symptoms involve failing to resist an impulse, drive, or temptation to perform an act that is harmful to the person. The majority of individuals affected by this disorder will often feel a sense of tension before committing the act, and then experience relief at the time of committing the act. Autophagia occurs when one is compelled to inflict pain upon oneself by biting and/or devouring portions of one's body. Also classified as auto or self cannibalism.

OOC:
IC: Quinn was in the back of the group keeping silent. She kept glancing behind her knowing that she should still be back there, getting treated. But she hadn't wanted to be a alone when everyone else had left. Then again without her medicine how bad was her condition get? When on the drugs the worst was her spacing out and bitting off finger/toe nails everyone and then. Without really registering it she lifted her thumb nail to her mouth and started I chew on th nail, something g she did when she was stressed. Her hazed over grey eyes were slightly Teary. She was scared of what would happen if her condition got worse. But would she be better out here than back there?
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"Then they suck @ss." Luke said with a smile, "And there is no catch... I just... Want to be your friend..." He said, sitting on the ground, "That's all..." He wasn't going to give in, he would persist.
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"You're going to be really disappointed." Ronnie warned, knowing he just wasn't going to give up. She sighed and closed her eyes, the pain, and the cold finally caught up with her.
She hid her face in her knees and, curled into a ball. Was this a good idea? Getting everyone out, what if some people needed to be in there... Or they would...
Thinking makes things worse. Numbness was better then pain, but pain was better then misery. -
Zoey stood quietly near the back of the group. When everyone had made their escape, the girl had simply followed, not exactly sure of what was going on. Then it hit her. They were practicly fugitives now... That was a bad thing. Zoey considered heading back. At least the punishment wouldn't be so bad if she gave herself up, right? She noticed Ronnie, and felt sympathetic towards her, having felt with minor depression her self. Moving to her, she said quietly, "I don't get why anyone would run from you, you seem like a nice person." She smiled weakly. "I heard from somewhere that if haters aren't hating, than your doing something wrong! Or something like that..."
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Luke looked at Zoey, glad someone else was being reassuring. "I can't be disappointed, I've gotten all of the disappointment out of me during my stay at the asylum. Even if I could, I wouldn't." He wished Ronnie would cheer up, but he knew it was hard when you felt unwell. He didn't want to let her down, and he didn't want to let her be upset. But she was just so persistent, and it was upsetting to him that she couldn't accept someone wanting to be her friend...
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Ronnie looked up and gave the two a small crooked smile, "I guess.."
She sighed, "people don't like what they don't understand... I don't even understand I just... Can't explain."
Ronnie's eyes flooded with tears once again, she thought she was out of tears, but apparently she still had some tears to shed. Her skin was bothering her again, self harm was like an itch, and you can't search it without drawing blood.
She ran her hands into her hair, ten dug her nails into her scalp.
'you're acting like a two year old, veronica! Grow up!' she heard her mother shouting in her mind, 'its embarrassing to have a daughter that mutilates her arms!'
"I can't..." Ronnie whispered and she began to cry, "I can't stop..." -
[font=times new roman][color=black]I gritted my teeth as I burst through the tightly knit branches, hands on my hips. "Guys, you suck. Forgetting me like that? I thought we were all in this together." I picked a few loose twigs out of my wild brown hair, and brushed my clothes off. I could feel the sting of a few open wounds from my adventure through the woods, but it didn't bug me as much as everyone forgetting me.
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Zoey turned to the newcomer, "Sorry, but if it makes you feel better, I nearly got left behind too!" She said, slightly amused. Turning back to Ronnie, she cooed; "You know, your the only Ronnie like that there will ever be. No one else is like you. And no one else is like me, or Luke. We're all different, and that is not a bad thing!" She looked about anxiously. A search party might show up any minute now and Ronnie being pessimistic probably wouldn't help them in their escape. Turning back, Zoey said, "There will never be a Ronnie like you ever again, so don't wast yourself, cause there won't be another." Yeesh... Cheering people up is hard...
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[font=times new roman][color=black]I gritted my teeth once again, and crossed my dirty arms. "Okay, forget me like they always do in the books! Like they forgot James... and Theresa... and Finnick. they always forget!"
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"Good... My mind is corrupted." She dug her nails in harder, the stinging distracted her from her darkness.
Ronnie hated this crying in front of people thing, it made her feel weak and venerable.
"Can I help you?" She asked, non sarcastically to the grumpy new comer.
They were all dumped and forgotten. She couldn't fix that, and considering her current stare she wasn't going to be much help. -
"Ronnie... Didn't you say you were going to grow up to be taller than me?" He said with a smile, not entirely sure what to say. Luke hadn't talked to the others so he didn't know how to respond, he was worried, he sent a glare to the stranger before turning back to Ronnie. He wished he could do something to help, but he couldn't think of any way.
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"Yeah, cause I will. I'm going to buy stilts..." Ronnie stated, wiping away her tears, feeling awkward.
Ronnie wrapped her arms around her legs again, shivering. He was done growing, Ronnie is forever short.
She tried to shove her thoughts away, dull down the dark feeling, being around all these people, having some sort of breakdown, was making her uncomfortable. Gosh what did they think of her now? Spoiled teen? Attention seeker? Emo? Crazy?
She was starting to work herself up again, Ronnie took a deep breath, hiding those thoughts, keeping them from surfacing in expression. -
Zoey frowned, unsure of what to do. Why did Ronnie hate herself so much. Zoey didn't didn't love herself, but she couldn't find a reason to hate herself either. "Well, what do you think is so bad about yourself. I certainly think that your a nice person." It was a half lie. Zoey barely knew this person, but she didn't want her to be upset anyway.
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Luke pat his hands against his legs, "People are going to say "Gurl, you got some sexy @ss stilts." He said with a less than manly giggle, and looked at Ronnie. He sighed heavily, how did it go from a normal day, to a rushed escape?
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Ronnie have them both a smile and giggled, "I'm fine, and yes, they will bow before my stilts."
She pushed herself up without warning and walked away from the group, throwing up once again, it was nothin but stomach acid and bile now. It left a des customs taste in her mouth, the smell made her cring, as always, that's why she does it away from other people.
Her hands were shaking, her balence was off, tired and hungry, she headed back towards the group, and made it half way before just collapsing.
Ronnie ended up just curling up on her side.
"We could've at least picked a warmer night,"she joked despite feeling terrible.
